in my dictionary, there's hardly me.
there's only person A, person B, person C......the list goes on.
why am i making myself so insignificant.
cant get through the barrier...
i still cant...
yes i sill think and care too much.

i admit.

i admit. i'm weak. i'm frail.
i have to strengthen the mind.
to withstand the overwhelming loneliness.
why other people can do it.
but i cant.
the tears...
i can't let those who care for me to be worried about me.
i must be strong for them.