Tuesday, December 30, 2008

'ballibong'

yes i'm back for Bali.
it was quite fun
and er...
i'm too lazy to elaborate><
but honestly i expected the place to be more of a paradise..
instead it turned out to be juz a normal shopping and beaching and visiting place.
and i kinda like Qatar Airways=p
u'll have to wait until i hv the effort to upload only then u can see some of the pics=p

and i've finally registered to HELP
Bachelor of Psychology(Honours)...
hmm...
orientation starts this friday...which is really fast...
and i might hv to walk to Taman Bahagia lrt station everyday ALONE and stop at Bangsar station then take rapid KL to main campus...then shuttle bus to Wisma HELP...
of course dad has been saying quite a lot of times(in fact more than 10 times) that he will get me a car...
which of course there're still 2 cars in the car porch...
DADDY AND MUMMY!!
i want a carrrrrrrrrrrr
and a laptoppppppppppp
==

this might be the last post of the year
wish everyone a happy new year 2009 in advance=p
let the past be the past
and let the future be as it is because it's so unpredictable...
appreciate the present moment...
grab hold of it...
and may u live the life to the fullest^^

Wednesday, December 24, 2008

updates

1. BUDDY camp was fun. well, at least, much better than i've expected.....but on the dhamma aspect, it could have been much more beneficial if they have a long term adult fascilitator rather than juz 2 dhamma speakers throughout the camp...too bad i cant make it for the reunion..as i'll be at BALI><

(photo grabbed from friend's friendster profile) didnt receive other thousands of pics yet...

2. 5S5 gathering. i know there r complaints that i've disappeared one whole night from the camp juz to go for my secondary class gathering. and what makes it more serious is that it's a talent nite==. but wtvr, i believe i've made the right decision...at least i did go for both rite...anyway, potluck was fun, friends are still great....and i'm still as ecstatic...

me and dear suatwei....(kesvick was juz somehow there...)

happy family wif lao gong, lao po and daughter(ehem ofcoz i'm the lao po!!!^^)

playing uno stacko...(clockwise) orange, boon, suatwei, xiang, nijeet(wif my orange suit hmph), jiayi, teryi(i think), wyau


ofcoz this is not the full set of pics..as jiayi only sent me pics that has me in it=p...so if u guys want more, go claim from her ba...or wenzhen...
n i still think the lame jokes that some of you have told are seriously LAME==

3. my AUSMAT results is out!! well, as there's not much input into it, therefore less output...
TER of 93.05. well still above 90, but definitely lost to many SAM students...and i did really badly for my finals, esp accounts wtf><......at least Maths is still quite secured=p...
but dont bother lah, HELP only need a TER of 50 muahahhaha so i'm definitely way above that...

4. went for steamboat dinner with family and mom's two Japanese clients....not bad.

5. will be going for Bali tomorrow till 29th....wish me luck!!!!!!!!!! pray hard for me!!!!!!!! then i might consider giving u guys souvenirs=p

till then,
c ya.

-pretty and smart MO- (lol!)

Monday, December 22, 2008

just to relive my blog a lil'...

18th-21st
BUDDY Dhamma Camp

20th
5S5 Class Gathering

details?
wait ba...
if i got time..
if i got mood=p

now it's time to sleep
zzzzzzz.........

1:21am(wow one of my EARLIEST sleeping time nowadays><)

Monday, December 15, 2008

lastest updates on my tertiary education...
(after went to HELP' s open day...)
most probably will study at HELP for a year or two first...
then i might be going to........UK!!!!!!!!
hahahah unexpected ritee...
coz kena brainwashed again by doctor goh..
apparently this Cardiff University at Wales has the best psychology faculty in the world...
o.O
and besides,
psychology degree in UK is so much more cheaper than any of the degrees in Aussie..
coz the duration is shorter...
u see, Cardiff might offer me a PhD straight WITHOUT MASTERS if i do extremely well for my degree=p..
so total would be 3 years with honours
compared to Aust which is 4 yrs with honours and 2 yrs for masters...
hmm...i donno i should be ecstatic or what..

but if i'm going to HELP next year,
then classes will start on 2nd January 2009==
damn fast wei.......gahhhhh
anyway...one word....烦!

i'm still rotting at home wif the comp.
someone pls ask me out these few days...
or if u dont mind, come TEACH ME DRIVING=P
this girl here hasnt been driving for the past 7 months o.O....
of course got license lah...but tak boleh pakai, apa guna??

planning to ponteng camp half way for 5s5 potluck this sat...
hmmm worth or not leh??
i'm feeling a sense of guilt==
shhhhhh........

Thursday, December 11, 2008

hey guys. i'm 'back'.

i took some time to calm myself down n accept the sudden change.
but i still find it unbelievable at the moment.

yes, flight to bangkok cancelled.
previously postponed, now cancelled.
*dots*
and the thing is,
we were only informed after we reached the airport.
yeah, talk abt efficiency.
but cant blame them too...
coz bangkok airport not in full operation yet.
but anyway,
time wasted.
money wasted.
energy wasted.

sigh.......
i donno what to say anymore...

Tuesday, December 9, 2008

hehe.

sry for the serious lack of updates.
keke ntg to post ma..
holidays wor...
eat, sleep, online, read(not txtbooks pls)
few of the important events are...
1. Amanda's party!
2. maid drank the remaining half of birdnest without mom's permission. hah.
3. went to klang to visit grandma n had bak kut teh.
4. went to furniture fair in mv and bought a blender and juice all in one machine. only 200 bucks=p

that's it. i guess.
this thurs going to bangkok wif dada.
amanda pls tell me what to bring!!!!!!!!!
and then dhamma camp.
and then bali trip.
and then new year celebration.
hah, time passes really fast.
say bye bye to 2008 really soon!!!!!!!

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Dad's and Mum's birthday

the cakes......

dad's(celebrated on 19th nov 2008)


mum's(celebrated on 1st december 2008)


yeahhh....the cake's awesome!!


heeheehee my birthday at last...


smile~~


sry mom, missed out that beautiful face of yours=p


anyways,
happy birthday to dad and mom!!!!!!!!!!muacks!!!!!!

Sunday, November 30, 2008

okay u can say i'm emo now.
why things always have to come when u least expect it...
the desire had been there day and night...
and when it's fading...
it juz comes...
like bolt....like how Usain Bolt did his 100m phenomenal race(lol what the crap i'm talking about)
anyway, what's past is past...
i have to be mindful now....
may i be blessed with good health and happiness~~

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

meditation retreat.

keke third post of the day.
but i dont wanna elaborate much abt the retreat.
but it's really beneficial.
more mindful now...

lol this just shows how wu liao i am...

uni application

applied to 6 aust unis for psychology degree

* 1. Flinders University
* 2. University of Queensland
3. Monash University
4. Australian National University
5. University of Melbourne
6. University of New South Wales

hope all'll be accepted. plus scholarships.

if i'm going next year, will be staying in aussie for at least 6 years hahah.

wish me luck.

p.s. asterisks indicate uni of preference

some missing photos found.


jit ye and patricia...they look so pretty!!!

(clockwise)shuwen, jit ye, patricia

guo yaw, niceeee freennn~~

okay, that's more like it!=p

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

Of 18th November 2008.

6:40 am
juz woke up....goshhh i'm late!
7:00am
left house to coll
8:20-11:30am
had my final paper-accounting. let's dont talk about this haha.
so exam's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr muahahahhahaa
12 something pm
at shuwen's house for lunch
2pm
went to salon. yes did temporary staightening again. which lasted for like...half an hour?? lol...
5:40pm
yeahhhh on our way to graduation night!!!
6: 45-10:15pm
in mph attending graduation night...it was a blast!!!
lazy to describe...
here are some pics...(do appreciate it as this is the first time i'm uploading so many pics hahah)

me, flora and shuwen(pls ignore my looks as i'm already back to the old me b4 the event started)

shuwen, grace, me

cutieeee Brenda......btw it's cat 'ears' on her head lol

hahahah sara hahahahah(that's what she always does rite)

ms. Ruba, my econs lecturer....she's nice!!

Sarah, my very close Malay friend....it's nice sitting wif her...

Su Yen and Annis.....hahah the blur looks blur and the orange looks orange

Ms Jennifer, my accounts lecturer...erm...

the girlssssss

yvonne...

Pao, the most witty girl i've ever met and Joyce, the cheerful one as well

ms priya, my eald lecturer....she's nice, but provoke her at your own risk

sebastian, funny guy=p

hao ming, tot he was a guest artist when i saw him on grad night==....tall, dark, handsome=p....but sorry, i think he's unavailable hahaaha...(not my type k!)

p.s. quite a lot of pics wif guys went missing awwww

Su-Jin, dude aka environmentalist and a very very nice friend

Nicole, very responsible and dedicated student council vice pres

gwen, me, ms vanitha(super responsible chem lecturer), pui mun, melissa


phewwww finally i'm done with the pics!!
anyway thankssss a lot to shuwen coz all the pics are taken from her camera hahah...
and quite a lot of important pics r missing which is soooo frustrating*sobs*
anyway i did have fun...
not the most memorable year, but definitely a promising one...
will miss Ausmat a lot!!!! and the people!!! gahhhh....

anyway if u guys haven know,
i'll be away from tmrw till sunday...
so c ya next week!!!

p.s. i'm intoxicated i guess.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

i tot i shud be posting smtg since this blog is kinda dead in some way hah.
anyway, applics yesterday was really a pain in the ass.
let's hope i wont be bursting out of tears after i get back my results on dec.
so i'm left with Accounts...then i'll be free!!
well i studied accts for 15 minutes. then i tot that going online is better=p
anyway i still donno what to wear for graduation night...
and regarding the meditation retreat...
i saw the schedule..
go to bed at 9 30pm!!!!!!!! farkkkkkkkk.....
that will be at least 4 hours before my usual bedtime..
and i'm supposed to wake up at 5 30am...
and no! not breakfast yet!!
chanting plus meditation etc.
it'll be 8 30am, three hours later, before i get to have my breakfast..
and lunch will be 12 30pm....fast eh...
goshhh am i going to be a different person when i come back hahaha...

anyway, my friend who stays the same row as mine told me stuffs abt her previous maid...
what a dramatic story man...
the maid got pregnant and decided to ask permission from my friend's family so that she could get married with the guy...
and u know who's the dad??
appears to be our security guard around the area..
yes yes...the one who always ronda here and there...
wth man!....and the worst thing is..
the maid sneaked out of the house every midnight and she and the guard will go to the guard house down the road and do 'it'.....ewww!!
luckily we didnt like drive in the middle of the night if not we'll be seeing things we're not supposed to see...
and my friend saw a photo of the maid and the guard...a studio shot man..
and the maid was wearing her clothes! goshh..
anyway now the maid was sent home and fortunately, they changed the guards as well...
whoa...luckily it wasn't my maid...

Friday, November 7, 2008

my 100th post

woooohoooo!!! 100th post!!!
khay ntg to shout about
considering many of you are already way past that figure...
the 100th post is still just a post
still like the 1st, 2nd, 3rd, 4th post etc. etc.
okay i donno what i'm talking abt...

there are some things that i wanna talk about...
but i've forgotten most of them...
seems like my memory has deteriorated after my econs exam...hallelujah!!!
anyway...

1. don't u think business cycle is like life?
okay for those who do not take macroeconomics hence not knowing what is that, go google it, lazy to draw here haha...
it's like...there's ups and downs in the business cycle, just like life.
even though there are automatic and discretionary stablisers to reduce the fluctuations of business cycle(mentioning this terms does not imply that i'm missing econs...)
fluctuations will still be there, and you yourself has to solve it.
one can help u to a certain extent,
but the remaining lies on you.
either u make it, or u break it.
but if u break it, no worries.
learn from mistakes, then u'll make it.
and btw this is not specifically for anyone...
i'm dedicating to all,
which i think me myself also has a big room for improvement...

2. i think these few days i'm becoming like a counsellor haha...
maybe it's a pre path for my future psychology route??
but anyway, dont think i'm going into counselling
as i'm more interested on researching and analyzing...
anyway to all who've been helped by me and to all whom i've received help from...
a big thank you to all...
each and every words that u all have uttered enriches my life...

OKAY I'M SOUNDING SO PHILOSOPHICAL HERE.
maybe coz i might be going to overseas next year that's why i'm having this mixed feelings??

3. i'm left with chem, applics and accounts externals.
and on the last day of finals would be my graduation nite.
anyway i don feel like going in detail for this topic...

4. a big sorry to those who've tagged me. will try to complete all tags after externals.

5. and the big news is here.........vania said she'll be virgin for life.

6-11-57 19-6-99 says:
ill be virgin for life

see? i'm not lying!!!!
hahah expected? or surprised??
hahahahha Vania u're sooo dead....

okay that's all i rmb for now.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

abt Ryan again...=p

okay.
everyone said econs was easy.
EXCEPT for me.
i tot i just did okay.
anyway it's over...

EALD tmrw...
donno what kind of question will come out....

and taken from cousin's blog again...
here's Ryan!!!!



yesss it's my beloved baby Ryan!
playing on my beloved baby grand!!!
woah...the keys look so white in this pic..though in reality it's definitely not><
anyway i tell u that Ryan Chin is a potential pianist!
he knows the dynamics!
and he knows do and...re and fa....
yeaaa Ryan u're the mannnnnn

just rejected xiaochin's and meiting's invitation to pd...
sorry girls!!!
really wanted to go laaa...but schedule really packed hmm...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

external exam...

here goes my exam timetable:

5/11 economics(what more can i say abt this...)
6/11 EALD(hope to score high in this...)
10/11 chemistry(been working the hardest on this....so must show big improvement lahh)
13/11 applics(can i still maintain my scores? hmm...)
18/11 accounting(haven started studying...will use that 6...or rather 1 or 2 days of the breaks to study=p)

so basically tmrw's econs....
tensed like shit now...
yet to study the remaining one-third of the syllabus...........
the orange must jia you!!!!!!!!!!!

and after my externals...

20th to 23rd november: meditation retreat....
5th to 10th december: trip to bangkok wif friends...
18th to 21st december: dhamma camp...
25th to 29th december: trip to bali wif family...
the remaining days: decide where i want to go to in future...pay visits to unis and idp...+ playing+ LEARNING HOW TO BE INDEPENDENT OMGGGG....+learning how to be a better person....

okay, off to study exchange rate...ciaoz

Friday, October 31, 2008

geee...

there's so much more stuffs to study.

there's so much more decisions to make.

there's so much more things to deal with.

anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

halloween is not significant to me.

but many of my friends and relatives are celebrating.

so er...hope u guys have fun!!!



and the guy i've been missing all the while...haven been seeing him for three days only but i'm already missing him loadsss!!*loves*

tadaaaaa.....



Ryan Chin, my baby nephew!!!!!!!!

haha what were u thinking huh??

he's cuteeeee laaaaaa....btw it was chocolate stains around his mouth....

well normally i'm not really fond of babies....

but Ryan is definitely my cup of tea/coffee/latte/mocha wtvr....

he smiles

he laughs

he plays

and the most important thing is....he seldom cries~~

really won't merajuk de lo....

and his voice is really sweet la....

bet he'll have loads of girls after him in future=p


p.s. the pic was 'unrightfully' taken from his blog....yes he has a blog....wanna see? go click the link laaa.....in mua blog...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

A: go overseas!

B: don't go overseas...

Thursday, October 23, 2008

beware: a Chinese post.

鼻子塞得像Sungai Kayu Ara。
就是说,本人的鼻子堆满了许多‘垃圾’,‘空气’不流通,‘河水’都流得不顺畅。
哈哈,好像比喻得很烂。
虽然sinus的问题天天都有,但是它竟敢在我大考即将来临时变得更严重
惨!
现在听觉有问题,看电视也要调高音量
嗅觉味觉更不用说
早餐没味道
午餐没味道
晚餐没味道
连我最向往的夜宵也boh taste lah

还有一个礼拜多就考试了
还没发奋图强
死命在那边online...
尤其是Plurk hahahhaa.....

算了,等一下我就去读书lo...

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

didn't go to coll today.
mild sick.
flu.
headache.

hope to get all my internal scores soon.
though*cough*不理想*
but i need it for my uni application...
hope all can be done by this sat when i'll probably be going to idp...
and i really duwan to go overseas so fast larrr
credit transfer is much better...

and the wall around me is starting to build up...
not a good sign...hmm...
am isolating and felt isolated...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Taggie by Miss ALLY(sounds like a lecturer's name lol)

RULES:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by:: Miss ALLY

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
dont think i will.


2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have peace everywhere around the world.

3. What is your dream?
when?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wait until i have first only i decide lah...

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
i'm pretty sure i won't fall in love wif miss ALLY. right? =p

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone is a great deed.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dont wait.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
no idea.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
bf, when i have one.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
why not?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
being a psychologist with perhaps a family?

12. What's your fear?
i fear of change. any form of change. seriously.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
i get up from the bed.

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
no idea.

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
there must be someone more than the other.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yes. no point hurting myself with such negative emotions.

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
no idea.

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do.?
depends which country first lol.

I want to tag ::
no one. go study dudes.

a rant oso.

no use lah.
after having more free time...
after reading several motivational books....
still not studying.
the fact that finals is in two weeks time doesn't scare me at all.
i'll go bang the walls after this...

I NEED TO BE PRODUCTIVE!!!

p.s. Plurk is darn addictive. so don't sign in if u've not lol. that's one of the main problems that cause my slack in studying...and of course, computer lah.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

about yesterday:

took first dose of HPV jab.
goodness Dr Kim injected the whole thing into my skin without me being mentally prepared yet
still a bit painful lah now.
second dose will be on december
then the last dose next year april
total cost=rm 1300 omggggggg.....

then went to see the dentist.
coz haven been to dental check-up for yearssss. yes i mean years.
thought would have black holes all over the place.
but luckily only one tooth slightly decayed.
so did a white filling for that bottom left tooth.
opened my mouth wide wide for half an hour
it's a torture!!!i mean i juz dont like to open my mouth for so long laaa...
and i didnt realize that i actually changed all my milk teeth.
coz what i recalled was i changed only abt 7-8 times...
anyway i like my teeth!!
although i was born to have one front tooth less. eek.
no wonder first thing doctor checked was how many teeth i had.
'devi(the assistant), pls record. tooth 2 missing' ><
inherited this unique trait from dad!
so it's daddy's fault!!!

about yesterday night and today:

in total rage.
i do not feel like elaborating on it.
what i can conclude is,
humans are cruel, they really are.

k bad mood now.
disturb melodyorange at your own risk.

Monday, October 13, 2008

A poem.

Below is a poem found in 'The 6 Most Important Decisions You'll Ever Make' by Sean Covey. It's written by a teenager:

The other day I saw my girl walking with some other man
They were walking and giggling and having a time
And I saw she was holding his hand!

I stood back and spied, my eyes filled with tears
As I watched this foul display
Some overly cheerful bicep with legs
Was taking my baby away!

As I spied over Dumpsters with feelings of hate
I saw them in a close embrace! Now I'm broken-hearted
'Cause before they parted, I saw her kiss his face.

That ended my garbage-can espionage
I thought I had seen quite enough
I decided to confront that devilish girl
Who I had once called my true love.

So I typed up an e-mail to that wicked female
And gave her a piece of my mind.
But I won't say what I said, in case there's kids present
But I will say my words were unkind.

I said it was the end, and right when I clicked send
I heard my telephone ring.
I picked up the receiver and couldn't believe her
It was my little ex...thing.

She said "Sorry babe that I haven't seen you all day
But my older brother's in town!
Did I ever tell you that he is a boxer
And one of the biggest around?!

He'd like to meet you but he's quite protective
So behave whatever you do,
I'll just check my e-mail and then we'll come by
And...oh look! Here's an e-mail from you."


the storyline's quite expected, but it's definitely funnieee=p
moral of the poem:
--The single most important communication skill you can ever learn is how to listen. Often we get into trouble because we jump to conclusions without understanding all the details--by Sean Covey

p.s. this is a must read book for teenagers!!!

Friday, October 10, 2008

and the force wasn't quite with me.

okay, as u can see.

Applics was ruined as well.

one of the hardest math paper that i've ever encountered.

but sooo whattttt

MOCKSSSSS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR

omg damn it it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

overjoyedddddddd

though only two days of holidays.....

gonna appreciate it....

and PLAY LIKE MAD.=p





Thursday, October 9, 2008

hey i juz wanna toot.

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

TTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

TOOT TOOT TOOT

TOOT TOOT

TOOT.

TOOT CHEMISTRY!!!













it was teacher's fault.

but mostly my fault lah.

should have done the structure and MCQ questions faster so that i have the time for the essay.

listened to teacher's advice ma. 'never attempt essay if u don't have the time to'

but it was freaking easy larrr the essay!!!!

should have given up on some structure questions which i donno what the hell is it about.

so it's 20 marks gone.

plus a wee bit at the calculation part.

plus quite a lot at the structured.

and not to forget MCQ.

gahhhh.....tot i'll have a good exam this round.

all ruined by Chem!!!!

so i have to do extremely well for maths tomorrow.

may the force be with me.^^

Monday, October 6, 2008

Mocks

first day of Mock exam today.
it's EALD.
surprisingly i think i did better than EE2.
so i think i'm expecting higher marks for that.

tmrw's Accounts.
except for Companies and the theories,
i think other can manage gua...

wednesday's Econs.
WHAT THE HECK LA.
i don't think i can finish studying econs even if i don sleep for the whole night><

thursday's Chemistry.
what the heck oso lo.
Industrial, Organic, Bonding all not familiar yet.
and i haven key in the equations into my graphic calculator.
another cannot-sleep night oso haih...

friday's Applics.
used to and still having confidence in this subject.
hoping to score minimum 150/180 for it.
hope can do it la...

THEN IT'LL BE OVER!!!!!!
but still seems so far away><
eh eh
still got Externals hor=.="

Friday, October 3, 2008

what a day.

yesterday was a good and bad day.
it was a good day during the first half of the day because i finally managed to attend a 'near complete' class gathering(last time always ciao after redbox kakaka)
was and still happy because i got to meet all my beloved 5s5-ians emo emo....(nope that was wenzhen, not me hehe)
anyway, sang like anything, ate like anything....
*for further details pls refer to their blogs as i need to revise SHORTLY after this*

and it was a bad day because i misplaced the house key.
anyway it was a long story
*for further details again pls refer to er....i donno wor lol.... because i need to revise muahahahha*
anyway, we managed to find the key after TWO HOURS of searching lah==
okay okay, a lesson learnt.

feel like crying*sobs*

Thursday, October 2, 2008

emo emo emo.

okay, now i'm finally emo lah.
actually it's more of a stress.
i'm stressed because i'm not feeling stressed==
i mean...Mock wei...
30-45% of internal wei...
why am i not scared??
mengapa saya tak takut??
wei shen me wo bu hai ba??
dim gai ngo mu geng?
(i forgot how to say that in Hokkien)...
seriously, i agree wif sook kuan...
5 subjects only wei!!!
compared to spm....12 subjects....
what's so hard about it???
er...maybe i'm that kind of person...
who works better in a more stressful situation?
yea....i'm 'seperti pahat dengan penukul' (whoa my Malay still boleh tahan hor)
seriously if i don have the motivation
(and it's frequent that i dont have motivation in A LOT of things)
such as piano, sports etc etc
i really wont study de lor
why arr??
why i don have the determination wan...
why??
why???

Tuesday, September 30, 2008

decisions. and schedules.

k guys i'm not really comfortable with my hair now.
it's too long and messy and i think my hair drop more than before omg.
so do u think i should cut it back short or juz keep it like that??
pls state your comments in my cbox yea thx^^
dont suggest stuffs like rebonding or ironing or wtvr because now i'm juz asking about my hair LENGTH okayyy....other adjustments on my hair...i'll decide later...

the fact that pursuing a psychology degree requires one to read and memorize a lot a lot a lot scares me...
plus i still have slight interest on music...
plus nowadays i find that Maths is fascinating as well...
so....Psychology+Music+Math=???
maybe i should take a double degree on music psychology and math?
hahahaha....i'm really really greedy....

wtf Mock is in less than a week time...
yes i'm studying....
but it's like damn damn damn slowwww....
slower than jing lynn's tortoise i supposed hahah....
HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!

Saturday, September 27, 2008

about 26th September 2008

oh well i tot i might not be blogging about this bcoz i simply dont feel like blogging. no, no particular reason. dont think too much yea.

anyway, a big big big THANK YOU to those who gave and who promised to give me presents(and cakes as well). but to SOME who promised but didnt give me anything in the end it's OKAY lah. 本小姐超有风度的!!(等一下,是不是叫风度?==)

and also a big big big THANK YOU to those who actually rmb to msg me on the day(s) before or on the day or the day(s) after. seriously, u guys being able to rmb this oh-so-special day is even better than giving me prezzie.

and erm, yea. i am happy and contented. Terima Kasih banyak-banyak=p

ok, one more week till Mock.

and mom's in Germany.

haih.

eh eh not emo ar plsss.

Tuesday, September 23, 2008

Tagged by Shu Wen

1. What is the relationship of you and her? Course mate.

2. Your 5 impressions towards her. Responsible, caring, tolerant, hardworking, helpful.

3. The most memorable things she had done for you. erm. donno. lol.

4. The most memorable things she has said to you? erm. i rmb there was once when i was yawning with my mouth wide opened and she said that i looked like a baby. memorable?

5. If she becomes your lover, you will... hahah. no offense, but i would prefer my lover to be taller than me.

6. If she becomes your enemy, you will... erm. donno.

7. If she becomes your lover, she has to improve on...erm. donno oso.

8. If she becomes your enemy, the reason is...breaking her promises?!

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?donno.

10. The overall impression of her is..hardworking and responsible.

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you? most of them think that i'm quiet which isn't really true.

12. The character of you for yourself is?Shien-Yinism (copyrighted from friend's blog hahah)

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?procrastinate, undecisive, being too kind to everyone??

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?do you mean who's my idol?? MICHAEL PHELPS. ^^ ok, be myself is better i guess.

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.i feel so proud of you guys because u've chosen the right person to care and like for. LOL.

Ten people to tag :
(i'm not tagging you guys, juz mentioning your names)

1. Amanda
2. Ying Hui
3. Xiao Chin
4. Jing Lynn
5. Jie Hui
6. Bin Yun
7. Mei Ting
8. Vania
9. Shi Ning
10. Denise
( i prefer all girls to avoid unnecessary rumours)

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing?nope. their characters are completely different.

How about no. 5 and 8?hahah...perfect!

What is no. 1 studying about?she's studying about a book entitled 'How Good Shien Yin Is'. I mean, ADP lah.

Is no. 4 single?er....i guess so...

Say something about no. 6 her singing is awesome.

( i guess most answers are kinda weird because i believe that all my friends are straight rite)

Monday, September 22, 2008

it was 17 years ago.

21st Sept

1. woke up at 1pm. (slept at 3 am last night)
2. felt a sudden stomach ache. mild diarrhoea. so skipped lunch.
3. practised a bit of er hu and then took a nap.
4. had p.
5. went gym, drained with sweat.
6. had yam cake, cheese cake and chocolate cheese cake for supper.
7. did some chem hw.

22nd Sept

1. woke up at 7.05 am. wth i'm late!
2. Sophia gave me presents! it was a photo frame with seashells sticked onto it which she collected from Redang i think. and also a 1GB memory card for my SE phone. muahahahaha. oh well it was shared among Sophia, Jing Lynn, Jaqueline and See Khee. Thx gurls!!~
3. crapped an organic chem and equilibrium essay. managed to strive through the lesson tho.
4. now....stomach cram lah.

anyway, what's so important about today is...

it used to be my late brother's birthday.

used to feel like crying on this day for the past few years...

but this year was okay.

well wasn't feeling sad coz he juz went off like that,

because when he went to another world, he was only one plus and i was only two plus. so u won't be having much feelings during that age ritee...

but the grief is still there...

as in, oh....i actually had a brother

but i don't have any now==

so guys, er...

appreciate your siblings?!!

Saturday, September 20, 2008

fruitless morning.

am told to publicize this 'oh-so-interesting' event. lol.

B, X, S and M decided to go to ** college to attend this ** forum. well if X wasn't the driver, S wouldn't even go. so M's dad drove S and B to the bus stop to wait for X to come. and the only thing that made the whole morning interesting was that B was wearing an orange baju kurung with blue roses patterns on it for no reason. damn striking wei!!! so in the end the 4 of them managed to reach ** college quite early and so they went to mph to take attendance. and initially they planned to chao early bcoz that ** forum is bound to be freaking boring mana tau since B was wearing that stunning baju kurung so they thought it'll be hard to slip off from the hall afterwards. so even before the forum started they decided to juz ponteng and go home. so X drove us home and on the way X's car banged on the divider o.O. anyway 4 of them managed to reach home safely i think. so S continued her date with 周公 on the sofa.....*end of story*

p.s. everything sounds so secretive due to the presence of some act. nanti kena tangkap ma. for no reason wan== haih...你要自由?去死吧...

Monday, September 15, 2008

悲惨的社会

看了这几天的头条新闻,让极少哭泣的我也不禁流下一滴眼泪(一滴也很多了啦,世界上哪有人可以把本小姐弄哭?!)

说真的,如果继续待在这个地方,我真的看不到我的未来,所以以后还是叫全家(包括亲戚朋友)跟我一起移民哈哈。难怪即将出国旅行的妈妈也说,如果那边的人问她从哪个国家来,她铁定说不出口,最多只会说,自己是东南亚人。


希望还没被释放的两位能尽早逃出恶势力的掌控。

好了,不多说啦,免得像Boona Fide一样引起‘巨大’的回响哈哈...

Hoping for peace and justice.
Sentence 1: I am not feeling good.

Sentence 2: I am not doing good.

Sentence1+2: I am not feeling and doing good.

ppppppffffffttttttt.

Sunday, September 7, 2008

favourite Q&A

a question asked by tungfaichun. which i think all of you might be asking as well.

- [b][c=#466033]晖俊B£rnärdTúÑg™ ♠[c=46]♥[/c]♣♦[/c][/b] says:
why u dun put pics

the reasons being:

1. i dont bring my camera along whenever i go for an outing. most of you will put pics that u've taken during outings with your friends and families ritee...i'll always give excuses such as i'm afraid that my 10.0 mega pixel Olympus camera worth more than 1000 bucks bought by dad from Japan will be stolen...or i'll say that i'm juz too lazy to take photos...

2. because my photo shooting skills sucks(another excuse).

3. because i'm not passionate in taking photos(another excuse).

4. because even if i do take one, i'm too lazy to post it on the blog coz it takes a long time to upload them(though i usually online for hours blog-hopping=p)

5. some might put up photos that they 自拍 or something. and i'm too 自卑 to do such things lo coz i dont think i look good. (i'm not against it okay...)

6. my families dont take photo de. so what's the point???^^

and plenty, numerous, thousands of reasons...

i hope that answers your question.teeheee.

wtf i'm supposed to be doing assignment now==

an experience.

it's 1 30 am now and i'm supposed to be sleeping though i had a 3-hour-afternoon-nap because i've got to wake up at 6 30 am to go to FRIM.

but i dont think i'll have the time to blog during weekdays simply because i've decided to concentrate on my studies*coughs madly*.

so what do i want to say? hmm...

oh yeah...went to visit some orphanage at SS3 today...some Ausmat field trip. i initially signed up for the old folks home but they switched me to the children home during a meeting discussion which i didnt turn up. wtvr. though no offense, i find it better to communicate with elderlies as i seriously cant handle situations when some children decides to become super mischievous and cry babies.

but it turned out okay though. some communications probs coz most of them only know how to speak Tamil. (i've finally realized the importance of learning the language!) but they were cute lar, seriously. we played musical chair and pass-a-parcel and 老鹰捉小鸡 and erm...all those games lah. it's really fun watching them running around without any worries, though yes, of course, their lifes are already much worst since the start. the only Chinese orphan is blind and she couldn't speak at all. and i think we scared her off because she's uncomfortable with the presence of so many ppl(she can't see anything but she feels it i tell u). i really hope she'll be much better the next time i see her, if given the chance.

drawing sesssions were interesting as well though yeah, yours truly is a complete artistic noob. a little boy asked me to draw a fish for him and so i drew him one(well drawing a fish wasn't that hard rite lol). then he said he wanted another fish so i drew him one. then he wants a bigger fish so i drew him one too. and so i ended up drawing 5 to 6 fishes at least. (man this boy is a fish maniac==). then he wants starFISH. zomg. then he wants me to fold him a kite which i didnt know how to. so i juz folded the paper into four halfs and said 'nah this is a kite.' LOL.

then our course mates who had been visiting the old folks home which was juz opposite the orphanage came and join us while waiting for the bus to come and pick us back to coll. and they told us their experiences which was so damn hell funny lol. that's what i heard:

first case: an old man asked an Ausmat student whether she 拜神 or not. and she said no coz she's a Christian. then he said in Canto '为什么你不拜神?一定要拜神啦,不然就被马达(警察)捉'.....==

second case: Sarah said one of the old folks asked her who's her father. she didnt answer that question then the popo suddenly burst out 'do u know that your father is my husband? i'm your mother u know...' LMAO.

third case and others: another old folk told Sarah to chase her mom away for no reason. and someone said his name's Obama. and someone said he doesn't have a name. and someone said that Hang Tuah and Hang Jebat are members of parliament(Boon you should come and have politic studies wif them lol). and someone attempted to snatch my friend's phone and asking everyone for their phone numbers.

no offense to the elderlies but....i think that place should be named as Tanjung Rambutan ritee...==....this shows that us kids have tortured them till that state. so NEVER SEND YOUR PARENTS TO OLD FOLKS HOME FOR WHATEVER REASON OKAY.

shit it's almost 2am now. finally manage to yawn zzzzzz.

Friday, September 5, 2008

Old Old Tag by Lok Mun==

1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

2.Tag 8 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by. Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1 ) Are you allowed to have a bf/gf?
er...basically no....techinically no....practically no....so yeah....no gua...

2 ) Describe urself in one word.
pretty(am trying to gain self confidence here)

3 ) Who would you pick, someone who really loves you, or the one you love?
the former.

4 ) Have you ever loved someone BEFORE but never had the courage to tell him/her?
er...yes...no?

5 ) Does it feel good to love?
of course....it's so great to love everyone in the world.


6 ) God is giving u just 5 more minutes before going back to heaven, IF you love someone special what will you say to that person?
er....all the best.....take care....anyway that will depend on real life situations....

7) What will you say to someone who doesn't want to believe you??
won't say anything. forget it and move on with my life.

8 ) Was ever a time that you tried to learn to love someone?
er..i tot love is something intuitive?

9 ) What's your opinion about someone who's jealous?
they are normal.

10 ) What can you say about playboys/playgirls?
they are lonely.


[[ * PART 2 * ]]
1) Best place to cry?
basically...no where. pathetic rite==

2 ) Who do you love the most?
myself. well i've got to love myself before i could contribute the love to others rite...

3 ) Tell us ur dream last night?
something untrue and redundant.

4) Ever hated someone so bad?
nope. told ya...i love everyone=p

5 ) The biggest & most hurtful lie you heard?
er...no idea.


The last person
-you had a beer with? my family i think.
-Went to the movies with? family+cousins.
-talked on the cell phone with? dear mummy.
-u yelled at? no idea. seldom yell nowdays.

In the last week have you
~Kissed someone? nope
~Danced crazy? nope

Think of the last time u were angry, why were u angry?
er....piling up hw's and assignments and tests....more of a frustration...

If you could do anything OR wish anything, what would it be?
i wish that everyone finds their true happiness.

If you could have an all expense paid trip, where will you go?
Europe.

Would you or have you ever blackmailed someone?
nope and will not.

Are you old fashioned?
k i'll admit. YES.

What would be harder for you, to tell someone you love them or that you do not love them back?
the former.


What things would be the hardest thing for you to give up on?
love. (being abstract here)

5 Facts About Me:
  1. rational and sensible most of the time
  2. peace lover
  3. i do not smile when i don't feel lyk it. and it's quite often that i don't feel lyk it.
  4. can't live without afternoon naps.
  5. introvert and lack of self confidence.

5 things that you hated the most
certain microanimals and microorganisms. super lala-ish people. that's all i guess.

7 Songs Playing in My Head Lately
  • 千山万水
  • 王子的新衣
  • 你们是我的星光
  • When You're Gone
  • My Way
  • 好人
  • Pirates of Carribean theme song

5 Things I treasure in My Life
  • my bed
  • my piano and er hu
  • my family
  • my friends
  • my presence in this world(being abstract again)

7 important moments in My Life
  1. the last few days towards the end of my Form 5 life
  2. my birthday celebrations for the past 17 years
  3. going out with the 'vegetable' gang
  4. class gathering with 5S5
  5. getting 2nd and 3rd for some arithmetic competition(coz the trophies are the biggest lol)
  6. attending AOL seminar
  7. having supper and dinner and lunch with my family and friends

7 Things I Always Use
  1. water bottle
  2. computer
  3. fan(no air cons thank u)
  4. sofa(for afternoon naps)
  5. house and Sunway college toilets
  6. handphone
  7. newspapers
I will tag:
1. Amanda Leong
2. Ying Hui
3. Shu Wen
and er....anyone who sees this tag=p
i apologize for deciding to be mean heheh.

relieved

yes, i am relieved.

it's like...u've been sesat in the jungle for a long long time, not knowing the way out....suddenly there's a path lying right in front of you--path of ultimate happiness.

it's also like...when the world's coming to an end and u tot u're gonna die miserably...and suddenly u realize that..hey... your family and friends are right there beside you, walking with you till the end...

it could also be like...u've been drowning under the sea or pool and u tot that 'k this is my last breath, i'm gonna die after this'....then suddenly....taaaadaaaa!!! someone who's really good at swiming, e.g. MICHAEL PHELPS drags u away from the door of death. LOL.

anyway, i've grown up. i'm emancipating.

when u're maturing(mentally)....u will begin to see things clearly....u will understand the truth behind all deceptions and hatred...

but at the same time...u will begin to know how to lead a HAPPY life...a life that you've always wanted...a life that will lead you to the search of true happiness...

so dudes, do see things in a different perspective, if u're unsatisfied with your current condition. it's really not that difficult to be happy.

learn to appreciate, and show your gratitude whenever necessary. and learn to love and care wisely, and try your very very best not to regret after u've made a decision(i'm still working on this part).

these advices are not new to you, i believe. the question is, do you want it or not?...the question is, are you willing to take the first step to change your current(if unhappy) life conditions...

i took a pretty long time to realise this.

i am not saying that i'll be super super optimistic in the future.

but i'll try my best not to be too happy, and not to be too sad as well. it's all down to two words-- middle path.


in a nutshell, live for yourself. live the way you want it to be.

'nothing is impossible. impossible is nothing.'----------Adidas


p.s. i know which car i want now...it's Vios!!!!!!!!!hehehehhehe...

Saturday, August 30, 2008

August 2008-Post no.9

i'm aware that i've not been blogging for the past 2 weeks.
who else to blame? Mr. Hw and Mrs. Assignment and Miss Test lah.(no i do not miss a single test, if u know what i mean.)
and yes, i'm aware that i'm losing in the blog race.
DAMN DAMN DAMN.
so basically this post is just to increase the number of posts in August.
no specific contests.
will try to post more in the remaining two days lol.
k off to finish my book.
yes, i'm still at 'The Traveller'.
nitez people
zzzzz

Sunday, August 17, 2008

August 2008-Post no.8

hahah i'm posting this lyk half an hour before my previous post lol...


home alone now. sort of. (presence of maid doesn't make much difference)

dad and mom went for shopping.

sis went for squash wif her friend.

i'm stucked at home wif my assignment.

'Write a speech to suggest to the government to give scholarships based on merit and not based on racial distribution.'

i've got sufficient informations on the topic...but i really donno how to give a startling opening to my speech.

so here i am, blogging again....

i need inspirations!!!!!

though i already have motivations from the oh-ever-so-hawt Michael Phelps lol~~

August 2008-Post no.7

been waiting to post this for a long time. heeheehee=)

finally,

MICHAEL PHELPS

best swimmer and athlete on Earth.

victories gained during Beijing Olympics 2008:
8 gold medals
7 world records
1 Olympic record(of course, nothing is perfect lol...)

.....

....

...

..

.

hahah i lyk to put these dots for no reason....

MICHEAL PHELPS I LOVE YOU. i mean your swimming skills lol.

really salute you man...i mean....you show us the impossible.

stunning stunning stunning........!!!!!!

okay...let's go into other sports as well...

tennis:

Federer emerged champion as usual. but it's for DOUBLES lol. what a joke.

Djokovic grabbed the bronze medal. yeay!!!

i'm disappointed because none of my favourites are in the singles finals....haih...

badminton:

who else?

the whole Malaysia's talking about Lee Chong Wei now.

juz hope he'll play his best tonight.

history in the making!!!


many many other interesting sports as well....too many to elaborate on.

anyway, this Olympics's killing me.

many homeworks and assignments and revisions undone lol.

okay gotta start writing my speech now. ciao.

Friday, August 15, 2008

August 2008-Post no.6

this is a boring post. juz to let you know.

been lazy nowadays.

been obsessed with Olympics until i could actually sacrifice some of my napping times. whoa.

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am still finding 'me'. too late i know...

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

August 2008-Post no.5

CAUTION: THIS IS ANOTHER EMO AND FRUSTRATED POST.

got back Assignment Test 4 today.

lowest Math exam marks in my entire life.

still passed la.

it's not lyk i donno how to do.

if i have the chance to do the paper again,

i could at least get 95 and above.

depressed?

nah. not really.

无奈吧。

*****


current daily routine:

1. go to college(still standing on the bus)

2. afternoon naps(except for Tuesdays because i reach home at 7pm)

3. watch tv series+Olympics: minimum 2 hours.

4. go online/do researches online(little productivity of course)/chat etc.

5. do SOME homeworks

6. sleep at 2am


Shien Yin should be having a healthier lifestyle.

August 2008-Post no.4 to infinity muahahahaha

*refers to title* can or not, Hui and Da? hehehehe...

sorry for the lack of updates anyway...due to:

1. big chunks of hw's, assignments, tests and the usual stuffs la...

2. pms. so i might be way too emo when i'm posting blog entries(p/s. do not take a long time to ponder on this statement *ehem*)

so let's see how many things i could rmb for the past few days...

1. 我重学二胡了。对,是重学。为什么?有兴趣,对中华文化有兴趣,对华乐有兴趣,对二胡更是情有独钟!(说得好像有点自大=p)
很久没练了,所以技巧当然生疏不少,虽然只上了一堂课,但曾经学了两年二胡的我,竟然还要老师帮我调音!==
总之,揉弦,抖音,顿弓等等还需要再加强,还需多多练习才行!
第一份功课是练好‘上海滩’ 哈哈...每次练习的时候家人总会在一旁唱 ‘浪奔...浪流...’==

2. back to English! lol...Beijing Olympics 2008!! watched the opening ceremony....speechless. u guys know how good it was rite.... anyway based on the medal tally now, China stands a high chance to be the overall champion, with Russia and US not too far behind. but of course it's too early to predict anything now. and i'm seriously hoping that Michael Phelps will materialize his 8-gold-medal-dream!!it's lyk eye-popping wei. everytime i see him in the competition he would be either breaking an Olympic record or a world record... yengness!!! and as for tennis...Roger Federer, pls i beg u. can u get a gold for this one?? though u're not world no.1 now....u still have the potential riteeeee=p

3. International Student Carnival 2008 held in Sunway UC. volunteered to help out for the forum and cultural night. forum was pretty boring as there's ntg much to do and i barely understood the international students' English(i'm not being racist here.) wore some Indian clothings for cultural night...(not sari k=p)....most of the performances were awesome but the bad experience would be me ushering for 4 hours continously... STANDING of course. actually 4 hours wasn't that long but i've already strained my hamstrings during my last gym workout so this ushering thing was adding the pain onto my legs. damn it!

and btw, talking about gym. probably influenced by Olympics, we have made quite an improvement during the last workout haha. esp dad when he did 1 soild hour of cross-training(his previous record was only 40 minutes) ... cheers for dad!! and i've increased my speed on the treadmill and managed to finish my course within 27 minutes(previously was 29)....k not a big improvement but better than nothing la hehe.

this post seems messy. so i shall stop now. blah blah blah.

(coz still pms-ing now LOL)

Tuesday, August 5, 2008

August 2008-Post no.3


This is the first ever picture uploaded in this blog! *claps*

Yes, it's a cake.

mocha butter cake.

doesn't look very appetizing.

many circles poking out on the surface, resembling my pimples><

there are lyk two obvious 'scars' there which i do not know why.

okay i know why, because the cake kembang ma.

so what is so special about this cake??

some of you might have guessed it by now,

if you don't, then stop reading. i know i'm lame.










yeala....i baked that cake.

i repeat, I BAKED THAT MOCHA BUTTER CAKE.

muahahahaha.

Shien Yin seldom help out in the kitchen wan u know.

so it's sort of an achievement la hahaha...

though sis insisted on baking a cake,

which obviously ended up me doing 90% of it.

but it was a good start la hahaha.

and yea, although it doesn't really look nice, but it TASTE nice k. really nice!!!

i'm not being perasan here, but that's what other pp said.

my family said it was nice, my mom's friends said it was nice, even my sis's kh teacher said it was nice.(donno why the hell she so 38 go give my cake to teacher><)


baking is fun!!!!!!!!!!!!

heheheheehehee

p.s. what should i bake next time? suggestions pls?

August 2008-Post no.2

there is a distance, and it is until now that i've noticed it.

i'm sorry Ying Hui, the following paragraphs will be typed in Chinese. u din say i can't write in Chinese rite^^

*****

我一直以为自己是最清醒的那一位,虽然有点情绪化。

但人就是人,人类永远都觉得自己是对的

刚才,感受到一股莫名的距离感,不知是好事还是坏事,可能发现得太迟了吧...

以前总觉得,不管怎样,同类就是同类,不会改变。

hmm...好像清醒了...我想通了吗?

希望是如此...


Mun Hon 说得对,我必须冷静思考,想想这一切是否值得

无论如何,我知道你不会看到这一句

但还是谢谢你,Mun Hon

你让我看清楚自己(虽然是暂时,总好过没有)

或许真的是同病相怜吧哈哈


我什么时候才会醒过来呢?

十年?十天?还是十小时?

希望能尽早,本人不想浪费青春岁月


(好像写得很抽象哈哈,有时真的不能太直接嘛==)

Saturday, August 2, 2008

August 2008-Post no.1

F*ck the internet connection.
Pity me, Amanda. now i'm the one using ebuddy messenger.

anyways,
still feeling guilty for not going to the Student Leaders refersher course.
no transport ma!!
dad couldn't fetch me there...
oh well i should have thought of alternative ways rite...
haih...
gave excuse to boss that i'm having accounts test the next day..
which turns out to be freaking easy...
haihhhhh should have gone laaaaaaa~~~~

so to make up for my mistake,
i decided to go to AUSMAT talentime.
borrowed mom's white jacket
and i actually wore a white skirt which i've been hiding in my cupboard for years because i've gained weight tremendously...
but now i could actually wear it!!!
woohooo!!
it's the gym workouts i suppose hahahahaa....
anyway...the event was juz okay...

btw...i suddenly realised that
i've never put a single picture nor photograph nor video clips in this whole entire blog!!!
did i break a record or smtg hmm...

i shall stop here.
not really in a good mood now.
coz my sis and i sorta made my dad angry.
and he's still not back home now.
i hope he's okay hmmm....

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

titration!!!

survived 10 hours of continuous lab classes, lectures, moral studies, meeting etc. today!!! and i'm still not really sleepy at the moment...maybe running really helps haha...

one undeniable fact is that i'm really suck at experiments, particularly titration. Brenda and I stayed back for an hour in the lab because we couldn't obtain accurate titre volumes...arghh. it's either the potassium permangante turned brown instead of pink or i overshot the titre volume which made it too pinky...soo embarassed when others could actually obtain 4 accurate readings in an hour while i took two and it's not even that accurate i think...ended up being lectured by ms vanitha for not holding the burette properly...>< anyway next month's final practical exam is ALL titration-based!!! wooooottt~~~

oops....mind block now. blog next time lahhhh. bye!
it's 12 58 am now.
normally at this time i would be rushing my hw because i've been lazing for the whole night
or if i'm really sleepy, i'll juz pack my school bag and go to bed early...(12 smtg is considered very very early to me...)
but it's different tonight...(or morning since it's past 12am)
the moment i've been waiting for almost 8 months...
it's really a good feeling..
the once strangers and enemies has returned to very normal, peaceful friends....
i won't elaborate it in words...
i'm totally indulged in that moment...
and it'll most probably keep me smiling for the next couple of weeks...
i'm contented.
this is enough.
not too much
not too little

but of course there's a hidden sense of worry in me
will history repeat??
i hope not...
it's a new page rite...
don look back..
look forward
everything'll be fine...
i believe.

p.s. don't ask me what happened. i don't think i'll tell a soul.

Monday, July 28, 2008

er...movies??

Thursday
walked and ran on the treadmill like crazy
was practically soaked
saw King
tot i was dreaming LOL

Saturday
went Curve and Cineleisure
watched 'Red Cliff'(a chinese movie)
most of the actors performances are quite disappointing...
no suspense in story line...
but still anticipating for the sequel...

stupid cousin bro gave Chris Daughtry tickets to my aunt and her daughters...
but they said they didn't have dinner at all and they waited for 3 hours++ for him to appear on stage...
so maybe i shouldn't go?? lol..
chi bu dao pu tao jiu jiang pu tao suan XD...
btw cousin said he *toot* the security guard with RM150 so that they could sit on the bench which is located in front of the stage....wth lah!!
p.s. *toot* is used to avoid being sued or anything lyk that...

Sunday
went to the same place again...
it's Batman...!!!
good story line
actions and stunts not that impressive...
loves the Joker
disappointed with Batman....


hmm...anyway....
i'm feeling lonely...
hmm...

Thursday, July 24, 2008

impermanence

now i know that everything's impermanent.

u thought u did quite a good job in applicable mathematics when u saw the current rank list that...

u got the third highest among Ausmat 2008 January intake students(highest among girls)

u just managed to strike 80 marks and u thought that 'hey! applics is not that hard after all!!'

in the afternoon of that day u know your ranking, u sat for another Math test--Probability.

of course it's not an easy subject, but u worked quite hard on it

u skipped Accounts class and spent 6 hours in the library doing probability questions


so what?? I SCREWED THE PAPER

didn't sleep well the night before, almost got a fever

so damn depressed to know that your ranking's gonna drop back to square one after the results are out

not lyk i'm very kiasu or what...

i'm juz afraid of almost everything.

not juz about that Math test, it's about a lot of things, many, many things...

help me out, someone...

but wait...i'm not even helping myself..

how could i expect other pp to help me???

Friday, July 18, 2008

侧田-好人

若谈样子不会叫好
不算最讨好
但我的内在美不够味道
那足以自豪
谈为人当然好
双手也好抱
无奈独有伴侣问前路
没有想陪同邻家男孩跳舞
唯独当我师徒
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
人人鼓励我
无人倾慕我
常常激励别人
尽情热恋事后遗下我
像毒咒无人爱我
别吓我
并无自欺所有老死
只配作知己
愿意跟我细数恋爱挫折
抱住我会死
谈完情拖好手
都将我抛弃
从来没理会我喜与悲
是那么平凡仍可以来斗气
谈情令我心死
由得我死
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
你管不到那么多
天都不爱我
立心孤立我
平凡的人若提及情份
便显得不配么
难道我看不到现况正是结果
由得我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
天都不理我
令我想清楚
感情是来自由弱者
所写的悲歌
事实上为什么不拍到拖
说穿了我不美
信我woo……


我觉得这首歌好听的原因
是它的歌词
很多部分根本就在描写我
很平凡
太平凡了
不是不好啦
只是
hmm...不爽??

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

i HATE standing in the bus.
it's the only time when u could grab some sleep so that u won't fall asleep during lessons.
but for the past three days i've been having hand aches and back aches and wtvr aches because i've been struggling to stand stable-ly in the bus and i nearly fell down...
i know i'm fat and my legs are short and my feet are small and flat so that's why i couldn't stand straight.
so u couldn't blame me for being clumsy.
btw the bus driver was...blind or something??
an Indian guy was waiting at the bus stop as usual but our bus driver just couldn't see him and juz drove past, leaving him waving helplessly....one day blind was okay laa..but two days??! *faints*

I WAS DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I DIDN'T FAIL MY ECONS.
if u guys have been reading my previous posts, i told u that i practically gave up studying econs.
but the score turned out to be at my usual standard muahahahaha.
perhaps i shouldn't study at all lol.
17 out of 25 for multiple choice questions.
23 out of 30 for structure.
22 out of 30 for essay.
73% for this paper.
cumulative score is 64%.
7th highest among ms ruba's students.

ACCOUNTS SUCK LYK SHIT.
72% for the paper.
if i'm still having the passion for this subject
and if i'm still willing to work hard for this subject
i would have easily gotten a 100.
but the problem is,
i can't.
it's getting boring lyk anything.
still regretting for not taking Calculus.
though many pp said it was super hard...

chem is getting better.
and i'm happy.
ms ruma scared us by saying that only 40 out of 300 over Ausmat students pass the english paper...siao meh....
but i didn't do well oso.
hope i'll pass...

today's the big day!!!
launch of ECHO magazine!!!! woohooo~~~~
finally...all our hard work
(though i hardly contributed anything)
it's really chunted!!!!!!!
nice articles, designs, photos....everything lahhh
all Sunway students pls come and grab a copy!!!
non-Sunway students are also welcome...
can get from me if u want to(that's if we are seeing each other lah...unless u want me to post it to you??==)
Revolution Club performed during our launch..
and our Sub-Editor, Sean was omg omg omg..
your latin dance(is it?) damn yeng lahhhhhhh
international standard!!!!!!(maybe it's not but wtvr it is hahahaah)
anyway...
ECHO rockssss
u guys rocksssssssssssssss


aiyo need to study again.
y do we have to study arrr
i want to finish my story books
i want to watch tv
i want to sleep

btw, talking about sleeping.
i'm having some kind of insomnia.
not that i couldn't sleep the whole night.
juz that i need to take at least half an hour 'rolling' on the bed before i could get to sleep.
and wake up before the alarm ringsss
that's so not me man.
pig's transforming to an ant!!!!
wait it's not ant rite...

arrrrr....gtg lah.
bye.

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

attention!!!!!

*after two hours or so*

i finally remembered one of the things that i wanted to say.

SOMEONE(HUMAN OR GHOSTS IT DOESN'T MATTER...)
PLEASE(I'M BEGGING HARD...)
EDIT(...)
MY(NOT YOURS, BUT MINE!!)
BLOG(...)
SKIN(NOT THE 'SKIN' BUT SKIN)
or background or wtvr it's called...

coz i'm a comp noob and design noob and everything noob lahh...

STAND A CHANCE TO WIN CASHHHH PRIZES($$$$$$$) BY JUST DESIGNING SHIEN YIN'S BLOG SKIN!!!

i'll give u RM 10
if u put an effort to designing it...
although it doesn't really suit my taste...

i'll give u RM 20
if u put an effort to designing it..
and at least u know what's my favourite colour...
although it's still not really that wonderful...

i'll give u RM 30
if u put an effort to designing it...
and u know my favourite colour
and it's really a blast to me!!!

I'M SERIOUS!!!!!!!!
if u guys are THAT lame and serious tooo~~~~

lalalalaalalalalalala...........

Monday, July 14, 2008

things

1. went out wif King and Shu Wen last friday night. wasn't that awkward lah. juz that it took us one hour to find the place hmm....anyway thanks gor again for fetching me okay!!!....i give u ice cream cake okay...(i think i'm joking=p)....as expected, family members questioned me about the presence of a guy fetching me and being in the house for 10 seconds....hmm...but it's better than last time when my male transporter called and sis picked up the phone and she went 'Chiam Shien Yin, your boyfriend calling!!!' at the top of her voice...sooo embarassing wei...=p

2. mum and i kinda desperate to go to bon odori but didn't make it...went wif dad for some dinner function in Serdang...the food was just okay...watched Super Star Avenue on tv till 1 30 am....mom was pissed off...(to Amanda:my mom's not urinating khay LOL)

3. took 2 hours plus to tidy up my books and shelves after months of nagging by mom....at least it looks much more pretty decent after disposing off unwanted stuffs...went for squash wif sis and dad...dad who claimed that he had never played squash before 'squashed' us lyk no one's business...sis got irritated when dad was teaching her the right way to serve...me the noober, second time being in the squash court was well er....less noober i guess....at least i could serve properly!!!....went for gym after that, we were pretty much exhausted lalalallalalal

4.college life commences again!!! lalalalala....stupid bus no place to sit until i've to stand for lyk 50 minutes due to the jam due to road block...managed to reach coll at 8 30 am woooottt...

5.got 76.25% for Chemistry...
for multiple choice questions: 54/60
for structure: 60.5/70
for calculations: 36/50( i should be doing wayyyy better than that)
for essay: 2/20(wakakakakaka what can i expect since i've only completed half of the essay..)
overall is okay laaa....at least improved since EE1....

6.i didn't do anything to my hair. i'll juz let it bush around. hope the kutu won't come and find me=p

7.i hate school...i mean college. not that kind of hate lah...but it's just so much better to have holidays so that i could eat and sleep and do wtvr i want.

8.i forgotten what to say. anyway, homeworks are piling up already.

9.still forgotten what to say. nvm la, update next time.

sry ar...this post is kinda messy...

Friday, July 11, 2008

living 'Off the Grid'

currently reading The Traveler by John Twelve Hawks.

kinda like this book because it's about those advance-technological-stuffs-which-i-do-not-know-what-is-that, and hiring-mercenaries-and-killing-people-as-if-it's-a-habitual-action(call me a violent girl)....

holiday's about to come to an end and i'm seriously enjoying life 'off the grid'.

introvert?conservative?perhaps.

cravings for material goods and feelings have severely declined for the past few months.

but unhappy memories have been swirling in my mind at the same time.

dont even know what i want. feeling stupid.

once again, i'm NOT emo k.

2 1/2 more days left. noooooooooooo~~~~

Wednesday, July 9, 2008

hello computer.

thank you streamyx for ruining my holidays.

finally got to use the comp after a few pissed off days. HOLIDAYS u know.

anyway, i've forgotten what i want to blog about after lagging for such a long time.

oh ya, maybe i could remember a few...

1. went gary chaw's concert two weeks ago. with sis and mom(salute you mother!!)...me and sis were quite high muahahaha...and justin lo's hot!!
oh ya...congratulations to gary for getting that err..er...some best male singer award la lol...u rock!!!(donno why i like his songs so much though he sings in a really reallyyy high pitch><)

2. Rafael Nadal defeated Roger Federer in Wimbledon 2008.
wooootttttttt...........
stunning players. stunning scores. stunning winner. but anyways, Federer, pls don't give up. u still have a long way to go. victory's still yours man!!!!

3. er...er...oh ya...went out wif mom to 1u today. thank you mom ponteng-ing office lol. walked for a few hours but only managed to get a black handbag, two pants and a shampoo LOL. mom got more stuffs for herself i guess...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tired already...
will update some other time...
if i rmb..
if the streamyx is still okay...