emo emo emo.

okay, now i'm finally emo lah.
actually it's more of a stress.
i'm stressed because i'm not feeling stressed==
i mean...Mock wei...
30-45% of internal wei...
why am i not scared??
mengapa saya tak takut??
wei shen me wo bu hai ba??
dim gai ngo mu geng?
(i forgot how to say that in Hokkien)...
seriously, i agree wif sook kuan...
5 subjects only wei!!!
compared to spm....12 subjects....
what's so hard about it???
er...maybe i'm that kind of person...
who works better in a more stressful situation?
yea....i'm 'seperti pahat dengan penukul' (whoa my Malay still boleh tahan hor)
seriously if i don have the motivation
(and it's frequent that i dont have motivation in A LOT of things)
such as piano, sports etc etc
i really wont study de lor
why arr??
why i don have the determination wan...
why??
why???