Sunday, March 29, 2009

tagged by will=)

before that...
i'm finally done with most of the assignments=)...
managed to survive through the hard times...not bad huh??
sleeping at 5am is juz the key solution to my 'success' ><
anyway i'm gonna lead a normal life now...
oh btw i finally watched Slumdog Millionaire...the movie is not bad...not bad at all...
anyway...in order to temporarily avoid from dealing with problems on which country to go n which uni to transfer, and the scholarship issues bla bla bla...
i shall do tag... (sorry i really have no time to do those fb tags coz it's freaking long><)
p.s. mien i did your tag that u tagged me=p


1. The person who tagged you.................William Shak Soo Wei (correct hor?)

2. Your relationship with him/her is................highschool friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her..............errr....mentally and physically tough... caring... determined...responsible...persevere in wtvr he does...

4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you..............BURNT MY SCISSORS>< with electricity zzz....i'll rmb that for years lol...

5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.............. dunno le==... okay maybe recently he memberi sokongan kepada saya the day before my presentation?? haha...

6. If he/she becomes your lover you will..............haha we're from different worlds i suppose...plus i'll be freaked out juz worrying about his injuries lol...

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..............errr ntg in particular...coz he's a nice guy...=)

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will............what can i do wei><

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be..............too bok meng in everything he does haha...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now.............haha er.... buy him lots of food so he'll grow fat?? haha i bet he wants that too...

11. Your overall impression of him/her is............haha i actually freaked out when he could speak chinese....he looked errrr banana??.... i have to admit that he looked kinda samseng-ish when i first knew him haha..

12. How you think people around you will feel about you? quiet and nerdy...and f-i-e-r-c-e to most of the guys....why la why....== but pp who know me will see me differently i suppose...

13. The characters you love of yourself are...........i often stay strong to myself, resisting negative influences... be at peace with almost everyone i know...

14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself............undecisive...procrastinate... lazy....too passive at times....lack of self confidence...

15. The most ideal person you want to be is...............it's not yourself if u kept thinking of who and what you wanna be...

16. For people who care and love you, say something to them..........thank you soooo much=)... your care and love to me cant be described by words...hahahaha...

17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.

1. Amanda
2. Ying Hui
3. Denise
4. Jie Hui
5. Suat Wei
6. Boon
7. Lok Mun
8. Mun Hon
9. Huei Mien
10. Ying Yang

18. Who is no. 6? ............(Boon) hahaha the future lawyer/politician.. a unique s5-ian=)

19. Is no. 9 a male or female? ........... (Mien) female

20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing? ..............(Lok Mun & YingYang) hahahaha why not if they wanna be the gaysss.....

21. What is no. 2 studying about? ........................(Ying Hui)contemp music in UCSI

22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3? ..............(Denise) errrr last friday on the phone? at da's hse that time

23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?............(Mun Hon) errrr dunno wor...anime songs i guess??

24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? ............. (Amanda) yea...a younger bro and sis...

25. Will you woo no. 3? ...................... (Denise) hahahahaha she let me woo or not XD

26. How about no. 7? .................. (Lok Mun) errrrr nah....we're pretty fine now XD

27. Is no. 4 single? ..................(Jie Hui) hahahahah good question!!! kak are you??=p... she claims yes lahhhh...

28. What is the surname of no.5? ...............(Suat Wei) Thang

29. What is the hobby of no. 10? ..................(Ying Yang) errr....he likes to say wtfbbq?? hahahaha dunno wei...maybe listening to songs gua...

30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? ........................(Suat Wei and Mien) i dont think they know each other...

31. Where is no. 2 studying at? ...................... (Ying Hui) UCSI

32. Talk something casually about no. 1...................... (Amanda) she's red like a tomato=p

33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? ...........(Boon) waaaa 我承担不起oh... hor 力宏? =p

34. Where does no. 9 live at? .......... (Huei Mien) our houses are separated by 2 rows of houses, 1 main road and 1 field lol...

35. What colour does no.4 like? ...............(Jie Hui) aiyohh tak tau o.O...i'm guessing green coz she's vegetarian and from rumah hijau?

36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? .................(Suat Wei and Amanda) ohhh sure...they used to be at the canteen before perhimpunan in chs...

37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? ............... (Lok Mun) hahahaha YES YOU ARE xd...

38. What is no. 6 doing now? .................(Boon) now i think he's asleep lo...

Wednesday, March 25, 2009

HALF relieved.

this week is called the critical week for the sem.
as i have 2 presentations and 3 assignments all due in the same week><

yesterday's psy105 presentation was okay. group presentation ma. and 5 minutes only hehe.

mc100 presentation today surprisingly turned out quite okay as well^^

k the topic is quite funny....i'm supposed to persuade Yamaha Music School staffs to provide scholarship for me to study Masters in Music Psychology, then in return, I will have to work as a music psychologist in Yamaha...hahahah what a far-fetched idea....

and thankfully, after the 10 minutes speech...
lecturer: good presentation!
audience: why choose yamaha?
me: errr....coz my dad has been working there for the past 20 years...plus i've been learning piano there since 4 years old...so it's a win-win situation(i really dunno where i learnt this term from o.O) for both the staffs and me as i'll be more familiarized to my future workplace
lecturer: good good...
friend 1: hey i think u're the best so far...u're really convincing....
friend 2: lol your points r so complete that i cant think of anything to ask!

*smiles*....well ofcoz..there r definitely other pp who will be better than me...

and now i'm super damn hell tired...

psy11oa journal due tmrw

mc100 memo+resume & psy111 report due friday.... worst thing is i haven even started that dreadful report...

mau tidur pun tak boleh><


p.s. (my sis told me to post this) she's complaining about my sleeping habbits... thinks i'm a wreck...
oh well it's not that bad rite...for the past few days...my sleeping times are...
4 30am
2am
2 30am
3 30am
HAHAHAHAH very early><

-11 42 pm-

Saturday, March 21, 2009

er...it's friday. crap.

things I did today:
1. attended Vienna test counselling. turned out to be a highly 'dramatic' session. dont ask why. but i've learnt a lot from that.

2. went to work. sooo glad that it's purely data entry, no callings. i only managed to key in 20 sets of surveys after 4 hours wth==....and have to work tmrw morning><...and maybe sunday as well...

3. went to gym. 5km. it's good=)

4. went to Kayu for supper. there's this food called poori which is delicious but highly addictive haha...

i have a lot to say actually.
but i'm really worn out now.
but before that....

presentation/assignment due next week:
1. research meth presentation on tuesday.
2. comm presentation on wednesday.
3. comm memo report and resume on friday.
4. cognitive psych report on friday.

all which I'VE NOT STARTED. WTH.

okay, as i've said.
i'm really tired.
nitez.

2.17am

Friday, March 20, 2009

Tagged by Yi Ping, Dragon, and the Sha(r)k who Will bite XD

First Tag

100 truths
001. Real name - Shien Yin
002. Nickname(s) - melody, shien shien, chiam, pn chiam, chiam po, chiam chiam chiam chiam~~~=.=
003. Zodiac sign - Libra
004. Male or female - Female
005. Elementary - Peter and Jane Kindergarden
006. Middle School - SJK(C) Yuk Chai
007. High School - Catholic High School
008. College -Sunway University College
009. University - HELP Institute
010. Hair Color - black + brown + WHITE
011. Long or short - long
012. Loud or quiet - quiet
013. Sweat or jeans - jeans
014. Phone or camera - phone
015. Health freak - i prefer vege and fruits to meat
016. Drink or smoke - drink
017. Do you have crush on someone - not at the moment
018. Eat or drink - both
019. Piercings - none
020. Tattoos - none

Firsts:
023. First piercing - none
024. First best friend - er....two actually...Li Ling and Rachel
025. First award - standard 4 bm essay writing competition hahahah
026. First Crush - define crush
027. First pet - some hamster
028. First big vacation - Gold Coast
030. First big birthday - 4 years old

Currently:
049. Eating - had soup at 1130. now is 230 and i'm hungry.
050. Drinking - water
052. I'm about to - fill up scholarship form
053. Listening to - the clock ticking
054. Plans for today - the day is over
055. Waiting for - the tag to finish=p

Future:
058. Want kids - yes
059. Want to get married - yes
060. Careers in mind - psychologist. dunno what kind yet. ohh and psychology lecturer too.

Which is better in the boy/girl you like:
068. Lips or eyes - eyes
070. Shorter or taller - taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous - romantic
073. Nice stomach or nice arms - both
074. Sensitive or loud - more towards sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship - relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant - both kills

Have you ever:
080. Lost glasses/contacts - nope
081. Run away from home - nope
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense - nope
083. Killed somebody - nope
084. Broken someone's heart - define that as well.
085. Been arrested - nope
087. Cried when someone died - not at the moment

Do you believe in:
089. Yourself - mostly no
090. Miracles - sometimes
091. Love at first sight - nope
092. Heaven - maybe. i dont bother.
093. Santa Claus - maybe
094. Tooth Fairy - nope
095. Kiss on the first date - dunno

Answer Truthfully:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now - that would be me. i lost myself.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life - not really
099. Do you believe in God - define the type of God u mean
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people (i tag no one)

Second Tag

Level 1( ) Smoked a cigaratte
( ) Smoked a cigar
( ) Kissed a member of the same sex
(X) Drank alcohol
So far: 1

Level 2( ) Are/Been in love
() Been dumped
( ) Shoplifted
( ) Been fired
( ) Been in a fist fight
So far: 1

Level 3(X) Have a crush on an older person
(X) Skipped school
( ) Slept with a co-worker
( ) Seen someone/something die
So far: 3

Level 4( ) Had/Have a crush on one of your facebook friends
( ) Been to Paris
( ) Been to Spain
(X) Been on a plane
( ) Thrown up from drinking
S0 far: 4

Level 5(X) Eaten sushi
() Been snowboarding
( ) Met someone because of facebook
( ) Been in Mosh Pit
So far: 5

Level 6( ) Been in an abusive relationship
() Taken pain killers
(X) Love/loved someone who you cant have
() Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by
() Maid a snow angel
So far: 6

Level 7( ) Had a tea party
(X) Flown a kite
(X) Built a sand castle
( ) Gone mudding
(X) Played dressed up
So far: 9

Level 8() Jumped into a pile of leaves
( ) Gone sledging
(X) Cheated while playing a game
(X) Been lonely
(X) Fallen asleep at work/school
So far: 12

Level 9(X) Watched the sunset
( ) Felt an earthquake
( ) Killed a snake
So far : 13

Level 10(X) Been tickled
( ) Been robbed/vandalized
(X) Been cheated on
(X) Been misunderstood
So far: 16

Level 11(X) Won a contest
( ) Been suspended from school
() Had detention
() Been in a car/motorcycle accident
So far: 17

Level 12( ) Had/have braces
( ) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
( ) Danced in the moonlight
SO far: 17

Level 13(x ) Hated the way you look
( ) Witnessed a crime
() Pole danced
(X) Questioned your heart
( ) Been obsessed with post-it-notes
So far: 19

Level 14
(X) Squished barefoot through the mud
(X) Been lost
( ) Been to the opposite side of the world
(X) Swam in the ocean
(x ) Felt like you were dying
So far: 23

Level 15() Cried yourself to sleep
(X) Played cops and robbers
() Recently colored with crayons/ colored pencils/ markers
(X) Sang karaokie
(X) Paid for a meal with only coins
So far: 26

Level 16(X) Done something you told yourself you wouldn't
() Made a prank phone call
(X) Laughed until some kind of beverage came out of your nose
() Kissed in the rain
So far: 28

Level 17( ) Written a letter to santa claus
( ) Watched the sun set/sun rise with someone you care/cared
(X) Blown bubbles
()Made a bonfire in the beach or anywhere
So far: 29

Level 18( ) Crashed a party
(X) Have traveled more than 5 days with a car full of people
( ) Gone rollerskating/blading
(X) Had a wish come true
( ) Been humped by a monkey
So far: 31

Level 19(X) Worn pearls
( ) Jumped off a bridge
( ) Swore at the teacher, infront of them
( ) Swam with dolphins
So far: 32

Level 20:() Got your tongue stuck to a pole/freezer/ice cube
( ) Kissed a fish
() Worn the opposite sex's clothes
() Sat on the roof top
So far: 32

Level 21(X) Screamed at the top of your lungs
( ) Done/attempted one-handed cartwheel
() Talked on the phone for more than 6 hours
(X) Recently stayed up for a whole night talking to someone you care about
So far: 34

Level 22( ) Picked and ate an apple right off the tree
() Climbed a tree
() Had/ Been in a tree house
(X) Been scared to watch scary movies alone
So far: 35

Level 23(X) Believe in ghosts
( ) Have had more than 30 pairs of shoes
( ) Gone streaking
( ) Visited jail
So far: 36

Level 24( ) Played chicken
() Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
( ) Been told you're hot by a complete stranger
( ) Broken a bone
() Been easily amused
So far: 36

Level 25
() Caught a fish the ate it later
( ) Made a porn video/got asked to make one
() Caught a butterfly
(x) Laughed so hard you cried
(x) Cried so hard you laughed
So far: 38

Level 26( ) Mooned/flashed someone
( ) Had someone mooned/flashed you
(X) Cheated in a test
(X) Forgotten someone's name
( ) French braided someone's hair
( ) Gone skinny dipping
( ) Been kicked out of your house
( ) Tried to hurt yourself
So far: 40

Level 27(X) Ride a roller coaster
() Went scuba-diving/snokerling
( ) Had a cavity
( ) Black-mailed someone
( ) Been blackmailed
So far: 41

Level 28(X) Been used
(X) Fell going up the stairs
( ) Licked a cat
( ) Bitten someone
() Licked someone
So far: 43

Level 29( ) Been shot/or at gunpoint
( ) Had sex in the rain
( ) Flattened someone's tyres
( ) Rode your car/truck until the gas light come on
( ) Got five dollars or less worth of gas
Total: 43

tags ate up my time==

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

Life of a Psychology student who procrastinates and has un-cooperative group members

14th March(Sat)
3pm-3am: was doing first assignment due on monday

15th March (Sun)
3pm-11pm: was completing that first assignment. i did 95% of the work for this group project(7 members wei...)....gave them some work to do pun tak tau buat. fugging members.

11pm-1am: prepared points for second assignment. luckily Esther's in charged of doing the movie presentation.

1am-5am: started doing third assignment. did 80% of the group work.

16th March(Mon)
7 30am: woke up.

8am-10 30am: completed third assignment.

12pm-4pm: class. surprisingly i'm not tired YET.

5 30pm-9pm: afternoon-night nap.

1am (now): still like a zombie. so i shall go to bed.

***********************************

i know i need to change.
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz...............

p.s. will do the tags in the next post

Friday, March 13, 2009

friday the 13th.

complicated day.

to me.

but maybe important?



anyway,

had to wake up early(9am than the usual 1pm) to attend friggging replacement tutorial class...

and i still thought I have a maid...hence waking up at 9 hoping to leave hse at 10

so i totally forgotten that i need to tidy up the bed(including parent's) and wash all the cups and plates><

okay lah, i dont need to have a maid at the age of 18++....but still sigh...



and in the afternoon,

i worked...

yes u're right

SHIEN YIN FINALLY STARTED WORKING!!!

(you guys should be clapping, not giving me the 'so what' look x.x)

i really didnt think of having a parttime job at this moment

somehow i blindly registered during yesterday's career fair...

wtvr lah, since it's near my house...and they claim that i'll be paid 7 bucks per hour...

the job was supposed to be data entry...

but it turned out to be the dreadful calling task zzzzz....

they claim again that i have to do quality checking on the surveys first before i can key in data..

which means i have to call almost everyone of them to check whether they've accurately completed the survey....gahhhh.....

so i just called and called and called throughout my 4 hour shift o.O....

repeating the same phrase to almost a 100 people...

(radiation from 4 hours phone call + radiation from 2 computers everyday = something undesirable)

no wonder my headaches are getting frequent hmm....

'nice' part of the job is when some of the participants couldnt understand simple english o.O...

and i wasnt expecting to phrase questions in Malay after dumping BM for 2 years... and my cantonese is oh-ever-so-broken....

fine...a new experience indeed....



it's not even 12am now but i have to sleep in order to..

start doing my 3 assignments simultaneously and find a miraculous way to complete everything by sunday

*cheers*

yes talk about procrastination...

or rather....)^($&^($*&)$(*&^)#$(*&^%)#$(*^&$) [i dont think it's ethical to spit foul words in my blog]

hence, bye.

motto: live as it is. dont forget. dont remember. be strong.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

50 things that I want to do during my lifetime.

Finding something different to post.
Ms. Yeo told us to write 50 things that we want to do for career journal.
so why not i just copy n paste here hehehee...

1 Tour to every country in Europe.
2 Set up my own music school.
3 Set up my own psychology clinic.
4 Become a psychology lecturer in a good university.
5 Set up orphanage, old folks home and nursing home.
6 Own a semi-D.
7 Hold a doctorate degree at the age of 25-30.
8 Buy a golf course for my father.
9 Buy a platinum ring for my mother.
10 Buy a bungalow for my sister.
11 Visit the Great Wall of China.
12 Visit Angkor Wat.
13 Visit the hometown of my ancestors in China.
14 Learn to play at least 10 musical instruments including electone, drum and guitar.
15 Meet and get an autograph from Michael Phelps and Jay Chou, and all the stars that I admire.
16 Own a BMW.
17 Own several restaurants that sell Chinese, Western, Japanese, Indian, Malay, Korean and Vietnamese food resepectively.
18 Get a good husband and have at least three kids.
19 Learn and be pro at playing basketball, Frisbee, swimming, tennis, netball, squash, bowling and ice skating.
20 Learn hip-hop dance and yoga.
21 Own a personal fitness centre.
22 Set up an audio visual and music room in my future house.
23 Learn how to draw beautiful people and sceneries.
24 Master Chinese calligraphy.
25 Own a 5-star hotel and holiday villa with beach and swimming pools in it.
26 Develop therapies/medicine to cure my asthma completely.
27 Develop therapies/medicine to cure my father’s and my sister’s rashes completely.
28 Get a loyal driver who works 24/7.
29 Be a professional food taster.
30 Have a weight of 53 kg and height of at least 165cm.
31 Run 5km continuously on the treadmill within 30 minutes.
32 Learn cycling and skipping rope.
33 Invent no-fat and no-sugar chocolates while maintaining the sweet taste.
34 Master all kinds of meditation skills.
35 Join a NGO.
36 Give a Dharma talk.
37 Compose 100 songs.
38 Learn to bake at least 10 types of cakes and cookies.
39 Be the founder of a charity organization.
40 Form teams to debate and develop efficient solutions to improve on politics and education system in Malaysia.
41 Recite and memorize a complete suttha (chant).
42 Get a PR in Australia or United States of America.
43 Read at least 1000 English and Chinese novels.
44 Be a famous music producer and have an album of my own on piano performance.
45 Publish at least 5 psychology journals and a book on Music Psychology.
46 Sincerely smile and/or laugh at least 10 times a day.
47 Act in a film with pop stars and good movie directors.
48 Get a gold medal in an academic competition and sports event.
49 Have a street and music studio named after me.
50 Live till at least 80 years old.

Monday, March 9, 2009

2 things.

the maid went back home and it's not until 2 months later that the new one will come. well, a few of my previous maids had been going back hometown for 2 months during the year end holiday...and yeah, that's the point. during the holidays. which means housechores are useful to kill time during the long break. but now it's not. it's the freaking two months where i have assignments piling up and finals coming in a month's time.
but i'll have to face it sonner or later. i dont want to be so miserable in some corner of my future house/apartment/hostel in UK all alone (that's if Ke Hui has decided to go to Leeds instead of Cardiff)...not knowing how to cook, wash, repair blah blah blah....okay, i know i have always not learnt to be independent...
so now it's the time to do so! i can foresee the moments of cooking(not too hard for me), washing clothes and cleaning the toilets(nooooOOOooOOooOoo)....oh well...if other people can do it, why cant i riteeee

on another note, parents have decided to send my 87-year-old bedridden grandma to the nursing home. most people, including me, would think that sending your parents to nursing home(quite similar to old folks home) is an act of not showing filial piety towards your parents... but coming back to reality, she seriously needs professional care... she's practically left with skins and bones now(totally no sign of fats)...probably not more than 30kg??... and she's barely able to sit steadily, let alone standing and walking...worst thing is, she cant control her bowel movements hence shitting all over the place(i'm serious...)... and if she continues to just lie on the bed day and night, which will most probably lead to bed soar...things will become worst...which wouldnt bring any benefit to any of us...
soooo after rounds of discussions... dad, mom and i went for nursing-home-hopping this afternoon... finally found a suitable one after visiting 4 homes....hope she's happy to stay there...although i believe most elderlies wont enjoy staying somewhere away from their family...

sorry if the description sounds boring... i just wanna say that grandma, we will always love you no matter where you are...you're always our beloved grandma^^... i hope you understand that the decision made is intended to bring you good health and happiness....

i asked my parents if...i mean if they are happy when one fine day they're old and frail that i've decided to send them to nursing homes...they said they'd even go there by themselves even when i didnt ask them to go...oh my...this is speechless...
but i promise...dad and mom, i'll try my very best to take care of you when u're old as long as i exist in this world...

p.s. love your parents. love your grandparents too.

Friday, March 6, 2009

dont read.

since plurk wouldnt load...again
i'll have to resolve to blogging
although sis said 'your blog is full of negative energy' ><

SO DONT READ.
GO STUDY.
GO PLAY.
GO DO WHATEVER YOU WANT.













actually what i wanna say is....













oh sorry. i've decided not to say it out. disappointed?













nothing important lah, really.













hope you guys are doing fine....missing mom who's in uk, friends whom i have minimal contact with, cousins who are fun and noisy, teachers who are always so dedicated blah blah blah...












no point suffering too much from MED. for some of u who dunno, it stands for midnight emo disease=)
so i think it's time to sleep. tata.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

just a short update

okay i know this blog is dying.
i really dont have much time to complain about unhappy i am....or share the happy moments i've been having...

1. finally done with pcp. not that difficult. and i regretted for preparing too much for mc100 quiz(although only 50% of preparation haha...). and i haven started career guidance ASS yet. so ASS.

2. first time attended a wedding dinner on a weekday night. waited 2 hours for the bride and bridegroom to turn up. food was unique and delicious. was sitting on the same table with several Chinese, two Indians and a Dutch couple.

3. i really think my skin is too fair. actually, it's closer to PALE. due to lack of exposure to sunlight. i really miss swimming!!! and merentas desa! and running!(besides running on the treadmill...)

4. i'm trying to 看开一点. but sometimes it seems that i'm just avoiding the reality. didnt and still cant manage to find the right solution to problems. and now i believe that history might actually repeat. oh no.

5. u know what. i think i should sleep now. nowadays my earliest sleeping time has been like...3am?? this is soo shit... and there is a verified hypothesis where the earlier i sleep, the lesser the chance that MED(midnight emo disease) will attack...

so nitez.
1:33am