relieved

yes, i am relieved.

it's like...u've been sesat in the jungle for a long long time, not knowing the way out....suddenly there's a path lying right in front of you--path of ultimate happiness.

it's also like...when the world's coming to an end and u tot u're gonna die miserably...and suddenly u realize that..hey... your family and friends are right there beside you, walking with you till the end...

it could also be like...u've been drowning under the sea or pool and u tot that 'k this is my last breath, i'm gonna die after this'....then suddenly....taaaadaaaa!!! someone who's really good at swiming, e.g. MICHAEL PHELPS drags u away from the door of death. LOL.

anyway, i've grown up. i'm emancipating.

when u're maturing(mentally)....u will begin to see things clearly....u will understand the truth behind all deceptions and hatred...

but at the same time...u will begin to know how to lead a HAPPY life...a life that you've always wanted...a life that will lead you to the search of true happiness...

so dudes, do see things in a different perspective, if u're unsatisfied with your current condition. it's really not that difficult to be happy.

learn to appreciate, and show your gratitude whenever necessary. and learn to love and care wisely, and try your very very best not to regret after u've made a decision(i'm still working on this part).

these advices are not new to you, i believe. the question is, do you want it or not?...the question is, are you willing to take the first step to change your current(if unhappy) life conditions...

i took a pretty long time to realise this.

i am not saying that i'll be super super optimistic in the future.

but i'll try my best not to be too happy, and not to be too sad as well. it's all down to two words-- middle path.


in a nutshell, live for yourself. live the way you want it to be.

'nothing is impossible. impossible is nothing.'----------Adidas


p.s. i know which car i want now...it's Vios!!!!!!!!!hehehehhehe...