it's been long since i'm that crazy, and having fun.
AND I'M LOVING IT =)
thanks friends, you all made my day=)

bunch of incoherent speech.

1. To tell everyone that i'm just fine and happy and jolly as always would be a lie.

2. but well, i'm trying.

3. at least i'm still in one piece.

4. the hardest thing to do is to love yourself, nurturing yourself with the appropriate nutrition, care, boost and confidence.

5. i'm amused by my ability to be hopelessly romantic and cynical at the same time.

6. it's so good to write things down in point form. so that i dont hv to waste my energy to connect everything together.

7. sometimes the one and only simple thing that you're hoping for could be just the thing that you didn't get. and it makes you restless even when u've got the 99 other things.

8. living for myself is such a hard thing for me.

9. i should sleep because i'm getting hungry already. i hope i'm not losing more weight )=

10. so yeah, good night everyone! might come back and blog more if i couldn't sleep.

p.s. you'll be here. i know you will.

hello.

haven't been posting here for almost half a year already lol.
in case you wanna know, i'm still alive and kicking.
past few months have been a really life-changing experience for me.
growing up, being independent, being at peace, taking the initiative, getting more involved, gaining mental strength, being happy and sad.
though it's a hard road, glad i've managed to survive it so far.
a long way ahead, but already walked through a long way, so yeah, things are not as bad as it seems.

i'm moving on...