gosh i feel so guilty now. ==
being such a 'responsible' ECHO secretary, i didn't write several Minutes whenever i think that there're not many matters discussed during the meetings. so 'sedikit-sedikit, lama-lama menjadi bukit' la...at least 6 to 7 Minutes unwritten.....and what a right time...grandpa terence told me yesterday that Ernst & Young pp are gonna audit the accounts and look through the MINUTES today!!!!!.....just when i wanted to start studying because exam's next week......sei lo...
k fine. since classes start at 10 30am today, i've got two hours to complete it. after all, i told him i'll be handing him all the minutes in the afternoon...so chat here chat there, walk here walk there...finally to the comp lab where i'm sitting right now...switched on the computer and received a msg from terence 'auntie can email me d minutes onot? By 11.30 pls. Audit ppl wanna take a look.' and it was already 9.45 that time. %#*@)#&%@#()*%@#).....usually it takes me at least an hour to complete ONE minute and now i've less than an hour to crap 6-7 of them!!!
no choice lo. skipped accounts class. my only class of the day. so damn hell guilty laaaaaaaaa. u know la...Shien Yin never skip classes de(seriously!)....only missed two classes this year because of driving exams.....
so finally finished the job and e-mailed to boss. and it's 11.45 already. tot of going for class now but it ends at 12.30. so no point going rite==....that's why i'm bloggin now^^but teacher's gonna discuss past year questions wor....and i want to listen worr......haih............................
3 more days to EE2. my exam timetable:
30th June Accounts 9 to 12 10pm
2nd July Applicable Mathematics 9 to 11 10am
3rd July Chemistry 9 to 12 10am
4th July Economics 9 to 11 40am
5th July-13th July BREAKKKKKKKK FINALLLLYYYYY
kinda lyk my exam timetable. pity those who're taking physics and bio and is and english because their exams are from 1 to 4 something in the afternoon. u guys'll be lyk so tired ritee...
anyway...have not started studying for accounts. the other 3 subjects are still not very good yet...hmm....y am i not nervous????...haih....
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this is a full stop, aka period. this full stop is to remind me that i shouldn't dwell on the past. i should let go. i should focus on the present and future moments of my life, instead of the past. i shall not be idiotic anymore. i shall be rational and sensible. i shall think positively and be decisive at all times. i shall be tough and strong and hard lyk a rock. i shall not cry on stupid matters. i will be discipline and responsible. i will make my life more meaningful by studying and revising instead of going online all the time(kinda impossible=p). i will not eat those oily and high calory food and i will not eat supper(kinda impossible two) because it will make me fat. i will not take very long afternoon naps because it will make me lazy and fat two(though i still take 3-4 hours of naps=p). i will exercise a lot a lot a lot because it will prevent me from getting fatter and fatter lyk a ball. i will insist on taking up 'er-hu' lessons after my exams are over because i've always liked and wanted to play that instrument for a long long time. i will bug my parents to let me drive their toyota camry....oops i mean altis will do because i've not been driving for the past two months. i will also bug my parents to let me straighten my hair during the holidays because it's thick and long lyk bushes now. i will do well in my studies and achieve a min TER of 95 and i hope to go to US to pursure psychology degree in future. i will be a young, rich and successful person in future. i believe i will^^. ............................................................................................................ anyway thanks for reading till here if u're that patient and bored enough to read till here. arigato gozaimasu!
p.s. my post damn random rite=p
p.p.s. waliao haven been that cheong hei for a long time....
lalalalalalalalalalalal...............
Friday, June 27, 2008
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
a sort of farewell.
due to time constrain, not writing in chinese again. aren't most of you happee^^
22 June
insisted on going for class gathering though i've not done a single *shit* piece of hw nor done a single *shit* subject of revision...s5-ians, pls love me lol...(actually going out is a way to avoid from thinking abt upcoming exams)
some of u have already elaborated on what happened in your respective blogs...and now here's my version.....no lah the details are juz abt the same as what u guys have written...so main 'actor and actress' today is none other than tee jin and wen zhen lo...nijeet going nilai...wz going perak...all for scholarships...sigh...all the friends are leaving me one by one *sobs*
anyway, back to the gathering...
venue: where else? pyramid lo...
people present: s5-ians la durhhhh
activities: REDBOX la what else==....but we never get bored of it haha...
what happened: er....singing till our voices cracked like how La Carlotta in Phantom of the Opera did.......
i mean....singing as beautifully as Christine Daae....(wtf am i talking abt==).....anyway...we juz sang and sang lah....from chinese songs to english to indian(donno who chose that song hahah)....fun and emo as usual.......and er.....er... (word block now....coz too emo LOL) ....er...er....yea...s5 rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sorry for the brackets and dots because i'm getting er...introvert...yea...
what i think about the main actor and actress:
WEN ZHEN----gosh....need i say any more abt her...smart and intelligent and sociable and wise and EMO(it's a compliment).....one thing i'm really impressed abt her is that she has excellent time management skills...she could actually complete all her hw's and assignments on time despite numerous jobs and posts and competitions...salute you girl!!!....overall she's really really very nice to be with la....all the best in your future!!
TEE JIN----gosh...need i say more abt him too...every girl's and maybe guy's dream guy....used to sit in front of me during exams...always felt lyk stabbing a knife on his back(a joke!) when he's sleeping during Add Math exams while i'm still biting my pen thinking of how to solve the problem...anyway hope u'll be successful in future, i believe u will^^
23 June
tot i would screw up the day bcoz i din study at all for Chem though she's gonna give us past year exam papers to do...plus i'm supposed to prepare points for the 'designer baby' forum which i didn't do....plus ofcoz the play presentation itself bcoz everyone's juz unprepared......well everything went on quite well....didn't understand why ms priya could laugh that much at our play when we didn't even present up to the normal standard...in the end, we got 9 out of 10 for costumes, backdrops and groupwork(did i get it wrong??)...oh well..everything's over...all the group group problems have finally come to an end...
24 June
college again(lyk what lok mun said). ntg special. tried to study but ended talking to Elaine at the library for abt 2 hours. somehow i recalled SOME of the memories... but it soon faded.......good thing. don wanna dwell on it anymore. Elaine said i was getting quiet and she was getting noisier which i think it's quite true(i mean the former...Elaine's still as usual lah...)...so i'm sorta back to the zi bi kind of pp again....just when i should be more extrovert and out-spoken at the age of near 18. gah...lyk i care. i'm losing my passion and determination and motivation.
that's it. finally managed to squeeze out some craps for this entry. hard work eh.
22 June
insisted on going for class gathering though i've not done a single *shit* piece of hw nor done a single *shit* subject of revision...s5-ians, pls love me lol...(actually going out is a way to avoid from thinking abt upcoming exams)
some of u have already elaborated on what happened in your respective blogs...and now here's my version.....no lah the details are juz abt the same as what u guys have written...so main 'actor and actress' today is none other than tee jin and wen zhen lo...nijeet going nilai...wz going perak...all for scholarships...sigh...all the friends are leaving me one by one *sobs*
anyway, back to the gathering...
venue: where else? pyramid lo...
people present: s5-ians la durhhhh
activities: REDBOX la what else==....but we never get bored of it haha...
what happened: er....singing till our voices cracked like how La Carlotta in Phantom of the Opera did.......
i mean....singing as beautifully as Christine Daae....(wtf am i talking abt==).....anyway...we juz sang and sang lah....from chinese songs to english to indian(donno who chose that song hahah)....fun and emo as usual.......and er.....er... (word block now....coz too emo LOL) ....er...er....yea...s5 rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!
*sorry for the brackets and dots because i'm getting er...introvert...yea...
what i think about the main actor and actress:
WEN ZHEN----gosh....need i say any more abt her...smart and intelligent and sociable and wise and EMO(it's a compliment).....one thing i'm really impressed abt her is that she has excellent time management skills...she could actually complete all her hw's and assignments on time despite numerous jobs and posts and competitions...salute you girl!!!....overall she's really really very nice to be with la....all the best in your future!!
TEE JIN----gosh...need i say more abt him too...every girl's and maybe guy's dream guy....used to sit in front of me during exams...always felt lyk stabbing a knife on his back(a joke!) when he's sleeping during Add Math exams while i'm still biting my pen thinking of how to solve the problem...anyway hope u'll be successful in future, i believe u will^^
23 June
tot i would screw up the day bcoz i din study at all for Chem though she's gonna give us past year exam papers to do...plus i'm supposed to prepare points for the 'designer baby' forum which i didn't do....plus ofcoz the play presentation itself bcoz everyone's juz unprepared......well everything went on quite well....didn't understand why ms priya could laugh that much at our play when we didn't even present up to the normal standard...in the end, we got 9 out of 10 for costumes, backdrops and groupwork(did i get it wrong??)...oh well..everything's over...all the group group problems have finally come to an end...
24 June
college again(lyk what lok mun said). ntg special. tried to study but ended talking to Elaine at the library for abt 2 hours. somehow i recalled SOME of the memories... but it soon faded.......good thing. don wanna dwell on it anymore. Elaine said i was getting quiet and she was getting noisier which i think it's quite true(i mean the former...Elaine's still as usual lah...)...so i'm sorta back to the zi bi kind of pp again....just when i should be more extrovert and out-spoken at the age of near 18. gah...lyk i care. i'm losing my passion and determination and motivation.
that's it. finally managed to squeeze out some craps for this entry. hard work eh.
Thursday, June 12, 2008
beware of my mouth!
this is going to be a short post.
no worries. it's not chinese. coz can't type chinese in college comp lab lol.
i've always thought i could speak cautiously without hurting other pp's feelings. because i'm that stand-on-the-fence kind of people. always indecisive.
didn't hurt anyone in particular. but i think the usage of my words and my expression nowadays makes pp feel uncomfortable, creating a distance between me and the other party.
blah, i donno what i'm talking about.
shit EE2 in two weeks time.
slacking again! wheee!!!
p.s. ms ruba said i got full marks for my essay in econs topic test 2. i hope it's true!!!
no worries. it's not chinese. coz can't type chinese in college comp lab lol.
i've always thought i could speak cautiously without hurting other pp's feelings. because i'm that stand-on-the-fence kind of people. always indecisive.
didn't hurt anyone in particular. but i think the usage of my words and my expression nowadays makes pp feel uncomfortable, creating a distance between me and the other party.
blah, i donno what i'm talking about.
shit EE2 in two weeks time.
slacking again! wheee!!!
p.s. ms ruba said i got full marks for my essay in econs topic test 2. i hope it's true!!!
Monday, June 9, 2008
脆弱
Groupwork 这种“玩意儿”真的会令人头疼。有时你觉得很吃亏，因为付出的比别人多；有时就算了，反正别人也在偷懒，干吗要努力。我承认这次我是后者，只想赶快把事情办妥，然后专心读书（至少我是想读书，很多人想都不想）
结果事情并不如相像中顺利。为什么要拖延？？难道就不能一次搞定吗？我知道大多数的组员都还没准备好，所以就随便以组员生病为由而故意延迟，是这样吗？我希望答案是‘不’，至少，我可以责怪自己的不负责任和任性。说真的，我没有故意去责怪某某人，只是一股怒气，怨愤一下子爆发出来，也不晓得是什么原因。我不应该独自在暗发怪脾气，不应该对无辜的同学发牢骚，更不应该麻烦爸爸从办公处赶过来载我，毕竟只需等两个小时就可以乘巴士回家了。
的确，我不是一个好的team player。除了自信心不足，我觉得我没有一技之长，不是擅于发言的，也不是很会做事的那种人。没有创意思维，更没有正常人应有的办事能力。你叫我做A，我一定做足100%的A，绝不会去做B，因为我不懂什么是B，怎样去做B。所以说，以后真正踏入社会时必定吃尽苦头，因为我只会盲目行事，不擅于变通。
这几个月来，我迷失了生活的方向，不知道该往哪儿走才对。本以为18岁了，就会变得懂事，稳重，不像某某人说我逞强，明明很脆弱，却一直说自己没事。唉，真可耻。年纪越大，我情绪就越起伏不定，不懂得分辨对错，做事从没想到后果。詹旋韵，你还没长大呢！还有很多挑战等你来迎接，还有很多经验等你来吸取。是时候反省一下自己的人格和品性了，但“江山易改，本性难移”这句话真的一点也没错。Hmm,但愿一切顺利~~~
（对不起，本小姐的华语已严重退步，任何错别字和语病请多多包涵。还有，不要问我是否EMO了。你第一天认识我吗？我什么时候没有EMO过？？=.="）
结果事情并不如相像中顺利。为什么要拖延？？难道就不能一次搞定吗？我知道大多数的组员都还没准备好，所以就随便以组员生病为由而故意延迟，是这样吗？我希望答案是‘不’，至少，我可以责怪自己的不负责任和任性。说真的，我没有故意去责怪某某人，只是一股怒气，怨愤一下子爆发出来，也不晓得是什么原因。我不应该独自在暗发怪脾气，不应该对无辜的同学发牢骚，更不应该麻烦爸爸从办公处赶过来载我，毕竟只需等两个小时就可以乘巴士回家了。
的确，我不是一个好的team player。除了自信心不足，我觉得我没有一技之长，不是擅于发言的，也不是很会做事的那种人。没有创意思维，更没有正常人应有的办事能力。你叫我做A，我一定做足100%的A，绝不会去做B，因为我不懂什么是B，怎样去做B。所以说，以后真正踏入社会时必定吃尽苦头，因为我只会盲目行事，不擅于变通。
这几个月来，我迷失了生活的方向，不知道该往哪儿走才对。本以为18岁了，就会变得懂事，稳重，不像某某人说我逞强，明明很脆弱，却一直说自己没事。唉，真可耻。年纪越大，我情绪就越起伏不定，不懂得分辨对错，做事从没想到后果。詹旋韵，你还没长大呢！还有很多挑战等你来迎接，还有很多经验等你来吸取。是时候反省一下自己的人格和品性了，但“江山易改，本性难移”这句话真的一点也没错。Hmm,但愿一切顺利~~~
（对不起，本小姐的华语已严重退步，任何错别字和语病请多多包涵。还有，不要问我是否EMO了。你第一天认识我吗？我什么时候没有EMO过？？=.="）
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