geee...

there's so much more stuffs to study.

there's so much more decisions to make.

there's so much more things to deal with.

anyway, HAPPY HALLOWEEN.

halloween is not significant to me.

but many of my friends and relatives are celebrating.

so er...hope u guys have fun!!!



and the guy i've been missing all the while...haven been seeing him for three days only but i'm already missing him loadsss!!*loves*

tadaaaaa.....



Ryan Chin, my baby nephew!!!!!!!!

haha what were u thinking huh??

he's cuteeeee laaaaaa....btw it was chocolate stains around his mouth....

well normally i'm not really fond of babies....

but Ryan is definitely my cup of tea/coffee/latte/mocha wtvr....

he smiles

he laughs

he plays

and the most important thing is....he seldom cries~~

really won't merajuk de lo....

and his voice is really sweet la....

bet he'll have loads of girls after him in future=p


p.s. the pic was 'unrightfully' taken from his blog....yes he has a blog....wanna see? go click the link laaa.....in mua blog...

A: go overseas!

B: don't go overseas...

beware: a Chinese post.

鼻子塞得像Sungai Kayu Ara。
就是说，本人的鼻子堆满了许多‘垃圾’，‘空气’不流通，‘河水’都流得不顺畅。
哈哈，好像比喻得很烂。
虽然sinus的问题天天都有，但是它竟敢在我大考即将来临时变得更严重
惨！
现在听觉有问题，看电视也要调高音量
嗅觉味觉更不用说
早餐没味道
午餐没味道
晚餐没味道
连我最向往的夜宵也boh taste lah

还有一个礼拜多就考试了
还没发奋图强
死命在那边online...
尤其是Plurk hahahhaa.....

算了，等一下我就去读书lo...

didn't go to coll today.
mild sick.
flu.
headache.

hope to get all my internal scores soon.
though*cough*不理想*
but i need it for my uni application...
hope all can be done by this sat when i'll probably be going to idp...
and i really duwan to go overseas so fast larrr
credit transfer is much better...

and the wall around me is starting to build up...
not a good sign...hmm...
am isolating and felt isolated...

Taggie by Miss ALLY(sounds like a lecturer's name lol)

RULES:
1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.
2. Tag 6 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse.These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending it to other people.

Tagged by:: Miss ALLY

1. If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be? take revenge?
dont think i will.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to have peace everywhere around the world.

3. What is your dream?
when?

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
wait until i have first only i decide lah...

5. Will you u fall in love with your best friend?
i'm pretty sure i won't fall in love wif miss ALLY. right? =p

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone is a great deed.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
i dont wait.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
no idea.

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
bf, when i have one.

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
why not?

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time.?
being a psychologist with perhaps a family?

12. What's your fear?
i fear of change. any form of change. seriously.

13. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
i get up from the bed.

14. Would you give all in a relationship?
no idea.

15. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
there must be someone more than the other.

16. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
yes. no point hurting myself with such negative emotions.

17.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
no idea.

18. If your girlfriend/boyfriend told u that she/he is actually a prince/princess, what will u do.?
depends which country first lol.

I want to tag ::
no one. go study dudes.

a rant oso.

no use lah.
after having more free time...
after reading several motivational books....
still not studying.
the fact that finals is in two weeks time doesn't scare me at all.
i'll go bang the walls after this...

I NEED TO BE PRODUCTIVE!!!

p.s. Plurk is darn addictive. so don't sign in if u've not lol. that's one of the main problems that cause my slack in studying...and of course, computer lah.

about yesterday:

took first dose of HPV jab.
goodness Dr Kim injected the whole thing into my skin without me being mentally prepared yet
still a bit painful lah now.
second dose will be on december
then the last dose next year april
total cost=rm 1300 omggggggg.....

then went to see the dentist.
coz haven been to dental check-up for yearssss. yes i mean years.
thought would have black holes all over the place.
but luckily only one tooth slightly decayed.
so did a white filling for that bottom left tooth.
opened my mouth wide wide for half an hour
it's a torture!!!i mean i juz dont like to open my mouth for so long laaa...
and i didnt realize that i actually changed all my milk teeth.
coz what i recalled was i changed only abt 7-8 times...
anyway i like my teeth!!
although i was born to have one front tooth less. eek.
no wonder first thing doctor checked was how many teeth i had.
'devi(the assistant), pls record. tooth 2 missing' ><
inherited this unique trait from dad!
so it's daddy's fault!!!

about yesterday night and today:

in total rage.
i do not feel like elaborating on it.
what i can conclude is,
humans are cruel, they really are.

k bad mood now.
disturb melodyorange at your own risk.

A poem.

Below is a poem found in 'The 6 Most Important Decisions You'll Ever Make' by Sean Covey. It's written by a teenager:

The other day I saw my girl walking with some other man
They were walking and giggling and having a time
And I saw she was holding his hand!

I stood back and spied, my eyes filled with tears
As I watched this foul display
Some overly cheerful bicep with legs
Was taking my baby away!

As I spied over Dumpsters with feelings of hate
I saw them in a close embrace! Now I'm broken-hearted
'Cause before they parted, I saw her kiss his face.

That ended my garbage-can espionage
I thought I had seen quite enough
I decided to confront that devilish girl
Who I had once called my true love.

So I typed up an e-mail to that wicked female
And gave her a piece of my mind.
But I won't say what I said, in case there's kids present
But I will say my words were unkind.

I said it was the end, and right when I clicked send
I heard my telephone ring.
I picked up the receiver and couldn't believe her
It was my little ex...thing.

She said "Sorry babe that I haven't seen you all day
But my older brother's in town!
Did I ever tell you that he is a boxer
And one of the biggest around?!

He'd like to meet you but he's quite protective
So behave whatever you do,
I'll just check my e-mail and then we'll come by
And...oh look! Here's an e-mail from you."


the storyline's quite expected, but it's definitely funnieee=p
moral of the poem:
--The single most important communication skill you can ever learn is how to listen. Often we get into trouble because we jump to conclusions without understanding all the details--by Sean Covey

p.s. this is a must read book for teenagers!!!

and the force wasn't quite with me.

okay, as u can see.

Applics was ruined as well.

one of the hardest math paper that i've ever encountered.

but sooo whattttt

MOCKSSSSS OVERRRRRRRRRRRR

omg damn it it's overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

overjoyedddddddd

though only two days of holidays.....

gonna appreciate it....

and PLAY LIKE MAD.=p

hey i juz wanna toot.

TOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

TTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

TTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT

TOOT TOOT TOOT

TOOT TOOT

TOOT.

TOOT CHEMISTRY!!!













it was teacher's fault.

but mostly my fault lah.

should have done the structure and MCQ questions faster so that i have the time for the essay.

listened to teacher's advice ma. 'never attempt essay if u don't have the time to'

but it was freaking easy larrr the essay!!!!

should have given up on some structure questions which i donno what the hell is it about.

so it's 20 marks gone.

plus a wee bit at the calculation part.

plus quite a lot at the structured.

and not to forget MCQ.

gahhhh.....tot i'll have a good exam this round.

all ruined by Chem!!!!

so i have to do extremely well for maths tomorrow.

may the force be with me.^^

Mocks

first day of Mock exam today.
it's EALD.
surprisingly i think i did better than EE2.
so i think i'm expecting higher marks for that.

tmrw's Accounts.
except for Companies and the theories,
i think other can manage gua...

wednesday's Econs.
WHAT THE HECK LA.
i don't think i can finish studying econs even if i don sleep for the whole night><

thursday's Chemistry.
what the heck oso lo.
Industrial, Organic, Bonding all not familiar yet.
and i haven key in the equations into my graphic calculator.
another cannot-sleep night oso haih...

friday's Applics.
used to and still having confidence in this subject.
hoping to score minimum 150/180 for it.
hope can do it la...

THEN IT'LL BE OVER!!!!!!
but still seems so far away><
eh eh
still got Externals hor=.="

what a day.

yesterday was a good and bad day.
it was a good day during the first half of the day because i finally managed to attend a 'near complete' class gathering(last time always ciao after redbox kakaka)
was and still happy because i got to meet all my beloved 5s5-ians emo emo....(nope that was wenzhen, not me hehe)
anyway, sang like anything, ate like anything....
*for further details pls refer to their blogs as i need to revise SHORTLY after this*

and it was a bad day because i misplaced the house key.
anyway it was a long story
*for further details again pls refer to er....i donno wor lol.... because i need to revise muahahahha*
anyway, we managed to find the key after TWO HOURS of searching lah==
okay okay, a lesson learnt.

feel like crying*sobs*

emo emo emo.

okay, now i'm finally emo lah.
actually it's more of a stress.
i'm stressed because i'm not feeling stressed==
i mean...Mock wei...
30-45% of internal wei...
why am i not scared??
mengapa saya tak takut??
wei shen me wo bu hai ba??
dim gai ngo mu geng?
(i forgot how to say that in Hokkien)...
seriously, i agree wif sook kuan...
5 subjects only wei!!!
compared to spm....12 subjects....
what's so hard about it???
er...maybe i'm that kind of person...
who works better in a more stressful situation?
yea....i'm 'seperti pahat dengan penukul' (whoa my Malay still boleh tahan hor)
seriously if i don have the motivation
(and it's frequent that i dont have motivation in A LOT of things)
such as piano, sports etc etc
i really wont study de lor
why arr??
why i don have the determination wan...
why??
why???