pathetically pathetic.

1. i guess i've got over the humiliation i caused last thursday, at the gym.
what happened was...
i cried at the gym, publicly, like nobody's business.
yeah, so much for being someone who appears to be quite tough.
anyway, it was kinda embarassing.
dont ask me about the reason, because i really dunno why...
i was doing the same leg machine half way...
then i felt a sudden suffocation, which almost resulted in hyperventilation...
and....yea....tears poured down for a freaking half an hour...
okay really sorry for those who thought i was gonna puke and faint or smtg...
but i didnt expect this to happen riteee....

anyway after several analyses....
the possible reasons are:
--> i was physically worn out. i wasnt even recovered from my muscle strains, and yet i tot i could handle it. perhaps mom was rite, i was so egoistic n i tot it's bad to cancel an appointment... i could 'hear' my muslces 'shouting' at me when i was training...'stop it dude!!! stop it!!!'....oh well...

--> my pms has gone from bad to worst. which had severely disrupted my hormonal functions. yeah right.

--> i was too worried about my assignment due the next day. but this reason is quite unlikely, coz i've been through worst than this.

but it's definitely NOT bcoz my diet plan was not successful, as what dad said. LOL.
anyway, i'm officially a crying lad now.
been experiencing some kind of monthly cry cycle since february. yeah.
and my menstrual cycle wasnt even that accurate. HAHAHA.

2. owh sem 1 results are out.
(ranking from worst to best)

# project management (durh...)
grade: C
marks range: 60-64
remarks: expected lahhh. or should i look at the positive side that i did NOT fail???

# social and business communication
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: okok lah. but she ought to give me higher lahhhh.

# intro to psychology 1
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: i did quite okay for this, except assignment 1. happy=)

# research methodology
grade: B+
marks range: 80-84
remarks: saya sangat happy=)

# career guidance
grade: A-
marks range: 85-90
remarks: not to say that i'm really proud of this, coz many pp got A- too...

overall quite okay lah,
but next sem tak ada mata nak tengok lah...

3. american idol.
KRIS WON.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
*no comments*

4. sociology.
i've read 4 pages out of the 200+ pages i'm supposed to study for quiz THIS FRIDAY.
10 percent wei.
SHOOT ME, PLS.
"for those who procrastinate in their reading...sleep becomes optional for the next few weeks. even a long bath and short bath makes a difference(in timing)," sociology lecturer.
of course, i'm a die hard fan of procrasinators.=)

maybe i should get back to reality and start studying.
bye.
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