i "hate" you

i hate you
because you're always right
as far as i could remember
i'm the one who's telling people
what's right and what's wrong
but you
made me seemed all so wrong

i hate you
because you're too kind
whenever i'm hot-tempered
or irrational
or c*******(i refuse to say the word)
you're always the one there
saying sorry again and again
making me so ashamed of myself

i hate you
because i'm jealous of you
you're always the more popular one
and you're the one who's smiling all the time
leaving me in tears
i know i shouldn't care
but it hurts-really hurts
though you claim that i hurt you even more

i hate you
because i love(d) you too much
because i need(ed) you too much
because i crave(d) for you too much
but nevertheless
i still hate you
*period*