Friday, February 29, 2008

going down...

firstly, sry pp for not blogging in detail about jay's concert...and i still won't be doing that now...though he's my no.1 idol lol...juz don't have the mood to write about that sry...

going to ECHO camp afterwards...will b coming back on sunday...that means a whole weekend GONE...(though i onli start doing hw's on sundays><)...hope i'll have a fun time there...and we, the 18 echo members are gonna publish the first echo book on may...which means everything has to be done by april..wtf man...recalling our first meeting last tuesday...i was so damn unlucky!!...coz the meeting was supposed to be from 5 to 6 pm...and so me and another guy(justin's his name i think) have to leave early for the bus which comes at 5 30...and we missed the bus~~~...we ran lyk shit bcoz the bus was juz stopping in front of the traffic light, and when we were almost there...the bus chao edi><><...so we embarassingly walked back to the meeting room...gah... and how could i afford to lose the whole weekend when so many more tests and assignments are awaiting next week??!....wed is applics topic test...i CAN'T be getting 6 out of 23 anymore!!!...and we're supposed to complete our contents for eald assignment...don even know what crap to write...thurs is econs quiz..it's supposed to be added wif the previous topic test to make up 5% of internal...bcoz all of us didn't do well...anyway i've got 28 out of 45 for it...5th highest in the class...out of 20 over ppl(not a good achievement i know)...at least it's okay larrr...fri is accts topic test...depreciation and disposal is hard....so I'M GONNA BE SUPER DOOMED FOR ANOTHER WEEK><"

just started the first pt session wif the new gym trainer...he was okay...but seriously...last time i didn't believe that there're pp who couldn't differentiate which is right and which is left...and now there's a solid example in front of me...he was doing body measurements on me...he pointed my left hand and asked 'is it right of left?'...then he pointed my left leg and said 'right yea?'...

really wanted to take calculus as an extra subject...but since the due date of subject registrations is yesterday...i'm juz gonna stop banging the wall for regretting for not taking calculus*sobs*...i'm going to work super super hard on applics...and super super hard on other subjects as well...

that's all i guess...(preview of upcoming post: most probably about the echo camp...)

p.s. (specially dedicated to Amanda Leong Lai Yee and Tham Ying Hui)....i admit i'm kinda flirtatious at times...(bcoz i'm a Libran!!)...but i don't go around stalking guys every single second lar...though some are really atrractive^^...i'm juz...well...a NORMAL GIRL XD...

p.p.s. should i buy ferrero rocher?????maybe chocolates is not a good idea....but donno what to buy lar damn!!!

Monday, February 25, 2008

it's Jay Chouuuuuuu.........

I WENT TO JAY CHOU'S CONCERT IN STADIUM MERDEKA. AND HE WAS HOT. AND I WAS HIGH. muahahahaha XD*end of story*

p.s.sry don't have time to blog...chaoz...

Wednesday, February 20, 2008

busy zzz...

had a busy weekend.

last saturday. woke up noon as usual. gotta go to amanda's house to watch the lion dance thingy. apparently jing lynn's parent's car was already outside waiting when i was still bathing=.="...so erm yea..it was fun..because we played mahjong on the floor lolz...and amanda finally knows how to play haha...the lion dance onli came at about 4 something...and then we took some photos...pls go to www.scarlette-tears.blogspot.com if u're interested in seeing them hehe...and do take note of an EMO PIC OF SHIEN YIN...muahahaha...i'm cool~...(p.s. amanda do thank me for promoting your blog^^)
after that i went to my mom's friend's house warming...gosh...everyone who's younger and LESS RICH THAN US(quite true u know...) has got a bungalow... i wonder when i'll be getting mine hmm... and at 11 pm the BUBS(bandar utama buddhist society) youth fellowship came to our house for chating and carolling...fun night!

last sunday. had to wake up earlier because another group of BUBS members are coming over...this time is the adults. my dear intelligent mom has prepared a big bowl of vege and fruit salads to serve them during the break. and they kept praising my mom that the food was nice and healthy and all, and there's one who's kinda plump said 'this is the healthiest breakfast i've ever had!!' well done mom!!
and Sophia came to visit in the afternoon. played mahjong again hehe(i loooove it~~)...and since she was the only one so i thought of asking louis nga who stays just a few houses away to come as well...and he's my another mahjong tou dai lolz...sophia told me something shocking the next day hmm...oh and when dad came back, he suddenly went crazy and he taught us to play poker and he really took out a pile of REAL 50 RINGGITS from his wallet as he claimed that it's easier to teach by using the real money...but we didn't gamble lar...
and then we went to gym and i finally managed to do the whole circuit training without stopping^^...then hui chuen and her family came to visit at night and i'm glad that their parents are going on well now...


which made me so tired for the next day until now zzzzz...many homeworks and assignments undone and tests yet to be studied...suddenly i thought of being serious and disciplined and get in charged of my life by STUDYING CONSISTENTLY...yea it's too late to realize that i know...because i don't really need specific pre-u subjects to go for psychology degree in the future...that's why i've been lazing around and all...well it still didn't really matter now..but somehow i wanted to be goody-goody and nerdy-nerdy by studyin 24/7 so that i could get top in this and top in that...but oh well...actions are more important than speech...so yea...i wonder when i'll start getting serious and all...

and i was selected to be a member of ECHO(ed-board). happy because i'm selected and worried because that might mean an increase in pressures...and i'm still thinking whether or not to go for that leadership camp...because there're still many many tests going on...and spm results are coming out on the 28th i heard...no point regretting how unprepared i was last time...

really really tired now zzzzzzzz......been yawning for at least 50 times today.....

Friday, February 15, 2008

So i did manage to survive yesterday...

and i was really tired...chem was quite fun...and then applics...i am 'proud' to announce that i've got 6 out of 23 for my applics quiz><...but i've many excuses for it^^
1. i've only managed to complete 1 out of the 4 questions...so what can i expect?!...better than those who got below 5 and were called out by the teachers...they actually filled up ALL the questions but it's almost all WRONG..so erm yea...i'm forgiven hehe...
2. i started late. because that time i was in the toilet and when i went back to class...the exam has started already...
3. i don't even know there's a time limit to it...i was doing the first question lyk a tortoise and by the time i've LOOKED through the other questions...'time's up!!!'...gah...
but really lar...WHY I SCORE SO LOW AR???...okay i'm gonna drill my applics everyday 24/7..gonna do lots and lots of questions...gonna revise lots and lots of times...and i'm gonna be the BEST MATHEMATICIAN IN THE 'WORLD' muahahhaa...

and then it was econs test...was getting more and more tired due to my 3 hours sleep...so i couldn't recall some of the points i studied ishh...but anyway the test was quite okay lar...i hope i could score more than average...

then it's my interview. as expected, he asked me why i wanted to join ECHO. and then i said that i wanted to join one of the four student leader bodies...since the chance of getting into student council is slim and sports council is aiyahhh me suck in sports la and international student council ofcoz i can't join lar so i ma join echo lo...and then i started being humble and said that i wasn't really good in speaking and all...so i would prefer secretarial or treasurer jobs...he said he'll call me this monday or tuesday if i pass and he wouldn't call if i fail...so i'll juz switch off my phone for that two days><...but even if i pass i've got to go to this training camp in Kuang(near sungai buloh) for 3d2n...and the seniors will vote for me to go into whichever department they would lyk me to go to...so 'ma fan'...

and my legs were shaking when i was doing cross trainer in gym last night. mom said that was because i'm exercising so my muscles would shake because it's sort of 'activated'...what the...and then my personal trainer planned another circuit session for me which involves cross trainer too omg...but luckily it doesn't ache much now i guess...

and i couldn't sleep for the past two nights...because of...erm donno...^^

i know this post is kinda long-winded...because i'm blogging in coll while waiting for my next class which is 10 30(now's only 9.18am)...so i'm too free to exercise my fingers on the keyboard^^

p.s. to those who have not come to my house to 'bai nian' pls do so asap...if not i'll strangle u guys lyk... lyk... roti canai!!...(the term 'roti canai' is used because i'm hungry now=.=")

Wednesday, February 13, 2008

tomorrow

econs test tomorrow...barely started studying

heard from my friends that they got really low for applics quiz...and teacher's gonna give back my paper tomorrow...funny...first time i'm worried about my math=.=...of all subjects...okay so now i'm noob in math too...

and mr terence lim from sunway student department called me today when i was in the toilet(juz finished peeing)...informed me that i've got short listed for the admin department for ed board..and that i've got to go for an interview tomorrow...why the heck did i join at the first place?!...i mean..just because i don't lyk to write and design and photo does that mean that i lyk to do stuffs lyk sales and marketing??...oh crap...i can speak hours of chinese...but i can't really speak more than half an hour of pure english...it's all rojak lyk most malaysians are...okay i know the interview might not be too long lar but aiyoh...i refuse to speak!!!

noticing all the tomorrows...i juz hope i could survive tomorrow..

oh and tomorrow is valentine's...ntg special to me i guess...hope u guys out there will have great fun^^

and there's one thing...i always think a lot...real lot...fantasizing a lot...hmm...as an 18-year-old-to-be girl...i should be matured, rational, sensible...hah crap><

that's all i suppose...

Tuesday, February 12, 2008

My CNY

okay sry for the lack of update, didn't really have the time to sit down and post...

6/2/2008--new year eve
woke up at 12 noon as usual. went klang to pick grandma up(she always stays in our house during new year.)and yes, i've got more nephews and nieces...which makes this auntie shien yin much much older!!...then went to tesco for new year shopping(very last minute i know)...then on the way home, the tyre got punctured!!! woohoo...dad spent the whole hour replacing the tyre and fortunately an indian man passed by and helped him a lil'...which is why our reunion dinner sucked a lot...bcoz we reached home late and mom didn't have time to cook...so we left all the jobs to the 'beloved' maid...and the vege she cooked are as usual--waterless, saltless...

7/2/2008--first day
it's officially cny!!! oh yea, it's jie hui's birthday!! happy birthday!!hehe...okay as usual, went to BUBS(bandar utama buddhist society) for puja and chanting...then dad fetched us to different temples...first it was sentul then to guan yin temple i think...had vegetarian lunch there..gosh...that was the most delicious vegetarian lunch i've ever had!! scrumptious!!then i spent the whole afternoon sleeping when i got back home...and we watched 'kung fu dunk' at cineleisure 11.30pm...my latest watching-movie-in-cinema experience i guess...tho jay's my super idol...honestly..the show wasn't impressive at all..jay do u know that your 'secret' is so much better than this one?!!

8/2/2008--second day
woke up very late again...then rushed to cineleisure again to watch cj7...the show's only one and a half hours long...but it was definitely much better than kung fu dunk..at least the dog was realllyyy cuteee...and sis got hyper when she knew that her friend has bot a cj7 doll in genting...i want it too!!! then we shopped around in the complex before we head on to tony roma's for dinner...i only ordered salad(on diet u know) but i ended up eating the most...because the ribs and cod are so delicious!!! yaiks i'm hungry now=.="

9/2/2008--third day
been quite disappointed because we didn't really go visiting and the angpau money i received was so much lesser and i didn't really get to play mahjong....and then omg! suet lynn called and said that suat wei, lok mun, jit teng and herself are coming over to visit!!!i rushed upstairs straight away after the call to get myself bathed and everything...then i suddenly had this thought that they might be fooling me...come on they're all staying in kl or serdang lar where got time to come and visit me in pj??...but they really turned up anyway...and mom and i had to go and pick them up because they got lost somewhere haha...we played mahjong...and some of us played the piano..hey lok mun your 'secret's not bad wei!! because i'm your piano teacher haha!...then we decided to go jia yi's house...played ps2 and took some photos..go visit her blog if u want to see...and ignore my cacat-ed look in those pics=.="...anyway you guys are great man!!! thank you!!!......at night, watched intial d for the nth time on 8tv..*i heart jay*!!!

10/2/2008--fourth day
ntg much happened first half of the day...went to visit amanda in the afternoon...been chatting and munching on chips non-stop hehe...then my sis and i dropped by at huei mien's place...ntg better to do haha...just chatting around and too bad we couldn't stay for steamboat dinner ishh...because there's another dinner wif aunties in a chinese restaurant...but not bad la..the 'buddha jump over the wall' lol...very nice!!

11/2/2008--fifth day
ntg much also...went to bank wif mom...then mom, sis and i together wif my cousin bro set off to gym...cousin's not a member..juz went there for free trials...and hahaz he said he was 'dead' man!! because the personal trainer was forcing him to burn 100calories in 10 minutes cycling...tho he was already cycling lyk the wind lol...

12/2/2008--sixth day(today)
here i am blogging wif piles of homeworks beside...shit coll's starting tomorrow!!! and there's still english, malaysian studies assignments undone...and econs topic test this thurs...i'm sooo dead...but thank god...i'm recovering!!!juz occasional coughs now and haha dad said i don't have to see doctor again...i hope so...

and so this is my cny...friends, angpaus, mahjongs...and it's sooo much better than life filled wif homeworks and assignments...

Monday, February 4, 2008

i'm a sicko.

"u've got severe bronchitis. take some medicines and i'll see u again in 7 to 10 days to check whether u're recovering or not. Or else, we shall opt for plan B--x ray and get hospitalised as you might be having pneumonia."
-----a respiratory specialist from Sunway Medical Hospital

THIS IS WHAT I CALL 'A CRAPPY WORLD'. *refer to the title of my blog*

who on earth am i to deserve such 'luxury'?! okay, i mean, my nose was super congested three weeks ago la...then when the nose was getting okay, the mucus went down the throat, and now the whole lung's infected...been visiting the clinic at least 4 times for the past two months, and plus now, it's the second time i'm seeing hospital specialists...what an achievement.*faints*

and due to overwhelming lameness, i shall now write down the medicines that she has prescribed for me just now...(just ignore them)
-->Aerius(some blue tablets), take 1 tablet once a day after food
-->iliadin(sounds lyk aladin XD...it's nasal drops), 2 drops into both nostrils 2 times a day
-->Bactiflox(antibiotic), 2 times a day 1 hour before food(i only realised it after i had my lunch=.=")
-->Rhinathiol(cough syrup...yucks..i hate syrups), 10ml 2 times a day after food
-->Symbicort(inhalation powder), 2 times a day for first week and once a day for another week

and so it's five altogether. i spent almost half an hour reading the instructions clearly as it's really confusing, plus understanding how to use the medicine. especially the inhalation powder, i twisted and turned lyk hell and only a few weeny-bitty of powder particles came out.(fine will ask parents how to use them tonight). and the nasal drops, reminds me of the chem experiment last week, using dropper to mix solutions. apparently the dropper looks very similar, oh so now i'm some chemical solutions=.="

and i just had to reject two outings today because of that. one is s5 gathering to chs to meet the teachers and then to mv to shop and bowl or something. why is everyone off already???i won't be having cny breaks until after tomorrow ishhh...and another one would be the old gang going karaoke in curve i think...so long didn't sing edi larrr....haiz....

and cny is coming!!! mahjong time!!! hope i would get well soon to play 24/7 of mahjong with my family and friends...and based on my current condition, i don't think i can go to shopping malls for the next couple of weeks...pathetic!...oh and sophia might be coming over to visit...and maybe i'd be going to shu wen's house...and of course hope to meet up with my ex classmates and the old gang as well la...

and it's chem lab assessment and applics quiz(maybe) tomorrow...first draft of english assignment to be done once college reopens...econs topic test on valentine's day...accounting test at the end of feb...malaysian study presentation starting march...and not to forget Jay's concert...can't wait to see him man!!!

and now i know how important health is. and maybe i'll eat less supper. gua. and i might as well go and change my lungs and the whole respiratory system so i'll be forever away from asthma and sinus. if anyone is kind enough to donate them to me.

and i 'm still trying to let go.

*bangs walls*




Sunday, February 3, 2008

things

I PASSED MY UNDANG *full stop*

okay i scored 47 out of 50. okok la. i think i could be scoring higher if i've put more effort into it. wtvr. the scary part's about to come---practical driving lessons. i just hope i won't bang as much and i hope i could park decently and i hope i could drive up the hill successfully. wtvr again. i should be worrying about that much later.

strived through the week with homeworks, assignments, letter writings as usual. i hope i'll be accepted into ed-board. i really wrote that member application letter until 2 30 am. hope that my effort pays off. and studies are still okay, because the real topic tests haven't arrived yet. chem's interesting but i need to work really hard to score since it's a tough paper. economics's not bad too, i need to have a super rational mind to answer econs questions. applics needs thinking, and i think it'll be helpful for me as in i've got to learn maths through thinking, not through calculating blindly lyk what i've always been doing in the past(even if i still do well before that). the biggest problem now would be accounting, the teacher really sucks, i wonder how i'll strive through year 12 syllabus under her disorganised teaching methods. i really need to sharpen my english, and those assignments are...*sighs*... not to forget malaysian studies...ohhh...tell me who likes LAN subjects???

went to 'niu che shui' shopping mall just now. it has just opened recently in ara damansara. dad said it's something lyk a modernized pasar malam, which i sorta agree on it. it's basically many small stalls and booths under one roof. just hanged around and we passed by this hair saloon and it's onli 15 ringgit for a 15 minutes hair cut session. which is pretty cheap i think. so i dared myself to be cut. my hair la i mean. he just trimmed a little at the back and layered a bit in the middle to make it shapey. and he changed my parting. and i look pretty good in it. and my parents grabbed the chance to compare my current hairstyle wif the previous one. kept saying my old hairstyle very horrible wor. fine lar now only criticize ishhh...then we went starbucks, since sis said she hasn't been there before. the tiramisu wasn't bad but i don't lyk the latte.

actually the main issue about feb 3rd is the day. my god it's already a year. so fast man. and here i am grieving about the past again. someone pls teach me to be less emo. am doing breathing exercises now...*breathe in* *breathe out*...because looking at the online list aches me a lot...esp when *toot*...but what's done's done. my only choice is to look forward. never look back...never.