i'm a sicko.

"u've got severe bronchitis. take some medicines and i'll see u again in 7 to 10 days to check whether u're recovering or not. Or else, we shall opt for plan B--x ray and get hospitalised as you might be having pneumonia."
-----a respiratory specialist from Sunway Medical Hospital

THIS IS WHAT I CALL 'A CRAPPY WORLD'. *refer to the title of my blog*

who on earth am i to deserve such 'luxury'?! okay, i mean, my nose was super congested three weeks ago la...then when the nose was getting okay, the mucus went down the throat, and now the whole lung's infected...been visiting the clinic at least 4 times for the past two months, and plus now, it's the second time i'm seeing hospital specialists...what an achievement.*faints*

and due to overwhelming lameness, i shall now write down the medicines that she has prescribed for me just now...(just ignore them)
-->Aerius(some blue tablets), take 1 tablet once a day after food
-->iliadin(sounds lyk aladin XD...it's nasal drops), 2 drops into both nostrils 2 times a day
-->Bactiflox(antibiotic), 2 times a day 1 hour before food(i only realised it after i had my lunch=.=")
-->Rhinathiol(cough syrup...yucks..i hate syrups), 10ml 2 times a day after food
-->Symbicort(inhalation powder), 2 times a day for first week and once a day for another week

and so it's five altogether. i spent almost half an hour reading the instructions clearly as it's really confusing, plus understanding how to use the medicine. especially the inhalation powder, i twisted and turned lyk hell and only a few weeny-bitty of powder particles came out.(fine will ask parents how to use them tonight). and the nasal drops, reminds me of the chem experiment last week, using dropper to mix solutions. apparently the dropper looks very similar, oh so now i'm some chemical solutions=.="

and i just had to reject two outings today because of that. one is s5 gathering to chs to meet the teachers and then to mv to shop and bowl or something. why is everyone off already???i won't be having cny breaks until after tomorrow ishhh...and another one would be the old gang going karaoke in curve i think...so long didn't sing edi larrr....haiz....

and cny is coming!!! mahjong time!!! hope i would get well soon to play 24/7 of mahjong with my family and friends...and based on my current condition, i don't think i can go to shopping malls for the next couple of weeks...pathetic!...oh and sophia might be coming over to visit...and maybe i'd be going to shu wen's house...and of course hope to meet up with my ex classmates and the old gang as well la...

and it's chem lab assessment and applics quiz(maybe) tomorrow...first draft of english assignment to be done once college reopens...econs topic test on valentine's day...accounting test at the end of feb...malaysian study presentation starting march...and not to forget Jay's concert...can't wait to see him man!!!

and now i know how important health is. and maybe i'll eat less supper. gua. and i might as well go and change my lungs and the whole respiratory system so i'll be forever away from asthma and sinus. if anyone is kind enough to donate them to me.

and i 'm still trying to let go.

*bangs walls*