titration!!!

survived 10 hours of continuous lab classes, lectures, moral studies, meeting etc. today!!! and i'm still not really sleepy at the moment...maybe running really helps haha...

one undeniable fact is that i'm really suck at experiments, particularly titration. Brenda and I stayed back for an hour in the lab because we couldn't obtain accurate titre volumes...arghh. it's either the potassium permangante turned brown instead of pink or i overshot the titre volume which made it too pinky...soo embarassed when others could actually obtain 4 accurate readings in an hour while i took two and it's not even that accurate i think...ended up being lectured by ms vanitha for not holding the burette properly...>< anyway next month's final practical exam is ALL titration-based!!! wooooottt~~~

oops....mind block now. blog next time lahhhh. bye!

it's 12 58 am now.
normally at this time i would be rushing my hw because i've been lazing for the whole night
or if i'm really sleepy, i'll juz pack my school bag and go to bed early...(12 smtg is considered very very early to me...)
but it's different tonight...(or morning since it's past 12am)
the moment i've been waiting for almost 8 months...
it's really a good feeling..
the once strangers and enemies has returned to very normal, peaceful friends....
i won't elaborate it in words...
i'm totally indulged in that moment...
and it'll most probably keep me smiling for the next couple of weeks...
i'm contented.
this is enough.
not too much
not too little

but of course there's a hidden sense of worry in me
will history repeat??
i hope not...
it's a new page rite...
don look back..
look forward
everything'll be fine...
i believe.

p.s. don't ask me what happened. i don't think i'll tell a soul.

er...movies??

Thursday
walked and ran on the treadmill like crazy
was practically soaked
saw King
tot i was dreaming LOL

Saturday
went Curve and Cineleisure
watched 'Red Cliff'(a chinese movie)
most of the actors performances are quite disappointing...
no suspense in story line...
but still anticipating for the sequel...

stupid cousin bro gave Chris Daughtry tickets to my aunt and her daughters...
but they said they didn't have dinner at all and they waited for 3 hours++ for him to appear on stage...
so maybe i shouldn't go?? lol..
chi bu dao pu tao jiu jiang pu tao suan XD...
btw cousin said he *toot* the security guard with RM150 so that they could sit on the bench which is located in front of the stage....wth lah!!
p.s. *toot* is used to avoid being sued or anything lyk that...

Sunday
went to the same place again...
it's Batman...!!!
good story line
actions and stunts not that impressive...
loves the Joker
disappointed with Batman....


hmm...anyway....
i'm feeling lonely...
hmm...

impermanence

now i know that everything's impermanent.

u thought u did quite a good job in applicable mathematics when u saw the current rank list that...

u got the third highest among Ausmat 2008 January intake students(highest among girls)

u just managed to strike 80 marks and u thought that 'hey! applics is not that hard after all!!'

in the afternoon of that day u know your ranking, u sat for another Math test--Probability.

of course it's not an easy subject, but u worked quite hard on it

u skipped Accounts class and spent 6 hours in the library doing probability questions


so what?? I SCREWED THE PAPER

didn't sleep well the night before, almost got a fever

so damn depressed to know that your ranking's gonna drop back to square one after the results are out

not lyk i'm very kiasu or what...

i'm juz afraid of almost everything.

not juz about that Math test, it's about a lot of things, many, many things...

help me out, someone...

but wait...i'm not even helping myself..

how could i expect other pp to help me???

侧田-好人

若谈样子不会叫好
不算最讨好
但我的内在美不够味道
那足以自豪
谈为人当然好
双手也好抱
无奈独有伴侣问前路
没有想陪同邻家男孩跳舞
唯独当我师徒
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
人人鼓励我
无人倾慕我
常常激励别人
尽情热恋事后遗下我
像毒咒无人爱我
别吓我
并无自欺所有老死
只配作知己
愿意跟我细数恋爱挫折
抱住我会死
谈完情拖好手
都将我抛弃
从来没理会我喜与悲
是那么平凡仍可以来斗气
谈情令我心死
由得我死
人人亲近我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
你管不到那么多
天都不爱我
立心孤立我
平凡的人若提及情份
便显得不配么
难道我看不到现况正是结果
由得我
无人争夺我
无人关怀是谁大平卖亲和
平凡像我路过十个似我
情敌实在太多
天都不理我
令我想清楚
感情是来自由弱者
所写的悲歌
事实上为什么不拍到拖
说穿了我不美
信我woo……


我觉得这首歌好听的原因
是它的歌词
很多部分根本就在描写我
很平凡
太平凡了
不是不好啦
只是
hmm...不爽？？

i HATE standing in the bus.
it's the only time when u could grab some sleep so that u won't fall asleep during lessons.
but for the past three days i've been having hand aches and back aches and wtvr aches because i've been struggling to stand stable-ly in the bus and i nearly fell down...
i know i'm fat and my legs are short and my feet are small and flat so that's why i couldn't stand straight.
so u couldn't blame me for being clumsy.
btw the bus driver was...blind or something??
an Indian guy was waiting at the bus stop as usual but our bus driver just couldn't see him and juz drove past, leaving him waving helplessly....one day blind was okay laa..but two days??! *faints*

I WAS DAMN HAPPY BECAUSE I DIDN'T FAIL MY ECONS.
if u guys have been reading my previous posts, i told u that i practically gave up studying econs.
but the score turned out to be at my usual standard muahahahaha.
perhaps i shouldn't study at all lol.
17 out of 25 for multiple choice questions.
23 out of 30 for structure.
22 out of 30 for essay.
73% for this paper.
cumulative score is 64%.
7th highest among ms ruba's students.

ACCOUNTS SUCK LYK SHIT.
72% for the paper.
if i'm still having the passion for this subject
and if i'm still willing to work hard for this subject
i would have easily gotten a 100.
but the problem is,
i can't.
it's getting boring lyk anything.
still regretting for not taking Calculus.
though many pp said it was super hard...

chem is getting better.
and i'm happy.
ms ruma scared us by saying that only 40 out of 300 over Ausmat students pass the english paper...siao meh....
but i didn't do well oso.
hope i'll pass...

today's the big day!!!
launch of ECHO magazine!!!! woohooo~~~~
finally...all our hard work
(though i hardly contributed anything)
it's really chunted!!!!!!!
nice articles, designs, photos....everything lahhh
all Sunway students pls come and grab a copy!!!
non-Sunway students are also welcome...
can get from me if u want to(that's if we are seeing each other lah...unless u want me to post it to you??==)
Revolution Club performed during our launch..
and our Sub-Editor, Sean was omg omg omg..
your latin dance(is it?) damn yeng lahhhhhhh
international standard!!!!!!(maybe it's not but wtvr it is hahahaah)
anyway...
ECHO rockssss
u guys rocksssssssssssssss


aiyo need to study again.
y do we have to study arrr
i want to finish my story books
i want to watch tv
i want to sleep

btw, talking about sleeping.
i'm having some kind of insomnia.
not that i couldn't sleep the whole night.
juz that i need to take at least half an hour 'rolling' on the bed before i could get to sleep.
and wake up before the alarm ringsss
that's so not me man.
pig's transforming to an ant!!!!
wait it's not ant rite...

arrrrr....gtg lah.
bye.

attention!!!!!

*after two hours or so*

i finally remembered one of the things that i wanted to say.

SOMEONE(HUMAN OR GHOSTS IT DOESN'T MATTER...)
PLEASE(I'M BEGGING HARD...)
EDIT(...)
MY(NOT YOURS, BUT MINE!!)
BLOG(...)
SKIN(NOT THE 'SKIN' BUT SKIN)
or background or wtvr it's called...

coz i'm a comp noob and design noob and everything noob lahh...

STAND A CHANCE TO WIN CASHHHH PRIZES($$$$$$$) BY JUST DESIGNING SHIEN YIN'S BLOG SKIN!!!

i'll give u RM 10
if u put an effort to designing it...
although it doesn't really suit my taste...

i'll give u RM 20
if u put an effort to designing it..
and at least u know what's my favourite colour...
although it's still not really that wonderful...

i'll give u RM 30
if u put an effort to designing it...
and u know my favourite colour
and it's really a blast to me!!!

I'M SERIOUS!!!!!!!!
if u guys are THAT lame and serious tooo~~~~

lalalalaalalalalalala...........

things

1. went out wif King and Shu Wen last friday night. wasn't that awkward lah. juz that it took us one hour to find the place hmm....anyway thanks gor again for fetching me okay!!!....i give u ice cream cake okay...(i think i'm joking=p)....as expected, family members questioned me about the presence of a guy fetching me and being in the house for 10 seconds....hmm...but it's better than last time when my male transporter called and sis picked up the phone and she went 'Chiam Shien Yin, your boyfriend calling!!!' at the top of her voice...sooo embarassing wei...=p

2. mum and i kinda desperate to go to bon odori but didn't make it...went wif dad for some dinner function in Serdang...the food was just okay...watched Super Star Avenue on tv till 1 30 am....mom was pissed off...(to Amanda:my mom's not urinating khay LOL)

3. took 2 hours plus to tidy up my books and shelves after months of nagging by mom....at least it looks much more pretty decent after disposing off unwanted stuffs...went for squash wif sis and dad...dad who claimed that he had never played squash before 'squashed' us lyk no one's business...sis got irritated when dad was teaching her the right way to serve...me the noober, second time being in the squash court was well er....less noober i guess....at least i could serve properly!!!....went for gym after that, we were pretty much exhausted lalalallalalal

4.college life commences again!!! lalalalala....stupid bus no place to sit until i've to stand for lyk 50 minutes due to the jam due to road block...managed to reach coll at 8 30 am woooottt...

5.got 76.25% for Chemistry...
for multiple choice questions: 54/60
for structure: 60.5/70
for calculations: 36/50( i should be doing wayyyy better than that)
for essay: 2/20(wakakakakaka what can i expect since i've only completed half of the essay..)
overall is okay laaa....at least improved since EE1....

6.i didn't do anything to my hair. i'll juz let it bush around. hope the kutu won't come and find me=p

7.i hate school...i mean college. not that kind of hate lah...but it's just so much better to have holidays so that i could eat and sleep and do wtvr i want.

8.i forgotten what to say. anyway, homeworks are piling up already.

9.still forgotten what to say. nvm la, update next time.

sry ar...this post is kinda messy...

living 'Off the Grid'

currently reading The Traveler by John Twelve Hawks.

kinda like this book because it's about those advance-technological-stuffs-which-i-do-not-know-what-is-that, and hiring-mercenaries-and-killing-people-as-if-it's-a-habitual-action(call me a violent girl)....

holiday's about to come to an end and i'm seriously enjoying life 'off the grid'.

introvert?conservative?perhaps.

cravings for material goods and feelings have severely declined for the past few months.

but unhappy memories have been swirling in my mind at the same time.

dont even know what i want. feeling stupid.

once again, i'm NOT emo k.

2 1/2 more days left. noooooooooooo~~~~

hello computer.

thank you streamyx for ruining my holidays.

finally got to use the comp after a few pissed off days. HOLIDAYS u know.

anyway, i've forgotten what i want to blog about after lagging for such a long time.

oh ya, maybe i could remember a few...

1. went gary chaw's concert two weeks ago. with sis and mom(salute you mother!!)...me and sis were quite high muahahaha...and justin lo's hot!!
oh ya...congratulations to gary for getting that err..er...some best male singer award la lol...u rock!!!(donno why i like his songs so much though he sings in a really reallyyy high pitch><)

2. Rafael Nadal defeated Roger Federer in Wimbledon 2008.
wooootttttttt...........
stunning players. stunning scores. stunning winner. but anyways, Federer, pls don't give up. u still have a long way to go. victory's still yours man!!!!

3. er...er...oh ya...went out wif mom to 1u today. thank you mom ponteng-ing office lol. walked for a few hours but only managed to get a black handbag, two pants and a shampoo LOL. mom got more stuffs for herself i guess...

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
tired already...
will update some other time...
if i rmb..
if the streamyx is still okay...

my Economics paper

last night, grandpa's birthday. went aunt's house celebrate.
had dinner, strawberry chocolate cake, barley etc.
and most probably the excessive glucose content made me damn sleepy...
then went back home...
stared at the first page of Economics notes for half an hour
told my mom: mummy, 我要放弃了。所以以后成绩派回来时请不要太失望...
mom:...
(half and hour later, seeing me lying on the table half dead, looking at second page of the notes...)
mom: 累了就睡啦，不用读啦
(after few seconds)
dad: who wants to use the laptop??
me: me!!!
so i went online, chat wif a few friends....
12 plus am.
maybe i should study hor...
studied a few more pages. at least some information went into my mind.
1 am...suan liao, go sleep.
2 am....deng cannot sleep!!...turn here turn there oso cannot sleep...
4 30 am...two alarm rang...ishhh
4 50 am...fine...didn't sleep well oso..wake up study better
5 00 am...mun hon's wake up call...thanks dude!! for the long advice u gave as well haha...
7 00 am...finished reading a PART of the chapter.
9 00 am...exam starts, screwed up the paper i think.
11 50 am...exam over!!! holiday starts!!!!!! woohoooooo~
******
so lame la my post.
anyway king rmb that u owe me a meal lol.(k it's the other way round=p)
one week holidays.
must really appreciate it wei......

and i'm still wondering whether or not to straighten my hair.
if not successful then how??
if ugly then how??
but if cut off then very sayang wor...
how?
how??
how???
hmm...

exams

Monday
Accounts
it's not hard...but i donno how to do...coz i'm losing interest in the subject...

Tuesday
no exam
slept and lazed around the whole day...sei lo

Wednesday
Applicable Mathematics
okay de...but some sections not really sure how to do...

Thursday(Today)
Chemistry
3 hours paper...brain juice almost drained out...multiple choice and structure can do...essay half incomplete coz no time...>10 marks flew away....wheeeee

Friday
Economics
i need to do extraordinarily well in this to pull my average up...


one more paper to go
and finally holiday's coming...
after 3 pathetic months of classes and misery
although it's only a one week holiday
i've solemnly made a promise
that is...
I WILL PLAY EVERY SINGLE DAY DURING THE HOLIDAYS=P
no worries...
i'll keep my promise!

k i shall study now
will include more crappy updates during the holidays
if u're interested to know...