another another update

nervousness often leads to failure.

so true. how many times have i been facing such experiences....and yet i never learnt. still as timid, unconfident, cautious...and everything that's similar to it.

it all started from my grade 8 piano exam at 2004. before that everything seemed smooth-sailing for me. it all starts with the letter P(Pass) and it's never a F(Fail).

then it goes on to more failures on piano exams. failure on spm results. failure on driving(juz a bit lah i know) etc.etc.

i always blame the faults on my personality. as in being timid and unconfident has been in my blood. but it's wrong obviously. what we think changes what we are. success comes from passion, determination and confidence.

but it's always easy to say. hard to do.

i still have a lot to learn...