Friday, May 2, 2008

another update

next week...u're coming???

maybe yes maybe no. i hope it's a no.

it's about 4 months and 23 days already. i know it has been hard. but i'm doing my best. to forget is to let it go. and seriously, i'm trying really hard to let go. but to let go is to not trying to let it go. but to just let it go. oh shut up! i did put an effort to it la so as to say...

but i still can't take the risk. what if........what if....gah so many what if's... i know i'm thinking a lot...but we always can't control what we think rite...

juz hope that everything'll be fine next week...nowadays i've been hoping for exciting moments..but for next week...pls be as dull and boring as possible...pleaseee...

p.s. hope this monday'll be a good day!

p.p.s. it's juz a crap piece of writing. don't put too much effort to figure out what i was trying to say...let it go^^

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