fog.

gonna see Dr. Mustafa for intern interview in college tomorrow, or today, since it's past 12.
research assistant in psychological testing.
sounds fun.
let's hope there's no more QUITTING here.
gahh this word is bugging me.
or better said, everyone's bugging me on this.
halo, doesnt mean i don work for one or two days that i become rotten okay.
and i'm not a person who gives up easily, to be honest.

and btw, i cut my hair.
3 inches down the floor!!

ohh and did i mention how cute Ryan is?
not Ryan Seacrest, or Giggs....but Ryan Chin, my 2 1/2-year-old nephew.
the way he calls me 'ah yee', hugs and kisses me totally boosts my happiness level to the max!
funny conversations include:

cousin (ryan's mum) : where does dad dad come from?
ryan: Singapore. (which is true)
cousin: where does po po come from?
ryan: Brunei. (HAHAHAHA since when)
we: it's not brunei!
ryan: Bhuttan....
ryan: Laos??

goshh he must be learning too many countries haha.
and besides, he's also very caring and responsible.
like for example i left the crowd for a while to shop in f.o.s.,
and he couldnt find me
so he went to the security guard and asked 'where's ah yee?'
awwwww. =)
you're da best Ryan!!

and btw, Plurk sometimes can be quite distracting.
in MANY ways.
dont ask why plurkers=)
it's very true when Jit said there's so many more important things in life to care about...
so i shall focus on the present and find more beneficial things to do to kill time...
even if that implies avoiding from problems.
but yeah, whatever.
i just want to be calm and happy.

when you're at peace with yourself, all other things will fall into place.

-1:03am-