time

very often, too much time is spent on:

-looking good, physically
-appearing good, mentally. in other words, trying to appear tough when so often that our hearts are extremely breakable
-worrying what other people are thinking about us
-formulating strategies to handle the situation SHOULD someone happen to think negatively about us, which very often does NOT happen
-day-dreaming about things of the least priority while you are doing things which are supposed to be of utmost priority
-trying to achieve something but often not knowing what are your tangible and realistic goals
-going into a dilemma obssesively because ironically, we enjoy immersing ourselves into the bottomless pit rather than leading a dull life
-worrying about the far, far future when we're not even done with our near, near responsibilities
-trying very hard to be popular. or at least, being likeable and sociable. or at the very least, not being hated by too many people.
-and of course, emo-ing over various things from A to Z. which i think many of us are very capable of.

the list goes on...

nevertheless,
our species are stubborn.
we know what's right and wrong but the main reasons why so many wrongs are done is probably due to:
-we are trying too hard to be right. we try so hard to walk the right path that we forgot to see the bigger picture. we thought that success=right path but actually success=right path + wrong path=EXPERIENCE=one of life's unescapable process/cycle
-and sometimes, we might fall into a trap where we dunno we're right or not, even tough people thinks that we're right. in short, we're so blurred by the way we live that we begin to question our life principles, our morales, our goals... me thinks it's a little more than identity crisis=)
-there might be people who think that, life's just not life if we did not take the risk to do some wrongs. but this optimism might just be an alternative path to deviance. and avoidance of obstacles. one day we should just sit down and ask ourselves: what am i doing? am i solving problems(by simply looking at it in a different perspective), or am i creating more problems??

anyhow,
真真假假
many pp spent their whole life identifying what's right and what's wrong.
but what do we get in the end?
think that the process matters more than the conclusion?
think again.
are we leading a fruitful life in the process of constant searching and identifying?

ultimately.
life is about making choices and decisions.
overall,
there is a one-third probablity to live in innocence.
a one-third probability to live in ignorance.
and a one-third probability to live in the truth. although truth promotes mindfulness, if not handled with care, truth brings a lot of suffering and sacrifice than we can ever imagine.

so can we really choose what and how we want to live?
are the negative external factors overwhelming enough to conquer our internal strength?

when is the day that we begin to look into ourselves deeply, and then gradually reaching to our social circle, the community, the world?
when is the day that we begin to truly maximize our potential, and spread our love to others?
---is life even supposed to be like that?---

who are you?
who am i?

WHAT are WE???


*p.s. blogger is in a perfectly fine mood while typing these out. point of view not totally influenced by any recent life events, at least that's what she thinks so=) and all points are not intended for specific people for specific reasons, it's just a sharing.

-2:29am-