Monday, March 31, 2008

输了

‘大姐,你的方向感这么差,以后怎么驾车?’
and true enough...i was totally in a blur situation today...i donno where to stop...i donno how much to turn...i donno when to break...i donno how to do three point turning...i donno how to avoid cars that are coming...etc. etc.
'You are lyk XXX....childish...act tough...'
i thought i wasn't at first...i thought i'm much stronger and tougher than other pp and that i could solve my problems rationally...turns out that i'm still afraid to change...being as timid as ever...no sense of alertness...totally lack of confidence...
'...你只是说话没经过大脑...'
now i know......i'm idiotic...

事实证明了你比我更了解我自己...我输了...彻底地输了...讨厌~~~

p.s. those who's reading this...don't ask me why i'm emo or anything like that...i'm fine khay...i'm fine...(i'm not acting tough!! grrr....)

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