back from meditation retreat. feedback: beyond awesome=)
haven packed for taiwan. cham lo.
all the best=p
Sunday, December 27, 2009
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
i'll be away.
when? 24th december 8pm
till when? 27th december 6pm
what? meditation retreat. congratulate me for meditating on christmas eve and christmas. and i had to sleep at 10:30 and wake up at FIVE AM )= and i'm not supposed to eat after 12pm. (which means starving from 12pm till 7am><)
contact mode: sms and miss calls.
there's another one.
when? 28th december 2:30pm
till when? 3rd january 1pm
what? trip to Taiwan!!=) will be going to Taipei and Taichung. i hope i'll get to see a few celebs there!!
contact mode: i might go online if i have the time.
that's all.
merry christmas and happy new year to everybody in advance!!
don't miss me too much yea ^^
till when? 27th december 6pm
what? meditation retreat. congratulate me for meditating on christmas eve and christmas. and i had to sleep at 10:30 and wake up at FIVE AM )= and i'm not supposed to eat after 12pm. (which means starving from 12pm till 7am><)
contact mode: sms and miss calls.
there's another one.
when? 28th december 2:30pm
till when? 3rd january 1pm
what? trip to Taiwan!!=) will be going to Taipei and Taichung. i hope i'll get to see a few celebs there!!
contact mode: i might go online if i have the time.
that's all.
merry christmas and happy new year to everybody in advance!!
don't miss me too much yea ^^
Thursday, December 17, 2009
Sunday, December 6, 2009
This post is dedicated to Amanda Leong Lai Yee=)
well whenever one has to write a dedication post, he or she will post pictures of that person to revive old sweet memories.
but,
......
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....
...
..
.
no pictures. haha.
bcoz all pics are used to be taken by amanda. hahaha.
not the lazy me. hahahaha.
yes i'm embarassed. hahahahaha.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!=p
we missss youuu!!
sarang heyo!!!
why u not coming back yet! (dont ask me to go and see you bluehhh)
<3
but,
......
.....
....
...
..
.
no pictures. haha.
bcoz all pics are used to be taken by amanda. hahaha.
not the lazy me. hahahaha.
yes i'm embarassed. hahahahaha.
anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!!=p
we missss youuu!!
sarang heyo!!!
why u not coming back yet! (dont ask me to go and see you bluehhh)
<3
Thursday, December 3, 2009
approaching to infinity.
i've just completed my last assignment today, possibly my last assignment in help if i decided to quit next sem.
and today's my mum's birthday, happy birthday mummy!! had dinner at Santini and probably would go to Red Box tmrw....
and friday i'm supposed to go to KL, Sunway and Subang to apply for uni. sigh, troublesome.
so i have approximately two more weeks to chill, meet up with buddies and ROT before my finals on 15th and 16th, and sigh again, as opportunity cost of having finals is... sigh, you know the reason.
okay i'm tired now. i want to meet up with everyone i miss!!!=p
and today's my mum's birthday, happy birthday mummy!! had dinner at Santini and probably would go to Red Box tmrw....
and friday i'm supposed to go to KL, Sunway and Subang to apply for uni. sigh, troublesome.
so i have approximately two more weeks to chill, meet up with buddies and ROT before my finals on 15th and 16th, and sigh again, as opportunity cost of having finals is... sigh, you know the reason.
okay i'm tired now. i want to meet up with everyone i miss!!!=p
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Saturday, November 21, 2009
what a day.
today (20/11) was my father's birthday.
happy birthday dad!!
well i had to give credits my sister (you must be overjoyed to see this) for stressing herself up to plan awesome stuffs for our dad.
firstly we had this awesome lunch at the most awesome japanese restaurant and the awesome sashimi was simply...awesome. except that i didnt have the time to munch it slowly because while having my sashimi, i had a laptop on my lap for me to rush on my assignments><
we also had awesome dinner at a chinese restaurant. awesome food includes peking duck, shark fin soup (the real one), SNAIL meat, loh bak gou and prawn noodles=)
tomorrow would be awesome lunch again, the main dish being sis's signature pan mee (refer to previous posts for further information on how awesome her pan mee was).
also bought movie tickets for PREMIER hall at the Gardens to watch 2012. it could be awesome or dreadful.
speaking of assignment, i had a race against time today. and it was so 'chi gek'!!
3:30am : went to bed. only completed 40% of the assignment.
8:30am : woke up. i was supposed to wake up at 8 so damn shit, i still have a lot to do.
12:30pm : completed 70%. had to stop and bathe since i did not wash my hair yesterday.
1:00pm : left house to jap restaurant. intended to complete it in the car but unsuccessful as i felt like puking. (you know 'car sick')
1:30-2:30pm : enjoying sashimi while completing assignment. so not fun.
3:45pm : aunt drove and she took the wrong way so i reached home late. completed 90% but DUE TIME WAS 5PM OMG.
4:05pm: FINISHED! (of course the quality wasnt up to my standard, but oh well...)
4:15pm: finally managed to print the 20 pages long of assignment and i was cursing silently as the plagiarism website kept lagging.
4:20pm to 4:40pm: journey to college had never felt so long before. thought i couldn't make it on time because the jam was looming. but it's a group assignment, and we had 7 of us, and it was worth 30% of our finals, so i couldn't miss the deadline!!!
4:50pm: parked and rushed eight floors up and *poop*, in went the assignment into assignment submission box. phew! 10 minutes before due!
wow why m i writing so much crap. anyway conclusion is, i won the race but this just shows that my procrastination is getting serious day by day )=
and just now carmen called me and said Mr. Franklin(lecturer) posted an announcement that i got full marks for my Personal Development Assignment. honestly my feeling was unbelievable actually, more than overjoyed because the purpose of that assignment was to change our behaviours, which i obviously didn't. nevertheless, i think i got that high because knowing this lecturer for 11 months, i kinda figured out what he's expecting larh.
awww it's late. i just had my cough syrup which would make me very very drowsy. and so i shall sleep now, as i have colloquium to attend tmrw morning )=
life should be as interesting as today.
happy birthday dad!!
well i had to give credits my sister (you must be overjoyed to see this) for stressing herself up to plan awesome stuffs for our dad.
firstly we had this awesome lunch at the most awesome japanese restaurant and the awesome sashimi was simply...awesome. except that i didnt have the time to munch it slowly because while having my sashimi, i had a laptop on my lap for me to rush on my assignments><
we also had awesome dinner at a chinese restaurant. awesome food includes peking duck, shark fin soup (the real one), SNAIL meat, loh bak gou and prawn noodles=)
tomorrow would be awesome lunch again, the main dish being sis's signature pan mee (refer to previous posts for further information on how awesome her pan mee was).
also bought movie tickets for PREMIER hall at the Gardens to watch 2012. it could be awesome or dreadful.
speaking of assignment, i had a race against time today. and it was so 'chi gek'!!
3:30am : went to bed. only completed 40% of the assignment.
8:30am : woke up. i was supposed to wake up at 8 so damn shit, i still have a lot to do.
12:30pm : completed 70%. had to stop and bathe since i did not wash my hair yesterday.
1:00pm : left house to jap restaurant. intended to complete it in the car but unsuccessful as i felt like puking. (you know 'car sick')
1:30-2:30pm : enjoying sashimi while completing assignment. so not fun.
3:45pm : aunt drove and she took the wrong way so i reached home late. completed 90% but DUE TIME WAS 5PM OMG.
4:05pm: FINISHED! (of course the quality wasnt up to my standard, but oh well...)
4:15pm: finally managed to print the 20 pages long of assignment and i was cursing silently as the plagiarism website kept lagging.
4:20pm to 4:40pm: journey to college had never felt so long before. thought i couldn't make it on time because the jam was looming. but it's a group assignment, and we had 7 of us, and it was worth 30% of our finals, so i couldn't miss the deadline!!!
4:50pm: parked and rushed eight floors up and *poop*, in went the assignment into assignment submission box. phew! 10 minutes before due!
wow why m i writing so much crap. anyway conclusion is, i won the race but this just shows that my procrastination is getting serious day by day )=
and just now carmen called me and said Mr. Franklin(lecturer) posted an announcement that i got full marks for my Personal Development Assignment. honestly my feeling was unbelievable actually, more than overjoyed because the purpose of that assignment was to change our behaviours, which i obviously didn't. nevertheless, i think i got that high because knowing this lecturer for 11 months, i kinda figured out what he's expecting larh.
awww it's late. i just had my cough syrup which would make me very very drowsy. and so i shall sleep now, as i have colloquium to attend tmrw morning )=
life should be as interesting as today.
Thursday, November 19, 2009
学习
以前很拼命,因为班上的同学太厉害,所以觉得分数不能这么难看,但从中也激发了我去学习很多很多...
现在的我也很拼命,但拼错了,拼的目标是为了能在凌晨三点钟赶完功课,而不是五点半,最后也得到还不错的成绩,但是身体状况不尽理想,连咳嗽都咳上了整个月...
今天,
了解到就算成功,如果得到成功的过程不对,也是一种失败...
了解到自己必须突破自己的眶眶...
了解到不要自以为高高在上,很用功,很有能力,就可以看不起别人.他们之所以会得到真正的成功,是因为他们拥有我所没有的...
累了...孤僻...自命清高...陷入深渊...走不出来...
[注:此篇纯属废话,不要想太多...]
现在的我也很拼命,但拼错了,拼的目标是为了能在凌晨三点钟赶完功课,而不是五点半,最后也得到还不错的成绩,但是身体状况不尽理想,连咳嗽都咳上了整个月...
今天,
了解到就算成功,如果得到成功的过程不对,也是一种失败...
了解到自己必须突破自己的眶眶...
了解到不要自以为高高在上,很用功,很有能力,就可以看不起别人.他们之所以会得到真正的成功,是因为他们拥有我所没有的...
累了...孤僻...自命清高...陷入深渊...走不出来...
[注:此篇纯属废话,不要想太多...]
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
black Monday.
*NOTE: author's negative energy on the rise. so you shouldnt be reading this, seriously.
Dear diary,
Yesterday(it's past 12am) was quite a bad day.
Firstly I was feeling the urgency to complete my group project but my brain wasnt spinning efficiently.
Secondly I was dejected when I got 18.5/25 for my commemorative speech. (keeps reminding myself: Shien Yin, complaining doesnt really solve the problem) but it rather amused me that for the 'main ideas easily followed' criteria, I scored an average because my speech was usually very structured and comprehensive. and shockingly for the 'physical actions effectively used' criteria I scored an EXCELLENT when i practically stood there doing nothing throughout the speech. hmm...... speech finals this wednesday and I really dunno what to improve on to win the lecturer's heart. it's true that sometimes life's unfair, and so I'll just accept it and do my best, because *self hypnotizing* marks doesnt really count rite? worst case scenario is just you couldnt get to the UK uni's that you wanted so badly because u fail to get an A for public speaking. SO WHAT?!
But oh dear diary, the day didn't end like that!! it's about the physically disabled girl, again. I know many of my friends have been through this a lot more than me, but taking care of the disabled girl for a mere few hours was getting into my nerves already.
Moral textbooks have been teaching us to be kind and helpful to the disabled, but they never taught us how to handle disabled people who are DOUBLE-FACED. Isn't it nerve-wrecking when every 10 seconds, she'll get into fits of pain and she'll start sliding off from the wheel chair and for 4 hours continuously, this guy in my group had to pull her back up and my friend and i had to shift her legs back to her normal position. and she'd just scream in the library asking for help without telling us how to help her. and seriously, if her condition was THAT serious, I wouldn't complain a single effing thing and just help her unconditionally.
BUT SHE'S NOT LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. she could be so serious in front of us, but when meeting some other people and during class, she was actually quite normal. girl, what are you trying to do man??
many other things happened during that four hours, which were so sickening that I dont even bother to elaborate here, until I sorta insulted her PUBLICLY. my friend and I were going to have class soon, so we actually took half an hour to sought for the next 'victim' that could help her out. and fortunately a female student approached her and offered to help. so we told her to keep an eye on her and pull her back up whenever she slides off the wheelchair. and in the end...
Me: (talking to the female student) Good luck. (in taking care of her)--i didnt say this out
Disabled girl: (offended) Are you saying good luck to her? Because of me?!
Me: Was I even talking about you? Don't think too much okay.
Disabled girl: (silence)
and then I walked off. and I'm NOT feeling sorry about that.
someone who happens to have such experiences/encounters, please do enlighten me on this issue.
of course if u've managed to read till this far haha.
i'm sorry dear diary for relasing my negative energy once again.
love (with much anger but am calming down now),
melodyorange
Dear diary,
Yesterday(it's past 12am) was quite a bad day.
Firstly I was feeling the urgency to complete my group project but my brain wasnt spinning efficiently.
Secondly I was dejected when I got 18.5/25 for my commemorative speech. (keeps reminding myself: Shien Yin, complaining doesnt really solve the problem) but it rather amused me that for the 'main ideas easily followed' criteria, I scored an average because my speech was usually very structured and comprehensive. and shockingly for the 'physical actions effectively used' criteria I scored an EXCELLENT when i practically stood there doing nothing throughout the speech. hmm...... speech finals this wednesday and I really dunno what to improve on to win the lecturer's heart. it's true that sometimes life's unfair, and so I'll just accept it and do my best, because *self hypnotizing* marks doesnt really count rite? worst case scenario is just you couldnt get to the UK uni's that you wanted so badly because u fail to get an A for public speaking. SO WHAT?!
But oh dear diary, the day didn't end like that!! it's about the physically disabled girl, again. I know many of my friends have been through this a lot more than me, but taking care of the disabled girl for a mere few hours was getting into my nerves already.
Moral textbooks have been teaching us to be kind and helpful to the disabled, but they never taught us how to handle disabled people who are DOUBLE-FACED. Isn't it nerve-wrecking when every 10 seconds, she'll get into fits of pain and she'll start sliding off from the wheel chair and for 4 hours continuously, this guy in my group had to pull her back up and my friend and i had to shift her legs back to her normal position. and she'd just scream in the library asking for help without telling us how to help her. and seriously, if her condition was THAT serious, I wouldn't complain a single effing thing and just help her unconditionally.
BUT SHE'S NOT LIKE THAT IN FRONT OF EVERYONE. she could be so serious in front of us, but when meeting some other people and during class, she was actually quite normal. girl, what are you trying to do man??
many other things happened during that four hours, which were so sickening that I dont even bother to elaborate here, until I sorta insulted her PUBLICLY. my friend and I were going to have class soon, so we actually took half an hour to sought for the next 'victim' that could help her out. and fortunately a female student approached her and offered to help. so we told her to keep an eye on her and pull her back up whenever she slides off the wheelchair. and in the end...
Me: (talking to the female student) Good luck. (in taking care of her)--i didnt say this out
Disabled girl: (offended) Are you saying good luck to her? Because of me?!
Me: Was I even talking about you? Don't think too much okay.
Disabled girl: (silence)
and then I walked off. and I'm NOT feeling sorry about that.
someone who happens to have such experiences/encounters, please do enlighten me on this issue.
of course if u've managed to read till this far haha.
i'm sorry dear diary for relasing my negative energy once again.
love (with much anger but am calming down now),
melodyorange
Sunday, November 8, 2009
Blue Tomorrow
Today will be blue till tomorrow.
i wonder why m i blogging now when i'm still at the second sentence of my essay, due tmrw:D
and if i stay up late tonight, how m i supposed to tahan tmrw's class from 8 till 6?
ohh, so blue.
(but my fav colour is still green lah)
and stupid phlegm still stuck at the bottom of my throat. it refuses to come up to my mouth for me to spit it out>< well in other words it's sore throat lah.
and a song to make things blue-er.
great singing Kyuhyun^^
i wonder why m i blogging now when i'm still at the second sentence of my essay, due tmrw:D
and if i stay up late tonight, how m i supposed to tahan tmrw's class from 8 till 6?
ohh, so blue.
(but my fav colour is still green lah)
and stupid phlegm still stuck at the bottom of my throat. it refuses to come up to my mouth for me to spit it out>< well in other words it's sore throat lah.
and a song to make things blue-er.
great singing Kyuhyun^^
Saturday, November 7, 2009
T.T
already half dead after i'm done with PDA, one of the most dreadful assignments I've ever had.
public speaking workshop review and econs essay due this monday. haven started T.T
and what makes me more T.T is...(refer to msn conversation below)
J.hui says:
hmm managed to not leave any blank spaces
guess thats an achievement
hey..really cant make it for pangkor?
{Melody} says:
u just reminded me to check my final exam timetable
J.hui says:
go go go go
{Melody} says:
*&^(&$)@&$_@(*$&@)($&@)*(
exam on 15th and 16th!!!!
ta ma de!!!
J.hui says:
chillchillchilll
{Melody} says:
one week of exams why must kena that two days????
J.hui says:
T.T
haih
nvm la
{Melody} says:
i'll ask ah boon to change the date hahahahah
J.hui says:
there'll be plenty next time
waaaaa
hahahaaaa
you can try~
{Melody} says:
gahhhhhhh i'm gonna cry T>T
J.hui says:
chill la
gives you more reason to do well in exam
baru worth it ma
{Melody} says:
haih.........
don think i'll hv change to go for the next trip
*chance
since i'll be at uk nxt yr...dunno coming back or not
J.hui says:
hmmm
next time we skype u
ahaha
{Melody} says:
bluehhhh
i'll think of a way to go man
J.hui says:
earn pounds over there la
then no worries
ahaha
{Melody} says:
hahaa
u might as well sponsor me la XD
J.hui says:
no prob..............in ur mimpi =)
*****
YES. SAYA TAK BOLEH PERGI. WTF.
I'LL SCREW MY PSYCH DEPT UNTIL THEY LET ME CHANGE MY EXAM DATE.
OR I'LL STOP S5 PP FROM COMING BACK SO THAT THEY'LL EXTEND THE PANGKOR TRIP FOR A FEW MORE DAYS...
I'LL DO WTVR I CAN MAN.
hahahhaa maybe i over-reacted a lil.
but considering my situation atm, i think it's quite normal to be so depressed about it.
so...bye. i'll bang the wall now.
someone pls tell me i'm dreaming now.
public speaking workshop review and econs essay due this monday. haven started T.T
and what makes me more T.T is...(refer to msn conversation below)
J.hui says:
hmm managed to not leave any blank spaces
guess thats an achievement
hey..really cant make it for pangkor?
{Melody} says:
u just reminded me to check my final exam timetable
J.hui says:
go go go go
{Melody} says:
*&^(&$)@&$_@(*$&@)($&@)*(
exam on 15th and 16th!!!!
ta ma de!!!
J.hui says:
chillchillchilll
{Melody} says:
one week of exams why must kena that two days????
J.hui says:
T.T
haih
nvm la
{Melody} says:
i'll ask ah boon to change the date hahahahah
J.hui says:
there'll be plenty next time
waaaaa
hahahaaaa
you can try~
{Melody} says:
gahhhhhhh i'm gonna cry T>T
J.hui says:
chill la
gives you more reason to do well in exam
baru worth it ma
{Melody} says:
haih.........
don think i'll hv change to go for the next trip
*chance
since i'll be at uk nxt yr...dunno coming back or not
J.hui says:
hmmm
next time we skype u
ahaha
{Melody} says:
bluehhhh
i'll think of a way to go man
J.hui says:
earn pounds over there la
then no worries
ahaha
{Melody} says:
hahaa
u might as well sponsor me la XD
J.hui says:
no prob..............in ur mimpi =)
*****
YES. SAYA TAK BOLEH PERGI. WTF.
I'LL SCREW MY PSYCH DEPT UNTIL THEY LET ME CHANGE MY EXAM DATE.
OR I'LL STOP S5 PP FROM COMING BACK SO THAT THEY'LL EXTEND THE PANGKOR TRIP FOR A FEW MORE DAYS...
I'LL DO WTVR I CAN MAN.
hahahhaa maybe i over-reacted a lil.
but considering my situation atm, i think it's quite normal to be so depressed about it.
so...bye. i'll bang the wall now.
someone pls tell me i'm dreaming now.
Tuesday, November 3, 2009
gone.
went with xiao chin and shi ning to Neway karaoke at 1u yesterday. thought i'll be back by 4 coz i've not started preparing my speech due today. in the end, we just had so much fun and we sang till 5:30>< 3 pp sang 3.5 hours of k was damn syok but my voice kinda cracked a lil. and shi ning said my driving 很恐怖==" (mana ada?!!) anyway we had fun fun fun fun and fun and we should really hang out again in the near future! ying hui, you must come okay!! btw, neway sucks coz it's freaking expensive><
speaking of commemorative speech, it's just... *dot dot dot*
due dates of assignments for the month of november ONLY (to remind myself to stop slacking):
2nd nov- commemorative speech (done)
6th nov- personal development assignment (progress: 10%)
9th nov- microecons essay (progress: ZERO)
11th nov- developmental psych journal (progress: ZERO AGAIN)
18th nov-persuasive speech (progress: ZERO X3)
20th nov- group project (progress: 10%)
30th nov- econs finals (can die)
the motto remains: psych students are psycho^^
oh on a lighter note, my sister emerged CHAMPION for her school's cooking competition!!!!
hoooray!!! *claps*
and who should she thank? ME. bcoz i gave her the idea of cooking pan mee. so unique than the ordinary spagetthi and fried rice hor.
she won herself a Swiss-made knive set worth 100 over bucks *gasp* , hampers and a plastic folder.
well done sue!^^
空洞.
情绪都跑到哪去了?
I guess the only mood that exists in my dictionary atm is moody. haha.
要找回那一份感动和纯真.
别跟那些人一般见识.
试着让自己更成熟,纪律,开朗些.
生活要有目标,才能往前走.
要活出自信,活出自己,活出精彩人生.
加油.
废话连篇! =)
speaking of commemorative speech, it's just... *dot dot dot*
due dates of assignments for the month of november ONLY (to remind myself to stop slacking):
2nd nov- commemorative speech (done)
6th nov- personal development assignment (progress: 10%)
9th nov- microecons essay (progress: ZERO)
11th nov- developmental psych journal (progress: ZERO AGAIN)
18th nov-persuasive speech (progress: ZERO X3)
20th nov- group project (progress: 10%)
30th nov- econs finals (can die)
the motto remains: psych students are psycho^^
oh on a lighter note, my sister emerged CHAMPION for her school's cooking competition!!!!
hoooray!!! *claps*
and who should she thank? ME. bcoz i gave her the idea of cooking pan mee. so unique than the ordinary spagetthi and fried rice hor.
she won herself a Swiss-made knive set worth 100 over bucks *gasp* , hampers and a plastic folder.
well done sue!^^
空洞.
情绪都跑到哪去了?
I guess the only mood that exists in my dictionary atm is moody. haha.
要找回那一份感动和纯真.
别跟那些人一般见识.
试着让自己更成熟,纪律,开朗些.
生活要有目标,才能往前走.
要活出自信,活出自己,活出精彩人生.
加油.
废话连篇! =)
Friday, October 30, 2009
Sand Painting
NOT composed by jay, it's composed by the new girl cindy...
sounded weird the first time i heard it, but kinda like it now =)
i need a formal apology dude.
pissed.
Monday, October 26, 2009
old times.
after getting used to swim at True Fitness, swimming at Bukit Jalil is quite horrible as the water there is freaking dirty... countless amount of black particles suspending in the water...
anyway attended a fund-raising dinner by Lion Club at SRJK(C) Yuk Chai. yeah, my primary school^^ and what a transformation!! besides that sky scraper which is the product of my dad's huge donation to the school when i was studying there (but didnt get to use it), they built this Zen-styled garden with two fish ponds with several Japanese Koi fish in it><... apparently one of the parents sponsored this garden that cost NINETY-THOUSAND RINGGIT... and even volunteered to maintain it from time to time...><
had a short chat with the principal hahaha...he still remembers my dad...and we got lucky for lucky draw...kena FOUR prizes out of the 10 numbers we got muahahaha...
class tomorrow 8-10, 12-2, 2-4 and 4:30-6
gila....
that's why i have to go now.
bye bye.
anyway attended a fund-raising dinner by Lion Club at SRJK(C) Yuk Chai. yeah, my primary school^^ and what a transformation!! besides that sky scraper which is the product of my dad's huge donation to the school when i was studying there (but didnt get to use it), they built this Zen-styled garden with two fish ponds with several Japanese Koi fish in it><... apparently one of the parents sponsored this garden that cost NINETY-THOUSAND RINGGIT... and even volunteered to maintain it from time to time...><
had a short chat with the principal hahaha...he still remembers my dad...and we got lucky for lucky draw...kena FOUR prizes out of the 10 numbers we got muahahaha...
class tomorrow 8-10, 12-2, 2-4 and 4:30-6
gila....
that's why i have to go now.
bye bye.
Friday, October 23, 2009
i want kickboxing=="
Inglorious Bastards...
awesome movie!=)
and i should be happy that i got 60/70 for social psychology midterm.
but TWENTY-NINE people got higher marks than me. damn it!!!><
although there are a total of 170 students.
which makes me the top...*takes out handphone calculator*... 17.65% in class...only.
and i might not be able to get an A- if i flunk my quizzes...
(okay i dunno why i'm so crazy about this)
and someone's coming to Malaysia this Sunday!!!
yes it's him!!^^
Lee Min Ho! <3
i wan go i wan go i wan go...
i guess i should start my assignment now. byez.
and i'm tired and restless )=
Sunday, October 18, 2009
kimheechul!<3
hey guys! yes i'm still here... currently at taman megah oldtown white coffee with my family, at 11:27pm, enjoying unealthy supper as usual...
i shall not make any excuses for my long absence. (or maybe some of you will understand why if u know what my title means=p)
homeworks done recently:
1. informative speech. i talked about phobia. lecturer's comment: best attention grabber we had in the class=p
because i used this hehe...
will get to know my marks this wednesday, hope it's a good one. 25% wei! no joke.
2. midterms. only had social psychology midterm this time. nearly couldnt finish o.O but the subject itself is fun, lecturer more fun, coz he likes to crack jokes, including the dirty ones=)
3. social psychology movie review. entitled 'Remember the Titans'. must watch!! of course the process of completing my movie review was delayed A LOT because of... (refer to title of post, again, if u know what it means)
homeworks yet to be done, and still slacking:
1. ALL Leadership and Life Skills assignments. from Personal Development Assignment (PDA) to Group Project. i blame the lecturer and the nature of the subject. and my procrastination. the name of the subject sounds fun but maybe not so when... (not going to say too much here to protect myself hehe...) but at least i'll be interviewing with my group members this coming tuesday, and i'm kinda nervous about it. haven tried interviewing a GM during office hours><
2. Principles of Microeconomics. although classes had just started last week, the boredom of that class is already overwhelming 5 minutes after i first stepped into that lecturer hall. my pre-u lecturer is so much more interesting than this one. i wonder how i'm gonna complete the 30% worth assignment due two weeks later.
anyway, congrats to myself if i've managed to bore you this far.
reason for posting so much crap? to prove that psychology is generally, VERY FUN=) even those not-so-interesting ones aren't really psychology-related subjects.
point of saying this? to warn parents that they should let their children to study what they like, not what the parents themselves like.
point of saying what i said just now? dunno leh. hehe.
point of saying dunno? aiya shut up!!
maybe i shouldnt be updating my blog since my nerves are not working very well recently.
till we meet again. and hwaiting!!=)
i shall not make any excuses for my long absence. (or maybe some of you will understand why if u know what my title means=p)
homeworks done recently:
1. informative speech. i talked about phobia. lecturer's comment: best attention grabber we had in the class=p
because i used this hehe...
will get to know my marks this wednesday, hope it's a good one. 25% wei! no joke.
2. midterms. only had social psychology midterm this time. nearly couldnt finish o.O but the subject itself is fun, lecturer more fun, coz he likes to crack jokes, including the dirty ones=)
3. social psychology movie review. entitled 'Remember the Titans'. must watch!! of course the process of completing my movie review was delayed A LOT because of... (refer to title of post, again, if u know what it means)
homeworks yet to be done, and still slacking:
1. ALL Leadership and Life Skills assignments. from Personal Development Assignment (PDA) to Group Project. i blame the lecturer and the nature of the subject. and my procrastination. the name of the subject sounds fun but maybe not so when... (not going to say too much here to protect myself hehe...) but at least i'll be interviewing with my group members this coming tuesday, and i'm kinda nervous about it. haven tried interviewing a GM during office hours><
2. Principles of Microeconomics. although classes had just started last week, the boredom of that class is already overwhelming 5 minutes after i first stepped into that lecturer hall. my pre-u lecturer is so much more interesting than this one. i wonder how i'm gonna complete the 30% worth assignment due two weeks later.
anyway, congrats to myself if i've managed to bore you this far.
reason for posting so much crap? to prove that psychology is generally, VERY FUN=) even those not-so-interesting ones aren't really psychology-related subjects.
point of saying this? to warn parents that they should let their children to study what they like, not what the parents themselves like.
point of saying what i said just now? dunno leh. hehe.
point of saying dunno? aiya shut up!!
maybe i shouldnt be updating my blog since my nerves are not working very well recently.
till we meet again. and hwaiting!!=)
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
running low.
Happy Belated Birthday to myself!! XD
you can shoot me for not uploading the pics of my presents.
anyway thankss to all who gave me presents, who've wished and who've forgotten (it's okay really).
nineteen's not much of a significant difference to me yet, maybe i should learn to be a wild girl *winks* to celebrate my last year as a teenager and the year before i go overseas.
oh talking about overseas.
y m i not in uk now??!
inner voice: it's time to be independent now dude. u should be changing already?! LESS food, sleep, youtube(particularly Suju's) and MORE exercise, diligence, flexibility, courage, confidence, determination, passion etc. etc.
if i have 5 bars of energy level,
i would rate myself a 1 now.
pathetic.
till we meet again. demotivated bum)=
you can shoot me for not uploading the pics of my presents.
anyway thankss to all who gave me presents, who've wished and who've forgotten (it's okay really).
nineteen's not much of a significant difference to me yet, maybe i should learn to be a wild girl *winks* to celebrate my last year as a teenager and the year before i go overseas.
oh talking about overseas.
y m i not in uk now??!
inner voice: it's time to be independent now dude. u should be changing already?! LESS food, sleep, youtube(particularly Suju's) and MORE exercise, diligence, flexibility, courage, confidence, determination, passion etc. etc.
if i have 5 bars of energy level,
i would rate myself a 1 now.
pathetic.
till we meet again. demotivated bum)=
Friday, September 25, 2009
buddies.
gathering with s5 buddies (yes, again) at secret recipe+snow flakes. initially it was juz jiehui who wanted to go yumcha with me but it coincidentally met up with yee ern's farewell, so turned out to be a whole big bunch of pp attending=)
anyway the main attraction at secret recipe was none other than the AWESOME experience that zhenxiang had=p he was drinking some chocolate drink halfway and he tot he was chewing on chocolate chips(rite?) and then he found out that it was actually a COCKROACH!!! ewwwwww i'm so not going to secret recipe again in the near future...
then some of us who wanted to hv some peace decided to leave midvalley and proceed to snowflakes=p the tong shui was awesome and yeahhh u guys are awesome tooooo=) (gosh i'm infecting carmen's 'awesome' disease)
oh n i would like to take the opportunity thank the yengest female friend i've ever met aka Jie Hui=)thanks for the friendship and everything and you're always our tough and demure kak^^ but juz dont get yourself too stressed up yea XD
also had lunch at kim gary today for the first time with shuwen. niceee!
oh and today's lls class was funny (just a bit). we were playing this icebreaking game called Chinese Whisper. you're supposed to put the same msg across to 10 individuals, one-by-one so the last person should be able to convey the same msg as the first person.
so the original sentence was: Mr. Franklin(our lecturer) was an example of a great leader. he looks great in a green top and purple bottom.
and surprisingly, it turned out to be: Seremban's char siew pau is awesome!
LMAO.
"what a classic example of miscommunication," Mr. Franklin.
ok that's all for now.
so tired zzz.
oh n i'm still fat. sigh.
reminder: check out UK uni's. register for IELTS. stay positive and happy and healthy always=)
anyway the main attraction at secret recipe was none other than the AWESOME experience that zhenxiang had=p he was drinking some chocolate drink halfway and he tot he was chewing on chocolate chips(rite?) and then he found out that it was actually a COCKROACH!!! ewwwwww i'm so not going to secret recipe again in the near future...
then some of us who wanted to hv some peace decided to leave midvalley and proceed to snowflakes=p the tong shui was awesome and yeahhh u guys are awesome tooooo=) (gosh i'm infecting carmen's 'awesome' disease)
oh n i would like to take the opportunity thank the yengest female friend i've ever met aka Jie Hui=)thanks for the friendship and everything and you're always our tough and demure kak^^ but juz dont get yourself too stressed up yea XD
also had lunch at kim gary today for the first time with shuwen. niceee!
oh and today's lls class was funny (just a bit). we were playing this icebreaking game called Chinese Whisper. you're supposed to put the same msg across to 10 individuals, one-by-one so the last person should be able to convey the same msg as the first person.
so the original sentence was: Mr. Franklin(our lecturer) was an example of a great leader. he looks great in a green top and purple bottom.
and surprisingly, it turned out to be: Seremban's char siew pau is awesome!
LMAO.
"what a classic example of miscommunication," Mr. Franklin.
ok that's all for now.
so tired zzz.
oh n i'm still fat. sigh.
reminder: check out UK uni's. register for IELTS. stay positive and happy and healthy always=)
Sunday, September 20, 2009
switch.
change of template.
i think it's simpler than the previous.
but it's green, my fav colour,
so i dont freaking care.
except that i don really like the 'overgreen' on the both sides.
am thinking of privatizing my blog (haha not imitating chee yuen's k)
no, not that reason.
there isnt any enemies reading my blog. ohh i dont really have an enemy anyway, isnt that great?=)
and there's ntg really secretive that i do not wish to reveal to strangers.
it's just that i wanted to have a more in-depth content in my blog, not those surface kind of recording routine events like a diary.
yes i'm just uncomfortable to express my oh-so-boring insights to too many pp.
i need some personal space.
ohhh n i'm still in a dilemma on which UK uni i should go to. crap. i dont even know how to find out which is better, except visiting the country itself=)
it has been long. very long...still having hopes.
-2:30am-
i think it's simpler than the previous.
but it's green, my fav colour,
so i dont freaking care.
except that i don really like the 'overgreen' on the both sides.
am thinking of privatizing my blog (haha not imitating chee yuen's k)
no, not that reason.
there isnt any enemies reading my blog. ohh i dont really have an enemy anyway, isnt that great?=)
and there's ntg really secretive that i do not wish to reveal to strangers.
it's just that i wanted to have a more in-depth content in my blog, not those surface kind of recording routine events like a diary.
yes i'm just uncomfortable to express my oh-so-boring insights to too many pp.
i need some personal space.
ohhh n i'm still in a dilemma on which UK uni i should go to. crap. i dont even know how to find out which is better, except visiting the country itself=)
it has been long. very long...still having hopes.
-2:30am-
Friday, September 18, 2009
Where Got Ghost? =)
first time laughing so hard when the ghost appears lol.
might not be one of Jack Neo's best films,
but still good to watch.
coz it's horror+comedy =p
ohhh i really hate you wisma help parking.
exceeded 15 mins after paying and u charged another 3 bucks??
)=
shit. i'm getting more energetic during midnight. dont like that.
and Federer lost. dont like that too.
and Suju rocks=p this i like=)
-12:58am-
Sunday, September 13, 2009
nth stomach ache incident.
some pp might know that i used to have this yearly stomach ache incident, mostly due to food poisoning.
well the cycle sorta stopped for the past two years but now it's back again)=
no vomitting this time but it's still quite torturing.
the pain is periodic...it comes every 10-15 mins.. (sounds like a pregnant woman on delivery=p)
which lasted for more than a day...hence couldnt really sleep well last night..
anyway went to the doc..diagnosed with intestine infection(ntg big, just some kind of food poisoning)...currently on antibiotics..
hope i'll get well soon lah. assignments and tests are coming already.
and no, i didnt eat too much. i'm not such a big eater lah=p
oh btw, another funny story about my maid.
mom asked her to boil two eggs today.
found out that she boiled those eggs in a SAUCEPAN.
and the water only covering half of the eggs.
and she turned on MAXIMUM FIRE.
which of course, the water evaporated quite instantaneously.
and she claimed that she has always been doing that back in Indonesia.
hmm...
time to study and get a good rest. byeeee=)
-10:58pm-
well the cycle sorta stopped for the past two years but now it's back again)=
no vomitting this time but it's still quite torturing.
the pain is periodic...it comes every 10-15 mins.. (sounds like a pregnant woman on delivery=p)
which lasted for more than a day...hence couldnt really sleep well last night..
anyway went to the doc..diagnosed with intestine infection(ntg big, just some kind of food poisoning)...currently on antibiotics..
hope i'll get well soon lah. assignments and tests are coming already.
and no, i didnt eat too much. i'm not such a big eater lah=p
oh btw, another funny story about my maid.
mom asked her to boil two eggs today.
found out that she boiled those eggs in a SAUCEPAN.
and the water only covering half of the eggs.
and she turned on MAXIMUM FIRE.
which of course, the water evaporated quite instantaneously.
and she claimed that she has always been doing that back in Indonesia.
hmm...
time to study and get a good rest. byeeee=)
-10:58pm-
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
hello.
blurring through 2nd week of classes,
already had few sleep-deprived nights + nightmares.
hmmm, not good not good.
kinda screwed up for intro speech today.
mainly because i paused for like 5 seconds, but luckily i managed to go on.
and btw, important lesson learnt today.
DONT PARK AT WISMA HELP AT ALL COST!!!!!
although it's quite impossible now...
damn big crowd at help, blame the new intake dudes hmph (except Janez and Siau Voon lah=p)
anyway back to topic,
HOW is it possible that, i've only parked there for 3 hours plus
and they charged me a freaking 12 BUCKS )=
plus i went back home during the long break
so when i went back to park at main block, i needed to chip in another 3 bucks...
which means,
i spent a total of 15 bucks just for parking fee=="
oh, i just love HELP.
luckily lunch was free=)
oh btw, if u've not already knew,
i got distinction for my erhu exam=p
k la i know only grade 3, but still,
the examiner was strict ok (teacher said so)
so i should be happy rite???
*clap clap clap*
ehhh clap lah sikit...=p
that's all for now bye. so tired.
p.s. current music addiction: Suju's Sorry Sorry (Amanda: heheheheheh) and 徐佳莹's 身骑白马=) oso watching videos about Joe Cheng.
-11:58pm-
already had few sleep-deprived nights + nightmares.
hmmm, not good not good.
kinda screwed up for intro speech today.
mainly because i paused for like 5 seconds, but luckily i managed to go on.
and btw, important lesson learnt today.
DONT PARK AT WISMA HELP AT ALL COST!!!!!
although it's quite impossible now...
damn big crowd at help, blame the new intake dudes hmph (except Janez and Siau Voon lah=p)
anyway back to topic,
HOW is it possible that, i've only parked there for 3 hours plus
and they charged me a freaking 12 BUCKS )=
plus i went back home during the long break
so when i went back to park at main block, i needed to chip in another 3 bucks...
which means,
i spent a total of 15 bucks just for parking fee=="
oh, i just love HELP.
luckily lunch was free=)
oh btw, if u've not already knew,
i got distinction for my erhu exam=p
k la i know only grade 3, but still,
the examiner was strict ok (teacher said so)
so i should be happy rite???
*clap clap clap*
ehhh clap lah sikit...=p
that's all for now bye. so tired.
p.s. current music addiction: Suju's Sorry Sorry (Amanda: heheheheheh) and 徐佳莹's 身骑白马=) oso watching videos about Joe Cheng.
-11:58pm-
Tuesday, September 1, 2009
events.
thousand apologies to my dear bloggie for abandoning you )=
important events that happened since my last post:
1. 16th aug: gathering with the girls. also to bid farewell to Amanda and Jamie who are going (actually already went) to the US. nicee to see that 10 pp turned up and half of us managed to stay for more than 12 hours=p. activities included baking a highly unsuccessful choc cake(partly my fault T.T), camwhoring, gaming and makan-ing.
2. 20th aug: my grade 3 erhu exam. only lasted for five minutes. but still, quite a hell. wasnt really nervous but my palms kept sweating like mad. and when my palm gets sweaty, i cant 滑音 properly, hence all the 走音. even the examiner from China told me i could play better if i was more stable T.T
3. 22nd-23rd aug: 30 hours famine=) yes, it was a miracle that yours truly who doesnt normally starve more for than 6 hours, was able to fast for 32 hours!! *claps* but super HEADACHE LAH. esp during the last six hours in bkt jalil, i tot i could faint! kinda fun but me thinks it's too commercialized, so might not join again next year.
4. 30th aug: went on a spontaneous trip with family to Teluk Intan. all i got was a very bloated stomach. imagine having scrumptious steamboat buffet, bak kut teh, hokkien mee, wat tan ho, ice kacang and satay within 3 hours^^ cant blame us! as above mentioned food are ALL part of the FAMILY business. yes, i'm so proud to have such relatives who are so into the food business, and it's very famous in the town i tell ya! besides, also had chee cheong fun for supper. i wonder how many calories i need to burn now><
5. 2nd sept: last sem of year 1 officially starts TOMORROW. gotta say hi to >10 assignments again. am taking intro to psychology 2, leadership and life skills, public speaking and either maths or microecons this sem. this time, i'm only allowing myself to obtain B+ and above. no less than that!! oh btw, i'm driving to college now! happy? (friends: wah FINALLY=p)
rest of the time are spent on completing my internship, watching drama (just finished Boys Over Flower=p), TONNES of sleeping and BIGGER TONNES of eating. help!! who wants to go for gym and swimming with me??
till we meet again. and i'm still frustrated)=
-9:51pm-
important events that happened since my last post:
1. 16th aug: gathering with the girls. also to bid farewell to Amanda and Jamie who are going (actually already went) to the US. nicee to see that 10 pp turned up and half of us managed to stay for more than 12 hours=p. activities included baking a highly unsuccessful choc cake(partly my fault T.T), camwhoring, gaming and makan-ing.
2. 20th aug: my grade 3 erhu exam. only lasted for five minutes. but still, quite a hell. wasnt really nervous but my palms kept sweating like mad. and when my palm gets sweaty, i cant 滑音 properly, hence all the 走音. even the examiner from China told me i could play better if i was more stable T.T
3. 22nd-23rd aug: 30 hours famine=) yes, it was a miracle that yours truly who doesnt normally starve more for than 6 hours, was able to fast for 32 hours!! *claps* but super HEADACHE LAH. esp during the last six hours in bkt jalil, i tot i could faint! kinda fun but me thinks it's too commercialized, so might not join again next year.
4. 30th aug: went on a spontaneous trip with family to Teluk Intan. all i got was a very bloated stomach. imagine having scrumptious steamboat buffet, bak kut teh, hokkien mee, wat tan ho, ice kacang and satay within 3 hours^^ cant blame us! as above mentioned food are ALL part of the FAMILY business. yes, i'm so proud to have such relatives who are so into the food business, and it's very famous in the town i tell ya! besides, also had chee cheong fun for supper. i wonder how many calories i need to burn now><
5. 2nd sept: last sem of year 1 officially starts TOMORROW. gotta say hi to >10 assignments again. am taking intro to psychology 2, leadership and life skills, public speaking and either maths or microecons this sem. this time, i'm only allowing myself to obtain B+ and above. no less than that!! oh btw, i'm driving to college now! happy? (friends: wah FINALLY=p)
rest of the time are spent on completing my internship, watching drama (just finished Boys Over Flower=p), TONNES of sleeping and BIGGER TONNES of eating. help!! who wants to go for gym and swimming with me??
till we meet again. and i'm still frustrated)=
-9:51pm-
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
yo.
long time didnt update.
not like i have anything interesting to say here.
most of my time during hols is spent on:
1. interning. don feel like elaborating it now.
2. watching drama. most of the nights are spent watching a total of 50 episodes of It Started With A Kiss and They Kiss Again=) i know i'm so OUT. but it's really a nice show and i totally heart zhi shu ^^
3. practising my er hu. exam's next week ><. chance of getting a pass is not very high. because it's so UNFAIR! most probably they'll only listen to first half of my songs due to time constrain and pathetically, i always suck in the beginning==...
4. hanging out with friends. well, not always. hope to have more in the coming 2 weeks... let's hope that my mum's being kind on this matter.
5. more sleeping. more eating(during the weekend). and more playing(always). i mean, who doesnt?
new sem gonna start soon.
tak mau!
i better get back to work now...
-3:40 pm-
not like i have anything interesting to say here.
most of my time during hols is spent on:
1. interning. don feel like elaborating it now.
2. watching drama. most of the nights are spent watching a total of 50 episodes of It Started With A Kiss and They Kiss Again=) i know i'm so OUT. but it's really a nice show and i totally heart zhi shu ^^
3. practising my er hu. exam's next week ><. chance of getting a pass is not very high. because it's so UNFAIR! most probably they'll only listen to first half of my songs due to time constrain and pathetically, i always suck in the beginning==...
4. hanging out with friends. well, not always. hope to have more in the coming 2 weeks... let's hope that my mum's being kind on this matter.
5. more sleeping. more eating(during the weekend). and more playing(always). i mean, who doesnt?
new sem gonna start soon.
tak mau!
i better get back to work now...
-3:40 pm-
Monday, August 3, 2009
too many.
i have a lot of things to say.
but i'm having word block here.
or maybe i refuse to say it out.
or i didnt want to say it out here.
life is weird, seriously.
but i'm pretty fine now, i guess.
i hope others are fine, too.
still getting used to the working life.
i miss studying, weird kan?
tired.
-12:43 am-
but i'm having word block here.
or maybe i refuse to say it out.
or i didnt want to say it out here.
life is weird, seriously.
but i'm pretty fine now, i guess.
i hope others are fine, too.
still getting used to the working life.
i miss studying, weird kan?
tired.
-12:43 am-
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
another driving experience.
talked to my cousin last night that tomorrow i will drive my myvi to college with him beside me.
mana tau he changed his mind this morning and wanted me to drive his HONDA CIVIC.
can dieee! (oh luckily i didnt=p)
turned out better than i expected but he kept asking me to press oil so that i wont leave such a big gap with the car in front...
ehhh if i drive fast fast cannot control de ok!
but anyhow it's a good experience indeed.
anyway i sneaked out from my workplace a while.
so i gtg now.
tata!
-12:19pm-
mana tau he changed his mind this morning and wanted me to drive his HONDA CIVIC.
can dieee! (oh luckily i didnt=p)
turned out better than i expected but he kept asking me to press oil so that i wont leave such a big gap with the car in front...
ehhh if i drive fast fast cannot control de ok!
but anyhow it's a good experience indeed.
anyway i sneaked out from my workplace a while.
so i gtg now.
tata!
-12:19pm-
Friday, July 24, 2009
colors of the wind
Colours of the Wind duet-- starring Jing Lynn as the flower and her friend Violet as teddy bear.
cuteeeeeeeeee=p
cuteeeeeeeeee=p
Steamboat. and more.
intern is fine, so far.
breathtaking view of KL from Hulu Langat Lookout Point. better if it's more windy and less mosquitoes.
it's a photo-cum-postcard! or so it appears to me=p... touching message from Sean...and due to technical reasons the photo went missing while blogging and i lazy to upload again...so yea=p
supposed to finish modifying the tedious-but-fun numerical aptitude test by today.
but since i was out the whole yesterday, i've decided to stay at home and WORK. if that's possible with the presence of fb, blog, plurk etc. =)
anyway, gonna upload some pics...
first is...
breathtaking view of KL from Hulu Langat Lookout Point. better if it's more windy and less mosquitoes.
at lookout point with family, aunt, cousin and several BUBS members.
next up...
awesome Ryan Chin!!=p feeling satisfied after playing ah yee's grand piano^^... he'll be back to Melbourne next Friday...noooo!
and thirdly,
sunway ECHO 2008 reunion!!=p
9 of us had dinner at Bee Ho Steamboat, SS15.
and McD after that :D
loads of crappy chattings,
but too bad pp like Terence who's suppose to crack lame jokes and belanja us Starbucks couldnt come. Shoot you for that! ><
pics will be uploaded on fb by proud-DSLR-owners =p (you know who you are)
sweet that two of them got us presents!
mini jar with my favourite Fruit Plus sweets in it. from Su-Lyn. my name's inscribed on that jar so mum and sis i'm so sorry but you cant have it muahahahaha
and letter from US! whoa Sean belum pergi sana tapi sudah hantar kita surat==
it's a photo-cum-postcard! or so it appears to me=p... touching message from Sean...and due to technical reasons the photo went missing while blogging and i lazy to upload again...so yea=p
oh btw, congrats to Roger Federer for becoming parents of two girls! it's a twin!=p... i bet they'll be proud of their father a lot^^
and yea, that's all for now.
gotta drill myself with the workssss.
ECHO rocks!
-1:23 pm-
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
fog.
gonna see Dr. Mustafa for intern interview in college tomorrow, or today, since it's past 12.
research assistant in psychological testing.
sounds fun.
let's hope there's no more QUITTING here.
gahh this word is bugging me.
or better said, everyone's bugging me on this.
halo, doesnt mean i don work for one or two days that i become rotten okay.
and i'm not a person who gives up easily, to be honest.
and btw, i cut my hair.
3 inches down the floor!!
ohh and did i mention how cute Ryan is?
not Ryan Seacrest, or Giggs....but Ryan Chin, my 2 1/2-year-old nephew.
the way he calls me 'ah yee', hugs and kisses me totally boosts my happiness level to the max!
funny conversations include:
cousin (ryan's mum) : where does dad dad come from?
ryan: Singapore. (which is true)
cousin: where does po po come from?
ryan: Brunei. (HAHAHAHA since when)
we: it's not brunei!
ryan: Bhuttan....
ryan: Laos??
goshh he must be learning too many countries haha.
and besides, he's also very caring and responsible.
like for example i left the crowd for a while to shop in f.o.s.,
and he couldnt find me
so he went to the security guard and asked 'where's ah yee?'
awwwww. =)
you're da best Ryan!!
and btw, Plurk sometimes can be quite distracting.
in MANY ways.
dont ask why plurkers=)
it's very true when Jit said there's so many more important things in life to care about...
so i shall focus on the present and find more beneficial things to do to kill time...
even if that implies avoiding from problems.
but yeah, whatever.
i just want to be calm and happy.
when you're at peace with yourself, all other things will fall into place.
-1:03am-
research assistant in psychological testing.
sounds fun.
let's hope there's no more QUITTING here.
gahh this word is bugging me.
or better said, everyone's bugging me on this.
halo, doesnt mean i don work for one or two days that i become rotten okay.
and i'm not a person who gives up easily, to be honest.
and btw, i cut my hair.
3 inches down the floor!!
ohh and did i mention how cute Ryan is?
not Ryan Seacrest, or Giggs....but Ryan Chin, my 2 1/2-year-old nephew.
the way he calls me 'ah yee', hugs and kisses me totally boosts my happiness level to the max!
funny conversations include:
cousin (ryan's mum) : where does dad dad come from?
ryan: Singapore. (which is true)
cousin: where does po po come from?
ryan: Brunei. (HAHAHAHA since when)
we: it's not brunei!
ryan: Bhuttan....
ryan: Laos??
goshh he must be learning too many countries haha.
and besides, he's also very caring and responsible.
like for example i left the crowd for a while to shop in f.o.s.,
and he couldnt find me
so he went to the security guard and asked 'where's ah yee?'
awwwww. =)
you're da best Ryan!!
and btw, Plurk sometimes can be quite distracting.
in MANY ways.
dont ask why plurkers=)
it's very true when Jit said there's so many more important things in life to care about...
so i shall focus on the present and find more beneficial things to do to kill time...
even if that implies avoiding from problems.
but yeah, whatever.
i just want to be calm and happy.
when you're at peace with yourself, all other things will fall into place.
-1:03am-
Saturday, July 18, 2009
i quit.
yeah sounds like a loser.
for those who are not updated,
yes i ended my pathetic job after only 1 week.
well not that pathetic...
just....not my type. if you get what i mean.
i mean, if u know me enough, u should know that i'm not the marketing kind of person.
i don heck care whether pp wants to buy my product or not...coz even myself thinks that it's not convincing...
but i've been quite an okay telemarketeer...
esp today the last day when dunno why i managed to get a shocking EIGHT appointments :D:D:D
it's like....yesterday's amount times 4!!
even the supervisor is surprised=p
but anyway....i've withdrawn.
regret or not...time will decide for me.
now's time to find a new job.
or else mom will scold me like mad if i waste time at home.
so it's research assistant?
primary school teacher?
or tuition teacher?
or all??
dilemma sangat )=
and i really miss all friends again, as usual.
i know la!! i'm still practising driving to meet up with you guys k...
although i knocked the gate today while reversing from my car porch><
forgive me!!
you are okay and they are okay
your okayness doesnt depend on theirs
so stay independent, calm and collected
life's still okay as long as the sky doesnt fall upon you
-1:50am-
for those who are not updated,
yes i ended my pathetic job after only 1 week.
well not that pathetic...
just....not my type. if you get what i mean.
i mean, if u know me enough, u should know that i'm not the marketing kind of person.
i don heck care whether pp wants to buy my product or not...coz even myself thinks that it's not convincing...
but i've been quite an okay telemarketeer...
esp today the last day when dunno why i managed to get a shocking EIGHT appointments :D:D:D
it's like....yesterday's amount times 4!!
even the supervisor is surprised=p
but anyway....i've withdrawn.
regret or not...time will decide for me.
now's time to find a new job.
or else mom will scold me like mad if i waste time at home.
so it's research assistant?
primary school teacher?
or tuition teacher?
or all??
dilemma sangat )=
and i really miss all friends again, as usual.
i know la!! i'm still practising driving to meet up with you guys k...
although i knocked the gate today while reversing from my car porch><
forgive me!!
you are okay and they are okay
your okayness doesnt depend on theirs
so stay independent, calm and collected
life's still okay as long as the sky doesnt fall upon you
-1:50am-
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
conscience vs challenge
duality is unescapable.
last week was interesting, but this week was heck of a...shit.
have not finalized decisions yet.
there's a voice telling me that: Shien Yin, you should freaking hell stop this. don't bother living up to other pp's expectations. who cares what other pp thinks about you? you are independent enough to decide how u want to live you life. you are not born to obey, you are born to think, and be happy. and more importantly, you're bound to get sick, physically and mentally,if u keep stressing yourself like that.
the opposite side tells me that: there's so much to learn in the working world, whether u like your job or not. the important thing is to stretch to your maximum potential, getting out of the comfort zone. life challenges makes you matured. so just treat marketing as a job to learn to deal with people, which could be applicable to your future psychology-related job in many ways.
gahh sounds like i have bipolar personality><
anyway that's the problem.
solutions?
family and friends have given me many... and loads of encouragement, sound advise and support too... thanks for that!!
but maybe this is the time i should learn to make decisions by myself, even if i will regret after making it. how could life be successful when there are no regrets??
anyway i've emailed college staffs to ask for advise...
will see how it goes.
may i be blessed with good health and happiness. and may i gain the strength to make wise decisions.
-4:57 pm-
last week was interesting, but this week was heck of a...shit.
have not finalized decisions yet.
there's a voice telling me that: Shien Yin, you should freaking hell stop this. don't bother living up to other pp's expectations. who cares what other pp thinks about you? you are independent enough to decide how u want to live you life. you are not born to obey, you are born to think, and be happy. and more importantly, you're bound to get sick, physically and mentally,if u keep stressing yourself like that.
the opposite side tells me that: there's so much to learn in the working world, whether u like your job or not. the important thing is to stretch to your maximum potential, getting out of the comfort zone. life challenges makes you matured. so just treat marketing as a job to learn to deal with people, which could be applicable to your future psychology-related job in many ways.
gahh sounds like i have bipolar personality><
anyway that's the problem.
solutions?
family and friends have given me many... and loads of encouragement, sound advise and support too... thanks for that!!
but maybe this is the time i should learn to make decisions by myself, even if i will regret after making it. how could life be successful when there are no regrets??
anyway i've emailed college staffs to ask for advise...
will see how it goes.
may i be blessed with good health and happiness. and may i gain the strength to make wise decisions.
-4:57 pm-
Monday, July 13, 2009
time
very often, too much time is spent on:
-looking good, physically
-appearing good, mentally. in other words, trying to appear tough when so often that our hearts are extremely breakable
-worrying what other people are thinking about us
-formulating strategies to handle the situation SHOULD someone happen to think negatively about us, which very often does NOT happen
-day-dreaming about things of the least priority while you are doing things which are supposed to be of utmost priority
-trying to achieve something but often not knowing what are your tangible and realistic goals
-going into a dilemma obssesively because ironically, we enjoy immersing ourselves into the bottomless pit rather than leading a dull life
-worrying about the far, far future when we're not even done with our near, near responsibilities
-trying very hard to be popular. or at least, being likeable and sociable. or at the very least, not being hated by too many people.
-and of course, emo-ing over various things from A to Z. which i think many of us are very capable of.
the list goes on...
nevertheless,
our species are stubborn.
we know what's right and wrong but the main reasons why so many wrongs are done is probably due to:
-we are trying too hard to be right. we try so hard to walk the right path that we forgot to see the bigger picture. we thought that success=right path but actually success=right path + wrong path=EXPERIENCE=one of life's unescapable process/cycle
-and sometimes, we might fall into a trap where we dunno we're right or not, even tough people thinks that we're right. in short, we're so blurred by the way we live that we begin to question our life principles, our morales, our goals... me thinks it's a little more than identity crisis=)
-there might be people who think that, life's just not life if we did not take the risk to do some wrongs. but this optimism might just be an alternative path to deviance. and avoidance of obstacles. one day we should just sit down and ask ourselves: what am i doing? am i solving problems(by simply looking at it in a different perspective), or am i creating more problems??
anyhow,
真真假假
many pp spent their whole life identifying what's right and what's wrong.
but what do we get in the end?
think that the process matters more than the conclusion?
think again.
are we leading a fruitful life in the process of constant searching and identifying?
ultimately.
life is about making choices and decisions.
overall,
there is a one-third probablity to live in innocence.
a one-third probability to live in ignorance.
and a one-third probability to live in the truth. although truth promotes mindfulness, if not handled with care, truth brings a lot of suffering and sacrifice than we can ever imagine.
so can we really choose what and how we want to live?
are the negative external factors overwhelming enough to conquer our internal strength?
when is the day that we begin to look into ourselves deeply, and then gradually reaching to our social circle, the community, the world?
when is the day that we begin to truly maximize our potential, and spread our love to others?
---is life even supposed to be like that?---
who are you?
who am i?
WHAT are WE???
*p.s. blogger is in a perfectly fine mood while typing these out. point of view not totally influenced by any recent life events, at least that's what she thinks so=) and all points are not intended for specific people for specific reasons, it's just a sharing.
-2:29am-
-looking good, physically
-appearing good, mentally. in other words, trying to appear tough when so often that our hearts are extremely breakable
-worrying what other people are thinking about us
-formulating strategies to handle the situation SHOULD someone happen to think negatively about us, which very often does NOT happen
-day-dreaming about things of the least priority while you are doing things which are supposed to be of utmost priority
-trying to achieve something but often not knowing what are your tangible and realistic goals
-going into a dilemma obssesively because ironically, we enjoy immersing ourselves into the bottomless pit rather than leading a dull life
-worrying about the far, far future when we're not even done with our near, near responsibilities
-trying very hard to be popular. or at least, being likeable and sociable. or at the very least, not being hated by too many people.
-and of course, emo-ing over various things from A to Z. which i think many of us are very capable of.
the list goes on...
nevertheless,
our species are stubborn.
we know what's right and wrong but the main reasons why so many wrongs are done is probably due to:
-we are trying too hard to be right. we try so hard to walk the right path that we forgot to see the bigger picture. we thought that success=right path but actually success=right path + wrong path=EXPERIENCE=one of life's unescapable process/cycle
-and sometimes, we might fall into a trap where we dunno we're right or not, even tough people thinks that we're right. in short, we're so blurred by the way we live that we begin to question our life principles, our morales, our goals... me thinks it's a little more than identity crisis=)
-there might be people who think that, life's just not life if we did not take the risk to do some wrongs. but this optimism might just be an alternative path to deviance. and avoidance of obstacles. one day we should just sit down and ask ourselves: what am i doing? am i solving problems(by simply looking at it in a different perspective), or am i creating more problems??
anyhow,
真真假假
many pp spent their whole life identifying what's right and what's wrong.
but what do we get in the end?
think that the process matters more than the conclusion?
think again.
are we leading a fruitful life in the process of constant searching and identifying?
ultimately.
life is about making choices and decisions.
overall,
there is a one-third probablity to live in innocence.
a one-third probability to live in ignorance.
and a one-third probability to live in the truth. although truth promotes mindfulness, if not handled with care, truth brings a lot of suffering and sacrifice than we can ever imagine.
so can we really choose what and how we want to live?
are the negative external factors overwhelming enough to conquer our internal strength?
when is the day that we begin to look into ourselves deeply, and then gradually reaching to our social circle, the community, the world?
when is the day that we begin to truly maximize our potential, and spread our love to others?
---is life even supposed to be like that?---
who are you?
who am i?
WHAT are WE???
*p.s. blogger is in a perfectly fine mood while typing these out. point of view not totally influenced by any recent life events, at least that's what she thinks so=) and all points are not intended for specific people for specific reasons, it's just a sharing.
-2:29am-
Friday, July 10, 2009
interesting week=p
pardon me for delaying this post-exam blog entry haha...
MO emo-ed at 4:41 pm.
past few days have been most dramatic yet interesting to me since months...
(picture conveniently taken from Yahoo images, blogger too lazy to select nicer and bigger pictures to upload><)
well, those who've watched the match...need i say more?
the man on the left, ROGER FEDERER, has made history by grabbing 15 grand-slam titles to date, overriding Pete Sampras' record of 14...
heartfelt congratulations to Federer^^
not forgetting to pay utmost tribute to Andy Roddick who had played his best tennis in his professional career, making Wimbledon finals 2009 such a memorable one... though of course last year's Federer-Nadal match was epic!
okay that was number one.
number two. finals. though not much input (means not much of studying done), the output was actually quite satisfying... and funny thing was, Sociology essays were more manageable for me than the MCQs zzzz...
number three.
glad that my future supervisor has allowed me to start work next week, rather than the proposed date which is right after my finals==
so i'm only gonna start my treacherous work (quoting from Ke Hui) next monday...
of course finding transport has been a major problem, which makes pls-start-driving-on-your-own-chiam-shien-yin even more necessary><
oh yes, i desperately need to shop for office wear!! anyone to accompany me?
four.
got to meet up with several friends on wednesday and thursday. brought back loads of memories. cant wait to see them again, if there's a chance=p
five.
did something out of the norm, again. but didnt regret for doing that. person involved has been really great=)... p.s. no asking 'why' and 'what' and 'who' here pls...
six.
watched Transformers 2. imo, plot is so-so. graphics and characters are great though=p. acting? erm....no comments...
seven.
watched MJ's memorial. overall was great but i have to agree with the minorities that Paris Jackson's heartfelt speech at the end was commercialized...not that i doubt her sincerity... i doubt other's....
eight.
really wanted to upload s5 gathering pics but photos grabbed from fb are really really small...crap.
anyway, juz wanna say to s5-ians that hey, you all are one of the awesomest group of pp i've ever met!!
*i guess i better stop elaborating in case i'm totally tuned into the past-reflection-emo mode*
but Wen Zhen's latest post on our class blog has definitely put me into fits of laughter hahahaha. she was posting about fast-forwarding to 2017 where we are having our nth class gathering and predicted what is the first thing that we're gonna say... my part was...
"Melody: (on the phone) Yes darling love you miss you muah muah muah. (turns) Oh, that’s just my husband. Jay. "
HAHA.
and btw, friends whom i've not met! (you know who you are) do report yourself to me IMMEDIATELY after reading this and we shall find a day to hang out!!=p
life has always been tough for many of us. but it is this toughness that makes us appreciate our loved ones even more. the feeling is impossible to be explained in words when pp like your friends are there for you when you need them. hence, cherish the moments, as the future is uncertain, and bravely embrace the future life journey by looking up high and opening your arms wide to face all challenges... as the door of your heart will be opened if only you're willing to open it=)
Sunday, July 5, 2009
wehadfun=)
more than 20 'activists' invaded RedBox once again, this time in Gardens=)
all of them, me included, had loads of fun, i suppose.
we've also been a great help to the current economic crisi, since 450 bucks...yes it's 450...juz flew off like that, spent on singing and eating ONLY...
erm pictures will be uploaded next post (i hope), n ofcoz i'll grab them all from other pp's facebook=p
so stay tuned!
and i guess miracles are not sufficient to save my laziness...
seriously i have no one to blame but myself if i really scored poorly this time...
finals man. wth wei.
dont care lah.
although exam scores might fly away, joy also keeps us flying up high=p
ok, pardon me for crapping in the middle of the night.
buh bye.
ok ok, will study la haih.
-1 11 am-
all of them, me included, had loads of fun, i suppose.
we've also been a great help to the current economic crisi, since 450 bucks...yes it's 450...juz flew off like that, spent on singing and eating ONLY...
erm pictures will be uploaded next post (i hope), n ofcoz i'll grab them all from other pp's facebook=p
so stay tuned!
and i guess miracles are not sufficient to save my laziness...
seriously i have no one to blame but myself if i really scored poorly this time...
finals man. wth wei.
dont care lah.
although exam scores might fly away, joy also keeps us flying up high=p
ok, pardon me for crapping in the middle of the night.
buh bye.
ok ok, will study la haih.
-1 11 am-
Friday, July 3, 2009
dont read. lame post.
apart from the usual uncontrollable maneuver of the steering and the pedal...
i nearly banged mum's car while i was just DRIVING INTO THE CAR PORCH
shit lah.
i seriously dunno what will happen next if i continue to drive like that.
guess i cant drive to work now T.T
finals on coming monday and tuesday!
heck like i careeeeee
shall continue playing now.
bye.
-1 04 am-
i nearly banged mum's car while i was just DRIVING INTO THE CAR PORCH
shit lah.
i seriously dunno what will happen next if i continue to drive like that.
guess i cant drive to work now T.T
finals on coming monday and tuesday!
heck like i careeeeee
shall continue playing now.
bye.
-1 04 am-
Monday, June 29, 2009
it's a trap i fell into once again.
went for intern interview today...
(part of the conversation)
supervisor: waa your results are good!
me: durh (i didnt say that out la)
supervisor: so I suppose you're a marketing student? (because i'm applying for the marketing position... hell knows why...)
me: no i'm a psychology student
supervisor: ohh i'm afraid u might feel uncomfortable about the job, because you're supposed to do cold calling everyday...
me: *feels like telling her 'sorry i'm not into this'* ohh okayy... so i'll juz be calling throughout my intern?
supervisor: yes... so when will you be available to start work?
me: oh my finals end on the 7th july....so i think i'll be okay to come after that...
supervisor: okay so u'll start on the 8th then...
me: *should have told her i end later...* okay...
supervisor: i expect u to come for full five days a week, from 9 to 5 30...
me: i'll try my best...
supervisor: no you'll have to come...unless you have a mc...
me: okayyyy....
supervisor: so you're hired! *grins*
me: *grins back forcefully* thank you...
supervisor: you can ask friends who are interested to come for interview as well...
oh well,
i solemnly promised i will QUIT once i find the job unsuitable for me...
probability of quitting = 0.95
and to friends out there who are interested....
PLS COME TEMAN ME!!!
i'm pretty sure the workload will be much lesser if i have company....plus it wont be sooo boring rite...
come la come la come la.
i know i'm desperate, sigh.
(part of the conversation)
supervisor: waa your results are good!
me: durh (i didnt say that out la)
supervisor: so I suppose you're a marketing student? (because i'm applying for the marketing position... hell knows why...)
me: no i'm a psychology student
supervisor: ohh i'm afraid u might feel uncomfortable about the job, because you're supposed to do cold calling everyday...
me: *feels like telling her 'sorry i'm not into this'* ohh okayy... so i'll juz be calling throughout my intern?
supervisor: yes... so when will you be available to start work?
me: oh my finals end on the 7th july....so i think i'll be okay to come after that...
supervisor: okay so u'll start on the 8th then...
me: *should have told her i end later...* okay...
supervisor: i expect u to come for full five days a week, from 9 to 5 30...
me: i'll try my best...
supervisor: no you'll have to come...unless you have a mc...
me: okayyyy....
supervisor: so you're hired! *grins*
me: *grins back forcefully* thank you...
supervisor: you can ask friends who are interested to come for interview as well...
oh well,
i solemnly promised i will QUIT once i find the job unsuitable for me...
probability of quitting = 0.95
and to friends out there who are interested....
PLS COME TEMAN ME!!!
i'm pretty sure the workload will be much lesser if i have company....plus it wont be sooo boring rite...
come la come la come la.
i know i'm desperate, sigh.
Friday, June 26, 2009
say bye to the legendary MJ
awwwww......
i grew up with his songs man...
current motto: sleeping preceeds studying. at all cost. =)
i grew up with his songs man...
current motto: sleeping preceeds studying. at all cost. =)
Wednesday, June 17, 2009
this is bad.
i think i broke my sleeping-time-during-school-days record.
5 30am!
bz assing la durh.
and seriously, this is bad. i mean, i cant be starting to sleep when everyone else is going to wake up rite...
so much for promising myself during counseling training that i'll finish all work ahead and sleep by 1am. ><
okay, i shall concentrate in class now.
yeah, it's good thing that tutorials are in comp labs...
and wait for me dudes, you know who you are... i want to hang out!!!^^
-2 28 pm-
5 30am!
bz assing la durh.
and seriously, this is bad. i mean, i cant be starting to sleep when everyone else is going to wake up rite...
so much for promising myself during counseling training that i'll finish all work ahead and sleep by 1am. ><
okay, i shall concentrate in class now.
yeah, it's good thing that tutorials are in comp labs...
and wait for me dudes, you know who you are... i want to hang out!!!^^
-2 28 pm-
Sunday, June 14, 2009
say hi to my 'ferrari' =)
everyone pls scream with me:
MY CAR IS HEREEEEEEEE XD
and i resumed my driving practice, after one year, at mayang...
and i'm still very very nervous)=
and dont ask me to be the transporter ah hehehhe....
-1 11 am-
MY CAR IS HEREEEEEEEE XD
and i resumed my driving practice, after one year, at mayang...
and i'm still very very nervous)=
and dont ask me to be the transporter ah hehehhe....
-1 11 am-
Saturday, June 13, 2009
spell desserts from the back=)
rewind starting from today...
quiz 2 is quite a pain in the ass
there's totally no advantage for peeping other pp's answer because no one knows the answer...
so basically carmen n i were staring blankly at the subjective questions...
not to mention that both of us read from the back chapters in hope the other will read from the front...
oh well...
anyway after teman-ing ke hui to shop in giant for orphanage trip...
laiwei n us went to some place in kelana jaya for awesome pasta buffet=p
oh yea, we also stopped by amanda's house for FUN hehe...
anyway it only cost 12.99++ per person...damn cheap!!!
we ended up having 6 dishes of spagetthi muahahahaha...
and crapped in the restaurant till 3 smtg hahah...
rewind to thursday...
i don really rmb what happened except that
1. i studied for the quiz till 4am
2. i got 44/50 for QM midterm...
IT'S NOT GOOD KHAY)=
i behhh songgg....
although i'm freaking tired during the exam,
i should at least get 45 khayyy since it's mostly form 5 add math questions...
gahhhhh.....
rewind to wednesday...
presentation day
and i'm feeling good because i got 48/50 *smiles*
i like it when the lecturer said "good job. you should pat yourself on the back"
anddd...
i'm soo worn out now...
so i shall stop here lahh...
buh bye....
-12 44 am-
quiz 2 is quite a pain in the ass
there's totally no advantage for peeping other pp's answer because no one knows the answer...
so basically carmen n i were staring blankly at the subjective questions...
not to mention that both of us read from the back chapters in hope the other will read from the front...
oh well...
anyway after teman-ing ke hui to shop in giant for orphanage trip...
laiwei n us went to some place in kelana jaya for awesome pasta buffet=p
oh yea, we also stopped by amanda's house for FUN hehe...
anyway it only cost 12.99++ per person...damn cheap!!!
we ended up having 6 dishes of spagetthi muahahahaha...
and crapped in the restaurant till 3 smtg hahah...
rewind to thursday...
i don really rmb what happened except that
1. i studied for the quiz till 4am
2. i got 44/50 for QM midterm...
IT'S NOT GOOD KHAY)=
i behhh songgg....
although i'm freaking tired during the exam,
i should at least get 45 khayyy since it's mostly form 5 add math questions...
gahhhhh.....
rewind to wednesday...
presentation day
and i'm feeling good because i got 48/50 *smiles*
i like it when the lecturer said "good job. you should pat yourself on the back"
anddd...
i'm soo worn out now...
so i shall stop here lahh...
buh bye....
-12 44 am-
Monday, June 8, 2009
*smiles*
ALL HAIL TO FEDERER!!!
and he's actually on tears...goshhh...
but it's no surprise...
congratulations for...
1. winning French Open 2009 (despite Nadal not being the opponent, Soderling's also quite strong)
2. getting his 14th Grand Slam title, equalling Pete Sampras's record...
3. first time winning French Open after losing to Nadal for 4 consecutive times...
4. one of the six great tennis players to bag all four grand slams...
and 5. being one of the best tennis players in history...you're da man!!!
oh yes, it's a day to remember=p
owh and i've just got my customized shoe soles
worth 500+ bucks ishhhh...
yes i have FLAT FEET...
sooo what??? harrr?? har???
anyway it's so uncomfortable..
and the soles only fit into my sport shoes...
which means i hv to wear sport shoes to college, sport shoes to shopping complex etc etc
yaiks....
okay i'm slacking in my studies.
i better start preparing for presentation on my super-duper-difficult-to-understand article...help!!
and forgive me for the lack for visuals for the recent posts. lazy nak upload)=
p.s. i'm confused.
-12 21pm-
and he's actually on tears...goshhh...
but it's no surprise...
congratulations for...
1. winning French Open 2009 (despite Nadal not being the opponent, Soderling's also quite strong)
2. getting his 14th Grand Slam title, equalling Pete Sampras's record...
3. first time winning French Open after losing to Nadal for 4 consecutive times...
4. one of the six great tennis players to bag all four grand slams...
and 5. being one of the best tennis players in history...you're da man!!!
oh yes, it's a day to remember=p
owh and i've just got my customized shoe soles
worth 500+ bucks ishhhh...
yes i have FLAT FEET...
sooo what??? harrr?? har???
anyway it's so uncomfortable..
and the soles only fit into my sport shoes...
which means i hv to wear sport shoes to college, sport shoes to shopping complex etc etc
yaiks....
okay i'm slacking in my studies.
i better start preparing for presentation on my super-duper-difficult-to-understand article...help!!
and forgive me for the lack for visuals for the recent posts. lazy nak upload)=
p.s. i'm confused.
-12 21pm-
Monday, June 1, 2009
Rolland Garros on the move
The In's:
1. ROGER FEDERER. YEAH=) although you could have played a better match. but strive on dude, since your biggest competitior is not here anymore.
2. erm the others are not that important YET=p...okay except murray
The Out's:
1. RAFAEL NADAL. OUCH(= u didnt play your best, but Soderling played fantastically....so u're totally to be blamed... anyway i believe u'll be bouncing back pretty soon, maybe during Wimbledon...
2. Novak Djokovic. sigh. bye joker!
didnt pay much attention on the female side though.
am watching Jankovic match now...quite a tight one.
anyway i'm expecting a federer-murray final. which of course my side is on federer=p
yes, the question is...
why am i not studying/reading/assignmenting???
gahhhh....
midterm this thursday,
presentation next week,
hard assignment the following week....
erhu exam is coming...so suck at it now...
what m i doing???
-1 14 am-
1. ROGER FEDERER. YEAH=) although you could have played a better match. but strive on dude, since your biggest competitior is not here anymore.
2. erm the others are not that important YET=p...okay except murray
The Out's:
1. RAFAEL NADAL. OUCH(= u didnt play your best, but Soderling played fantastically....so u're totally to be blamed... anyway i believe u'll be bouncing back pretty soon, maybe during Wimbledon...
2. Novak Djokovic. sigh. bye joker!
didnt pay much attention on the female side though.
am watching Jankovic match now...quite a tight one.
anyway i'm expecting a federer-murray final. which of course my side is on federer=p
yes, the question is...
why am i not studying/reading/assignmenting???
gahhhh....
midterm this thursday,
presentation next week,
hard assignment the following week....
erhu exam is coming...so suck at it now...
what m i doing???
-1 14 am-
Saturday, May 30, 2009
rest your back and enjoy the limited leisure
took me 3 sleep-deprived nights to prepare for sociology quiz 1...
coz i duwan my 10% to fly off like that...
ofcoz i didnt finish reading...
how could i finish 200+ pages of material when i need at least 30 minutes to read and memorize one page....gah...
and the quiz turned out to be quite easy...
i mean, easy but i cant do coz i didnt read...
sigh...
anyway i shall catch some sleep now before i go psycho.
oh, did i mention that i bought a car??
it's a silver premium myvi...
i know, ordinary sangat!!
i want this metallic grey but i'll have to wait for at least 2 months to get them...
IT'S TIME TO START LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE AGAIN.
SIGH.
-1 06am-
coz i duwan my 10% to fly off like that...
ofcoz i didnt finish reading...
how could i finish 200+ pages of material when i need at least 30 minutes to read and memorize one page....gah...
and the quiz turned out to be quite easy...
i mean, easy but i cant do coz i didnt read...
sigh...
anyway i shall catch some sleep now before i go psycho.
oh, did i mention that i bought a car??
it's a silver premium myvi...
i know, ordinary sangat!!
i want this metallic grey but i'll have to wait for at least 2 months to get them...
IT'S TIME TO START LEARNING HOW TO DRIVE AGAIN.
SIGH.
-1 06am-
Tuesday, May 26, 2009
demons are on my way. shooo!
i finally got to watch Angels & Demons today.
only after anticipating it for more than a year lol...
and the movie didnt turn me down!!
awesome!!
except that imo the front part is a bit too draggy
n i'd rather watch an all-four-preferetti-died scence, just like the book
instead of one of them being saved...
anyway, i really wanna read the book for the second time since i forgot almost all of the details...
*****
The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference
****
oh yes, one of my favourite poems.
okay, not that i like a lot of poems...
it almost perfectly describes my experiences and dilemmas in many ways...
oh a common example would be,
choosing to take sociology instead of intro to mass comm which is a million times easier...bleh...
i often find myself choosing the relatively difficult path,
maybe i want to prove that i can do it,
or live up to people's expectations. (that's so not good)
and the thing is, most of the time i'm not even mentally tough to be able to cope with the situations...
but i truly believe that choosing your own path, not the right/common path will work its way till the end....
ouch...
i'm getting philosophical here...
too immersed into the worlds of Comte, Spencer, Marx n other sociologists...
well, maybe i shouldn't be pushing myself too hard??
go for the hard way, and be successful??
or the easier way, which will be succesful as well??
i prefer the former...
because an easier way doesnt bring you sense of accomplishment, and true happiness...
emo-ed at 1 21am.
only after anticipating it for more than a year lol...
and the movie didnt turn me down!!
awesome!!
except that imo the front part is a bit too draggy
n i'd rather watch an all-four-preferetti-died scence, just like the book
instead of one of them being saved...
anyway, i really wanna read the book for the second time since i forgot almost all of the details...
*****
The Road Not Taken by Robert Frost
Two roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveller, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;
Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,
And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.
I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence: Two roads diverged in a wood, and I--
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference
****
oh yes, one of my favourite poems.
okay, not that i like a lot of poems...
it almost perfectly describes my experiences and dilemmas in many ways...
oh a common example would be,
choosing to take sociology instead of intro to mass comm which is a million times easier...bleh...
i often find myself choosing the relatively difficult path,
maybe i want to prove that i can do it,
or live up to people's expectations. (that's so not good)
and the thing is, most of the time i'm not even mentally tough to be able to cope with the situations...
but i truly believe that choosing your own path, not the right/common path will work its way till the end....
ouch...
i'm getting philosophical here...
too immersed into the worlds of Comte, Spencer, Marx n other sociologists...
well, maybe i shouldn't be pushing myself too hard??
go for the hard way, and be successful??
or the easier way, which will be succesful as well??
i prefer the former...
because an easier way doesnt bring you sense of accomplishment, and true happiness...
emo-ed at 1 21am.
Sunday, May 24, 2009
pathetically pathetic.
1. i guess i've got over the humiliation i caused last thursday, at the gym.
what happened was...
i cried at the gym, publicly, like nobody's business.
yeah, so much for being someone who appears to be quite tough.
anyway, it was kinda embarassing.
dont ask me about the reason, because i really dunno why...
i was doing the same leg machine half way...
then i felt a sudden suffocation, which almost resulted in hyperventilation...
and....yea....tears poured down for a freaking half an hour...
okay really sorry for those who thought i was gonna puke and faint or smtg...
but i didnt expect this to happen riteee....
anyway after several analyses....
the possible reasons are:
--> i was physically worn out. i wasnt even recovered from my muscle strains, and yet i tot i could handle it. perhaps mom was rite, i was so egoistic n i tot it's bad to cancel an appointment... i could 'hear' my muslces 'shouting' at me when i was training...'stop it dude!!! stop it!!!'....oh well...
--> my pms has gone from bad to worst. which had severely disrupted my hormonal functions. yeah right.
--> i was too worried about my assignment due the next day. but this reason is quite unlikely, coz i've been through worst than this.
but it's definitely NOT bcoz my diet plan was not successful, as what dad said. LOL.
anyway, i'm officially a crying lad now.
been experiencing some kind of monthly cry cycle since february. yeah.
and my menstrual cycle wasnt even that accurate. HAHAHA.
2. owh sem 1 results are out.
(ranking from worst to best)
# project management (durh...)
grade: C
marks range: 60-64
remarks: expected lahhh. or should i look at the positive side that i did NOT fail???
# social and business communication
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: okok lah. but she ought to give me higher lahhhh.
# intro to psychology 1
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: i did quite okay for this, except assignment 1. happy=)
# research methodology
grade: B+
marks range: 80-84
remarks: saya sangat happy=)
# career guidance
grade: A-
marks range: 85-90
remarks: not to say that i'm really proud of this, coz many pp got A- too...
overall quite okay lah,
but next sem tak ada mata nak tengok lah...
3. american idol.
KRIS WON.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
*no comments*
4. sociology.
i've read 4 pages out of the 200+ pages i'm supposed to study for quiz THIS FRIDAY.
10 percent wei.
SHOOT ME, PLS.
"for those who procrastinate in their reading...sleep becomes optional for the next few weeks. even a long bath and short bath makes a difference(in timing)," sociology lecturer.
of course, i'm a die hard fan of procrasinators.=)
maybe i should get back to reality and start studying.
bye.
-10 14pm-
what happened was...
i cried at the gym, publicly, like nobody's business.
yeah, so much for being someone who appears to be quite tough.
anyway, it was kinda embarassing.
dont ask me about the reason, because i really dunno why...
i was doing the same leg machine half way...
then i felt a sudden suffocation, which almost resulted in hyperventilation...
and....yea....tears poured down for a freaking half an hour...
okay really sorry for those who thought i was gonna puke and faint or smtg...
but i didnt expect this to happen riteee....
anyway after several analyses....
the possible reasons are:
--> i was physically worn out. i wasnt even recovered from my muscle strains, and yet i tot i could handle it. perhaps mom was rite, i was so egoistic n i tot it's bad to cancel an appointment... i could 'hear' my muslces 'shouting' at me when i was training...'stop it dude!!! stop it!!!'....oh well...
--> my pms has gone from bad to worst. which had severely disrupted my hormonal functions. yeah right.
--> i was too worried about my assignment due the next day. but this reason is quite unlikely, coz i've been through worst than this.
but it's definitely NOT bcoz my diet plan was not successful, as what dad said. LOL.
anyway, i'm officially a crying lad now.
been experiencing some kind of monthly cry cycle since february. yeah.
and my menstrual cycle wasnt even that accurate. HAHAHA.
2. owh sem 1 results are out.
(ranking from worst to best)
# project management (durh...)
grade: C
marks range: 60-64
remarks: expected lahhh. or should i look at the positive side that i did NOT fail???
# social and business communication
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: okok lah. but she ought to give me higher lahhhh.
# intro to psychology 1
grade: B
marks range: 75-79
remarks: i did quite okay for this, except assignment 1. happy=)
# research methodology
grade: B+
marks range: 80-84
remarks: saya sangat happy=)
# career guidance
grade: A-
marks range: 85-90
remarks: not to say that i'm really proud of this, coz many pp got A- too...
overall quite okay lah,
but next sem tak ada mata nak tengok lah...
3. american idol.
KRIS WON.
sigh.
sigh.
sigh.
*no comments*
4. sociology.
i've read 4 pages out of the 200+ pages i'm supposed to study for quiz THIS FRIDAY.
10 percent wei.
SHOOT ME, PLS.
"for those who procrastinate in their reading...sleep becomes optional for the next few weeks. even a long bath and short bath makes a difference(in timing)," sociology lecturer.
of course, i'm a die hard fan of procrasinators.=)
maybe i should get back to reality and start studying.
bye.
-10 14pm-
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
you go girl
i'm here to spend time unwisely (is there such word??).
1. last night in gym, resumed my training session after stopping for 6 months.
personal trainer(pt): hmm...buat apa ah hari ini..oklah, kita buat basic saja
me: okok!! *smiles with relieve*
moments later, we're at this leg machine, which i normally do at 35kg, BUT...
pt: ok, sekarang tukar ke 100(kg)...
me: har???????
pt: 100 lah...
me: er.....
after i 费尽九牛二虎之力
i managed to lift 8 times, with the help of my pt...
i felt that my legs are disjointed from my body...
anyway, after an hour
pt: kamu teruklah hari ni, thursday datang lagi ya
me: ok lo......#(&%)#*&%(*#@
and now almost every part of my body is ass-fully PAIN.
i wonder what i have to do on Thursday, hmm...
more importantly, i wonder how could i strive through erhu lesson tmrw...
but, in the name of slim+perfect body shape...
我会加油的!!!
(coz i've grown a lot in the past few weeks, horizontally)
2. the reason y i'm blogging here.
i was wrong.
VERY WRONG.
i tot Sociology could be quite a breeze,
but it turned out far worst than any Psych subjects so far...
firstly the lecturer herself scared us to bits when she briefed us the outline...
and showed us how thick the textbooks and notes are...
n halo, the thickness is almost equivalent to 5 sejarah textbooks...
to be completed in 7 weeks!!!
anyway after half an hour of threatening...
lecturer: those who wish to take Sociology next sem (maybe never), can leave the hall now...
not surprisingly, HALF the class went off...
should i be proud of being so determined to continue???
well at this moment, i THINK i could handle...rite?? (i need a heavy dose of self confidence)
not to mention the fact that we have to read about 100 pages of Sociology in average before class commences, n there's like 4 classes per week, so abt 400 pages per week...hmm...
fortunately today was the first class, n we haven got our textbook yet,
so our hw today is:
1. read the course outline (lecturer: make sure u read every single word in it)
2. find the definitions of 18 Sociology terms
3. read article(about 12 pages)
how could i even spare time for entertainment??
it's 1am now n i've only read the course outline so far...
this is crap.
but I WILL EMBRACE MY FEAR.
Sociology, here I come!!!
okay, i better go back to my readings...ciao...
-1 01 am-
1. last night in gym, resumed my training session after stopping for 6 months.
personal trainer(pt): hmm...buat apa ah hari ini..oklah, kita buat basic saja
me: okok!! *smiles with relieve*
moments later, we're at this leg machine, which i normally do at 35kg, BUT...
pt: ok, sekarang tukar ke 100(kg)...
me: har???????
pt: 100 lah...
me: er.....
after i 费尽九牛二虎之力
i managed to lift 8 times, with the help of my pt...
i felt that my legs are disjointed from my body...
anyway, after an hour
pt: kamu teruklah hari ni, thursday datang lagi ya
me: ok lo......#(&%)#*&%(*#@
and now almost every part of my body is ass-fully PAIN.
i wonder what i have to do on Thursday, hmm...
more importantly, i wonder how could i strive through erhu lesson tmrw...
but, in the name of slim+perfect body shape...
我会加油的!!!
(coz i've grown a lot in the past few weeks, horizontally)
2. the reason y i'm blogging here.
i was wrong.
VERY WRONG.
i tot Sociology could be quite a breeze,
but it turned out far worst than any Psych subjects so far...
firstly the lecturer herself scared us to bits when she briefed us the outline...
and showed us how thick the textbooks and notes are...
n halo, the thickness is almost equivalent to 5 sejarah textbooks...
to be completed in 7 weeks!!!
anyway after half an hour of threatening...
lecturer: those who wish to take Sociology next sem (maybe never), can leave the hall now...
not surprisingly, HALF the class went off...
should i be proud of being so determined to continue???
well at this moment, i THINK i could handle...rite?? (i need a heavy dose of self confidence)
not to mention the fact that we have to read about 100 pages of Sociology in average before class commences, n there's like 4 classes per week, so abt 400 pages per week...hmm...
fortunately today was the first class, n we haven got our textbook yet,
so our hw today is:
1. read the course outline (lecturer: make sure u read every single word in it)
2. find the definitions of 18 Sociology terms
3. read article(about 12 pages)
how could i even spare time for entertainment??
it's 1am now n i've only read the course outline so far...
this is crap.
but I WILL EMBRACE MY FEAR.
Sociology, here I come!!!
okay, i better go back to my readings...ciao...
-1 01 am-
Sunday, May 17, 2009
Big Bad Wolf=)
to some of you out there,
yeah i'm kinda slow at posting this up
and i didnt buy like 20++ books or so...
simply because i'm not given the chance!!!
i was just half way through...
then sis kept complaining to go home haih...
anyway, what i've got are...
1. Erik Erikson Shaper of: Identity by Richard Stevens
---RM8 (yes i simply bought it because of Erik Erikson, the famous psychologist)
2. The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch
--RM8 (i've always wanted to buy this...)
3. The Templar Legacy by Steve Berry
--RM8 (random mystery fiction)
4. To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
--RM8 (although i knew the storyline, i think it's worth reading the book)
5. Chicken Soup for the Teen Soul by Jack Canfield et. al.
--RM10
6. Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul by Jack Canfield et. al.
--RM10 (it's actually quite a diff book from the previous)
yesss only 6 bookssss for myself
pathetic!!!
oh n did i mention that i wanna buy a book about Michael Phelps
but mom said 'stop being so crazy about him'
fine.
n in case u've not noticed the price, LOOK AGAIN.
FREAKING CHEAP!!!
at least 70% discount wei...mana dapat?!
in total my family bought 23 books...which only costs about rm150+
so go to http://www.bigbadwolfbooks.com/
hurry!!! sales only last till 18th may=)
and if u're going...
plssss take me alonggg
oh well ofcoz i need your transport la hahaha
i really wanna go again man sigh...
oh yeah, A&D is out
i wanna watch!!!
anyone???
-11 05 pm-
yeah i'm kinda slow at posting this up
and i didnt buy like 20++ books or so...
simply because i'm not given the chance!!!
i was just half way through...
then sis kept complaining to go home haih...
anyway, what i've got are...
1. Erik Erikson Shaper of: Identity by Richard Stevens
---RM8 (yes i simply bought it because of Erik Erikson, the famous psychologist)
2. The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch
--RM8 (i've always wanted to buy this...)
3. The Templar Legacy by Steve Berry
--RM8 (random mystery fiction)
4. To Kill A Mockingbird by Harper Lee
--RM8 (although i knew the storyline, i think it's worth reading the book)
5. Chicken Soup for the Teen Soul by Jack Canfield et. al.
--RM10
6. Chicken Soup for the Teenage Soul by Jack Canfield et. al.
--RM10 (it's actually quite a diff book from the previous)
yesss only 6 bookssss for myself
pathetic!!!
oh n did i mention that i wanna buy a book about Michael Phelps
but mom said 'stop being so crazy about him'
fine.
n in case u've not noticed the price, LOOK AGAIN.
FREAKING CHEAP!!!
at least 70% discount wei...mana dapat?!
in total my family bought 23 books...which only costs about rm150+
so go to http://www.bigbadwolfbooks.com/
hurry!!! sales only last till 18th may=)
and if u're going...
plssss take me alonggg
oh well ofcoz i need your transport la hahaha
i really wanna go again man sigh...
oh yeah, A&D is out
i wanna watch!!!
anyone???
-11 05 pm-
Sunday, May 10, 2009
Of a 'filled' weekend.
Saturday
woke up at 7am.
to get prepared for Wesak Day Charity Sale.
this year, we're selling popia and fresh vegetables from Cameron.
popia was a blast!!
overwhelming responses...
so it's not a surprise that everything was sold out within two hours=p
normally i'll be having a good sleep after the sale.
but this year i decided to be THERE FOR MUN TENG. LOL.
okay i expected to be late since it's impossible to reach midvalley at 12 when the sale normally ends at 1.
but i ended up reaching 3 hours late.
haha, sorry lah dudes.
had to pick up my aunt from the hospital.
so i skipped redbox ishhhhh.
but good thing is we got to watch X-Men. *grins*
although the remaining seats are on the first-row o.O
well better than nothing rite...
pity cheeyuen for having to watch the second time haha...
well to me Xmen was quite nice wert...
anyway reached home at about 7...
thanks cheeyuen for the ride! n rmb to return me the 7 bucks for parking ticket haha...
okay, i tot i had quite a day...
but NOT.
i think there's smtg wrong with my nerves
when i suggested to my parents
'why not go mid valley for dinner since we'll be picking up sue (my sis) there?'
so yeah i'm back at mv on 8pm><
even had some shopping after dinner...
MY LEGS ARE BREAKING.
after more than 12 hours of standing + walking==
Sunday
erm not as eventful...
but Happy Mother's Day!! ok and Happy Birthday sis! (on 8th May)
we decided to make popia again since we didnt get to eat during yesterday's sale...
gonna go for Wesak procession tonight...
another 2 hours plus of walk again hahaha...
and then..
it's my last day of hols!!
ohnoohnoohnoohno....
although this coming sem seems quite relaxing...
2 subjects for 2 months...
one is Quantiative Methods (finally there's smtg Mathematical!)
and another free elective, which wouldnt start till next month...i'm thinking of taking Maths 1, an Econ degree subject...
but my timetable's kinda sucky...
mondays and thursdays class from 3-6pm...
do u know how freaking jam it'll be $)^*$)(*$#)(^*$^!@
and where's my car dad?????
and then...
about the maid haih...
we're suspecting she put smtg into our water because there's this cholrine taste in the drinking water for more than a month...
turns out that she turned to the non-filter mode out of convenience...
okayyyyy.....
and what's worst is she said she saw ME doing that
what the..........................
sry maid, i've decided to write a complaint letter abt u ....
p.s.
i agree.
i tend to blame s5-ians sometimes...
because they're too matured and too nice to be with....
hahahahhahaa....
haih, the memories...
woke up at 7am.
to get prepared for Wesak Day Charity Sale.
this year, we're selling popia and fresh vegetables from Cameron.
popia was a blast!!
overwhelming responses...
so it's not a surprise that everything was sold out within two hours=p
normally i'll be having a good sleep after the sale.
but this year i decided to be THERE FOR MUN TENG. LOL.
okay i expected to be late since it's impossible to reach midvalley at 12 when the sale normally ends at 1.
but i ended up reaching 3 hours late.
haha, sorry lah dudes.
had to pick up my aunt from the hospital.
so i skipped redbox ishhhhh.
but good thing is we got to watch X-Men. *grins*
although the remaining seats are on the first-row o.O
well better than nothing rite...
pity cheeyuen for having to watch the second time haha...
well to me Xmen was quite nice wert...
anyway reached home at about 7...
thanks cheeyuen for the ride! n rmb to return me the 7 bucks for parking ticket haha...
okay, i tot i had quite a day...
but NOT.
i think there's smtg wrong with my nerves
when i suggested to my parents
'why not go mid valley for dinner since we'll be picking up sue (my sis) there?'
so yeah i'm back at mv on 8pm><
even had some shopping after dinner...
MY LEGS ARE BREAKING.
after more than 12 hours of standing + walking==
Sunday
erm not as eventful...
but Happy Mother's Day!! ok and Happy Birthday sis! (on 8th May)
we decided to make popia again since we didnt get to eat during yesterday's sale...
gonna go for Wesak procession tonight...
another 2 hours plus of walk again hahaha...
and then..
it's my last day of hols!!
ohnoohnoohnoohno....
although this coming sem seems quite relaxing...
2 subjects for 2 months...
one is Quantiative Methods (finally there's smtg Mathematical!)
and another free elective, which wouldnt start till next month...i'm thinking of taking Maths 1, an Econ degree subject...
but my timetable's kinda sucky...
mondays and thursdays class from 3-6pm...
do u know how freaking jam it'll be $)^*$)(*$#)(^*$^!@
and where's my car dad?????
and then...
about the maid haih...
we're suspecting she put smtg into our water because there's this cholrine taste in the drinking water for more than a month...
turns out that she turned to the non-filter mode out of convenience...
okayyyyy.....
and what's worst is she said she saw ME doing that
what the..........................
sry maid, i've decided to write a complaint letter abt u ....
p.s.
i agree.
i tend to blame s5-ians sometimes...
because they're too matured and too nice to be with....
hahahahhahaa....
haih, the memories...
Sunday, May 3, 2009
LEE HOM XD
okay, many of you have already posted this.
BUT-HE'S-JUST-TOO-HAWT. =p
besides the looks,
and talent,
and songs, (well some of them)
this is truly 一个有诚意的演唱会
demonstrating his skills effortlessly
proving to us the perfect connection between classical and contemporary music
okay crap.
tooooo bad he didnt play erhu! #*%(#&%)(#@*&)@(*
and he got to shake my cousin's hand!! double @*_)(#*%)(@*%)@(*%@)
anyway i gtg now.
i just dont understand why my mom nags the most during my hols
'you should be doing more meaningful things rather than facebooking (when i'm not even in fb at that time)'
gahhhhh
BUT-HE'S-JUST-TOO-HAWT. =p
besides the looks,
and talent,
and songs, (well some of them)
this is truly 一个有诚意的演唱会
demonstrating his skills effortlessly
proving to us the perfect connection between classical and contemporary music
okay crap.
tooooo bad he didnt play erhu! #*%(#&%)(#@*&)@(*
and he got to shake my cousin's hand!! double @*_)(#*%)(@*%)@(*%@)
anyway i gtg now.
i just dont understand why my mom nags the most during my hols
'you should be doing more meaningful things rather than facebooking (when i'm not even in fb at that time)'
gahhhhh
Monday, April 27, 2009
nth trip to Cameron Highlands
uncle(owner of farmer) & yours truly
it's only after 10 years that i realize there's a shortcutfrom uncle's farm to BOH tea plantation==
p.s. due to some stupid technical errors in Blogger,
the two pics above cant be adjusted to the desired(correct) place
well firstly...
okay la, sorry for making this blog close to death.
你以为我很想咩?
bz studying,
Dad & I
Sis(she anti camera punya) & Mum
Had lunch at uncle's farm
unfortunately the shortcut mentioned includes climbing steep slopes
AND crossing over log bridge which is about to fall at any moment. helpppp~~
luckily we managed to cross it...
yeahhh...this road is better!!
nice lehhh my uncle's farm:D
the road not taken. okay, maybe less taken. 
all cookings and slaughterings are done here
i can assure you that sitting on a land rover to the farm is very exciting!!!
the roofs
feeling giddy after the ride. not.
take 2
take 3
dumb & deaf couple selling pancakes(had it for breakfast)
aaaandddd....
please meet the cutest (toy) animal...
Snoopy!!!^^
of course, we can only take this when she's asleep
hey Snoop we're in Cameron!!^^
Snoopy you're just so adorable~~
bz studying,
bz attending funeral,
bz playing....
anyway, i'll juz upload some pics...
went to cameron(mom's hometown) the week before finals...
it was niceeeeee:D
bz playing....
anyway, i'll juz upload some pics...
went to cameron(mom's hometown) the week before finals...
it was niceeeeee:D
Dad & I
Sis(she anti camera punya) & Mum
Had lunch at uncle's farm
unfortunately the shortcut mentioned includes climbing steep slopes 
AND crossing over log bridge which is about to fall at any moment. helpppp~~
luckily we managed to cross it...
yeahhh...this road is better!!
nice lehhh my uncle's farm:D
the road not taken. okay, maybe less taken. (what the heck am i talking about)
all cookings and slaughterings are done here
i can assure you that sitting on a land rover to the farm is very exciting!!!
the roofs
feeling giddy after the ride. not.
take 2
take 3
dumb & deaf couple selling pancakes(had it for breakfast)aaaandddd....
please meet the cutest (toy) animal...
Snoopy!!!^^
of course, we can only take this when she's asleep
hey Snoop we're in Cameron!!^^Snoopy you're just so adorable~~
dang, took me at least 3 days to edit this post x.x
fyi, i'm supposed to work now muaahahahah
fyi, i'm supposed to work now muaahahahah
Sunday, April 19, 2009
r.i.p. my beloved grandma.
she left at about 5:50pm on sunday.
yes, in my house.
accompanied by her family, relatives, chantings by us and Bhante Vimala(my monk classmate),
she passed away peacefully.
it's okay guys.
i'm much better now.
thanks a lot=)
will update later. if i want to.
i have to be strong now.
exam tmrw.
haven started studying.
life is impermanent.
6:55pm
yes, in my house.
accompanied by her family, relatives, chantings by us and Bhante Vimala(my monk classmate),
she passed away peacefully.
it's okay guys.
i'm much better now.
thanks a lot=)
will update later. if i want to.
i have to be strong now.
exam tmrw.
haven started studying.
life is impermanent.
6:55pm
Thursday, April 16, 2009
let's do this.
hello everyone.
yes i'm still alive.
but no i'm not done with finals yet.
starting tomorrow!!!
it's cognitive psychology...60 mcq, 2 essays...
errr....let'sdonttalkaboutthis.
then saturday, it's time for the 'interesting' social n business communication paper on 12 to 2. haven started anything on that. hahah.
which means i will miss a s5 gathering, if they actually have it.
next monday is research methodology. very much unprepared for this as well.
tuesday pmg heheheheh. no comments.
then last day, career guidance. aiyah, dunno what's the exam format wor.
then it's TWO WEEKS BREAK. so what.
btw. talking about pmg.
i got back my another assignment.
20.5 out of 25.
which puts me one of the highest in class.
*if you've not known my marks for the previous assignment, pls refer to the previous post*
seriously, WHAT KIND OF STANDARD IS THIS??!!!
blah blah blah.
time to drown myself in the world of psychos....
till we meet again.
4:43pm
yes i'm still alive.
but no i'm not done with finals yet.
starting tomorrow!!!
it's cognitive psychology...60 mcq, 2 essays...
errr....let'sdonttalkaboutthis.
then saturday, it's time for the 'interesting' social n business communication paper on 12 to 2. haven started anything on that. hahah.
which means i will miss a s5 gathering, if they actually have it.
next monday is research methodology. very much unprepared for this as well.
tuesday pmg heheheheh. no comments.
then last day, career guidance. aiyah, dunno what's the exam format wor.
then it's TWO WEEKS BREAK. so what.
btw. talking about pmg.
i got back my another assignment.
20.5 out of 25.
which puts me one of the highest in class.
*if you've not known my marks for the previous assignment, pls refer to the previous post*
seriously, WHAT KIND OF STANDARD IS THIS??!!!
blah blah blah.
time to drown myself in the world of psychos....
till we meet again.
4:43pm
Saturday, April 4, 2009
shitandyeay.
pcp assignment:
8 marks out of 25
which means 4.8 percent out of 15
LOWEST in the class
seriously, hardwork doesnt really pay off sometimes.
I NEED TO PASS PMG DAMN IT.
nvm.
i got my first pay today.
wasnt that much coz i only worked for 4 days last month
but good enough=p
gonna belanja family lunch hehehehe...
have to zzz now...
tmrw have to attend research colloquium...
btw it's time to study hor.
sigh.
1:31am
8 marks out of 25
which means 4.8 percent out of 15
LOWEST in the class
seriously, hardwork doesnt really pay off sometimes.
I NEED TO PASS PMG DAMN IT.
nvm.
i got my first pay today.
wasnt that much coz i only worked for 4 days last month
but good enough=p
gonna belanja family lunch hehehehe...
have to zzz now...
tmrw have to attend research colloquium...
btw it's time to study hor.
sigh.
1:31am
Friday, April 3, 2009
posers on the move
everyone!!
click www.scarlette-tears.blogspot.com
look for beautiful girls! (i'm one of them muahahaha...)
Amanda thank me for promoting your blog~~
anyway
worked 9 hours today
on the comp
data entry
drawing charts
tired><
that's why i'm gonna on leave half day tomorrow...
this is killing==
click www.scarlette-tears.blogspot.com
look for beautiful girls! (i'm one of them muahahaha...)
Amanda thank me for promoting your blog~~
anyway
worked 9 hours today
on the comp
data entry
drawing charts
tired><
that's why i'm gonna on leave half day tomorrow...
this is killing==
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
bliss vs red zone
hey guys.
juz to inform that i actually keep up to my words.
for i've been chilling for the past few days=)
no rushing for assignments, no sleeping too late...
can u believe it? it's only 1 07am now and i'm already preparing to sleep after i finish writing this post hahaha...
i even have time to read a few pages of 'Vanishing Acts' before i go to sleep...
but not totally a good sign though...
finals on the 17th, 18th (a Saturday damn it), 20th, 21st and 22nd ==
haven started revising zzzzzz
hope i'll be able to make full use of the study break which is after next week...
sem 1 is coming to an end...seriously cant believe it==
i can assure u the effort put in is many times more than the whole last year in ausmat...
feels as though i've been studying for years==
i'm proud to be able to complete 13 assignments to date^^....1 more due this friday...
anyway, on a random note...
this new maid of mine is even more weird than the previous...
ignoring the difficulty in communication because her Malay is sooo different from ours...
her logical ability is....ehem...
she can mop before sweeping
use my sis handkerchief to wipe the leaves of the fake trees
wipe her hand after wiping the table (with the same cloth)
MIXING VEGETABLES WITH RED DATES DRINK
the list goes on....
and she's on diet by not having lunch everyday...despite having breakfast at 4 30am...so she'll eat a hell lot during dinner...
nah not really complaining...
ok, bye bye.
juz to inform that i actually keep up to my words.
for i've been chilling for the past few days=)
no rushing for assignments, no sleeping too late...
can u believe it? it's only 1 07am now and i'm already preparing to sleep after i finish writing this post hahaha...
i even have time to read a few pages of 'Vanishing Acts' before i go to sleep...
but not totally a good sign though...
finals on the 17th, 18th (a Saturday damn it), 20th, 21st and 22nd ==
haven started revising zzzzzz
hope i'll be able to make full use of the study break which is after next week...
sem 1 is coming to an end...seriously cant believe it==
i can assure u the effort put in is many times more than the whole last year in ausmat...
feels as though i've been studying for years==
i'm proud to be able to complete 13 assignments to date^^....1 more due this friday...
anyway, on a random note...
this new maid of mine is even more weird than the previous...
ignoring the difficulty in communication because her Malay is sooo different from ours...
her logical ability is....ehem...
she can mop before sweeping
use my sis handkerchief to wipe the leaves of the fake trees
wipe her hand after wiping the table (with the same cloth)
MIXING VEGETABLES WITH RED DATES DRINK
the list goes on....
and she's on diet by not having lunch everyday...despite having breakfast at 4 30am...so she'll eat a hell lot during dinner...
nah not really complaining...
ok, bye bye.
Sunday, March 29, 2009
tagged by will=)
before that...
i'm finally done with most of the assignments=)...
managed to survive through the hard times...not bad huh??
sleeping at 5am is juz the key solution to my 'success' ><
anyway i'm gonna lead a normal life now...
oh btw i finally watched Slumdog Millionaire...the movie is not bad...not bad at all...
anyway...in order to temporarily avoid from dealing with problems on which country to go n which uni to transfer, and the scholarship issues bla bla bla...
i shall do tag... (sorry i really have no time to do those fb tags coz it's freaking long><)
p.s. mien i did your tag that u tagged me=p
1. The person who tagged you.................William Shak Soo Wei (correct hor?)
2. Your relationship with him/her is................highschool friend
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her..............errr....mentally and physically tough... caring... determined...responsible...persevere in wtvr he does...
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you..............BURNT MY SCISSORS>< with electricity zzz....i'll rmb that for years lol...
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.............. dunno le==... okay maybe recently he memberi sokongan kepada saya the day before my presentation?? haha...
6. If he/she becomes your lover you will..............haha we're from different worlds i suppose...plus i'll be freaked out juz worrying about his injuries lol...
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..............errr ntg in particular...coz he's a nice guy...=)
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will............what can i do wei><
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be..............too bok meng in everything he does haha...
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now.............haha er.... buy him lots of food so he'll grow fat?? haha i bet he wants that too...
11. Your overall impression of him/her is............haha i actually freaked out when he could speak chinese....he looked errrr banana??.... i have to admit that he looked kinda samseng-ish when i first knew him haha..
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? quiet and nerdy...and f-i-e-r-c-e to most of the guys....why la why....== but pp who know me will see me differently i suppose...
13. The characters you love of yourself are...........i often stay strong to myself, resisting negative influences... be at peace with almost everyone i know...
14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself............undecisive...procrastinate... lazy....too passive at times....lack of self confidence...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...............it's not yourself if u kept thinking of who and what you wanna be...
16. For people who care and love you, say something to them..........thank you soooo much=)... your care and love to me cant be described by words...hahahaha...
17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Amanda
2. Ying Hui
3. Denise
4. Jie Hui
5. Suat Wei
6. Boon
7. Lok Mun
8. Mun Hon
9. Huei Mien
10. Ying Yang
18. Who is no. 6? ............(Boon) hahaha the future lawyer/politician.. a unique s5-ian=)
19. Is no. 9 a male or female? ........... (Mien) female
20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing? ..............(Lok Mun & YingYang) hahahaha why not if they wanna be the gaysss.....
21. What is no. 2 studying about? ........................(Ying Hui)contemp music in UCSI
22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3? ..............(Denise) errrr last friday on the phone? at da's hse that time
23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?............(Mun Hon) errrr dunno wor...anime songs i guess??
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? ............. (Amanda) yea...a younger bro and sis...
25. Will you woo no. 3? ...................... (Denise) hahahahaha she let me woo or not XD
26. How about no. 7? .................. (Lok Mun) errrrr nah....we're pretty fine now XD
27. Is no. 4 single? ..................(Jie Hui) hahahahah good question!!! kak are you??=p... she claims yes lahhhh...
28. What is the surname of no.5? ...............(Suat Wei) Thang
29. What is the hobby of no. 10? ..................(Ying Yang) errr....he likes to say wtfbbq?? hahahaha dunno wei...maybe listening to songs gua...
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? ........................(Suat Wei and Mien) i dont think they know each other...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at? ...................... (Ying Hui) UCSI
32. Talk something casually about no. 1...................... (Amanda) she's red like a tomato=p
33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? ...........(Boon) waaaa 我承担不起oh... hor 力宏? =p
34. Where does no. 9 live at? .......... (Huei Mien) our houses are separated by 2 rows of houses, 1 main road and 1 field lol...
35. What colour does no.4 like? ...............(Jie Hui) aiyohh tak tau o.O...i'm guessing green coz she's vegetarian and from rumah hijau?
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? .................(Suat Wei and Amanda) ohhh sure...they used to be at the canteen before perhimpunan in chs...
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? ............... (Lok Mun) hahahaha YES YOU ARE xd...
38. What is no. 6 doing now? .................(Boon) now i think he's asleep lo...
i'm finally done with most of the assignments=)...
managed to survive through the hard times...not bad huh??
sleeping at 5am is juz the key solution to my 'success' ><
anyway i'm gonna lead a normal life now...
oh btw i finally watched Slumdog Millionaire...the movie is not bad...not bad at all...
anyway...in order to temporarily avoid from dealing with problems on which country to go n which uni to transfer, and the scholarship issues bla bla bla...
i shall do tag... (sorry i really have no time to do those fb tags coz it's freaking long><)
p.s. mien i did your tag that u tagged me=p
1. The person who tagged you.................William Shak Soo Wei (correct hor?)
2. Your relationship with him/her is................highschool friend
3. Your 5 impressions of him/her..............errr....mentally and physically tough... caring... determined...responsible...persevere in wtvr he does...
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you..............BURNT MY SCISSORS>< with electricity zzz....i'll rmb that for years lol...
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you.............. dunno le==... okay maybe recently he memberi sokongan kepada saya the day before my presentation?? haha...
6. If he/she becomes your lover you will..............haha we're from different worlds i suppose...plus i'll be freaked out juz worrying about his injuries lol...
7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on will be..............errr ntg in particular...coz he's a nice guy...=)
8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will............what can i do wei><
9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be..............too bok meng in everything he does haha...
10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now.............haha er.... buy him lots of food so he'll grow fat?? haha i bet he wants that too...
11. Your overall impression of him/her is............haha i actually freaked out when he could speak chinese....he looked errrr banana??.... i have to admit that he looked kinda samseng-ish when i first knew him haha..
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? quiet and nerdy...and f-i-e-r-c-e to most of the guys....why la why....== but pp who know me will see me differently i suppose...
13. The characters you love of yourself are...........i often stay strong to myself, resisting negative influences... be at peace with almost everyone i know...
14.On the contrary, the characters that you hate about yourself............undecisive...procrastinate... lazy....too passive at times....lack of self confidence...
15. The most ideal person you want to be is...............it's not yourself if u kept thinking of who and what you wanna be...
16. For people who care and love you, say something to them..........thank you soooo much=)... your care and love to me cant be described by words...hahahaha...
17. Pass this test to 10 persons who you wished to know how they feel about you.
1. Amanda
2. Ying Hui
3. Denise
4. Jie Hui
5. Suat Wei
6. Boon
7. Lok Mun
8. Mun Hon
9. Huei Mien
10. Ying Yang
18. Who is no. 6? ............(Boon) hahaha the future lawyer/politician.. a unique s5-ian=)
19. Is no. 9 a male or female? ........... (Mien) female
20. If no. 7 and no.10 together, is that a good thing? ..............(Lok Mun & YingYang) hahahaha why not if they wanna be the gaysss.....
21. What is no. 2 studying about? ........................(Ying Hui)contemp music in UCSI
22. When is the last time you had a chat with no. 3? ..............(Denise) errrr last friday on the phone? at da's hse that time
23.What kind of music band does no. 8 like?............(Mun Hon) errrr dunno wor...anime songs i guess??
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings? ............. (Amanda) yea...a younger bro and sis...
25. Will you woo no. 3? ...................... (Denise) hahahahaha she let me woo or not XD
26. How about no. 7? .................. (Lok Mun) errrrr nah....we're pretty fine now XD
27. Is no. 4 single? ..................(Jie Hui) hahahahah good question!!! kak are you??=p... she claims yes lahhhh...
28. What is the surname of no.5? ...............(Suat Wei) Thang
29. What is the hobby of no. 10? ..................(Ying Yang) errr....he likes to say wtfbbq?? hahahaha dunno wei...maybe listening to songs gua...
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well? ........................(Suat Wei and Mien) i dont think they know each other...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at? ...................... (Ying Hui) UCSI
32. Talk something casually about no. 1...................... (Amanda) she's red like a tomato=p
33 Have you tried developing feelings for no. 6? ...........(Boon) waaaa 我承担不起oh... hor 力宏? =p
34. Where does no. 9 live at? .......... (Huei Mien) our houses are separated by 2 rows of houses, 1 main road and 1 field lol...
35. What colour does no.4 like? ...............(Jie Hui) aiyohh tak tau o.O...i'm guessing green coz she's vegetarian and from rumah hijau?
36. Are no. 5 and 1 best friends? .................(Suat Wei and Amanda) ohhh sure...they used to be at the canteen before perhimpunan in chs...
37. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world? ............... (Lok Mun) hahahaha YES YOU ARE xd...
38. What is no. 6 doing now? .................(Boon) now i think he's asleep lo...
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